>tfw years of constant stress anxiety and depression has fucked your brain up
i notice i talk to myself by accident and can't stop
So couldn't a couple years of living a normal life just as easily fix it?
>>34288481
i notice that about myself too. Also my father does that. And my grandfather. And sister too. You can always hear some annoying mumbling and fragments of thought where i live.
>>34288487
I'm pretty sure if you're depressed for long enough it's permanent, a part of your brain shrinks for good.
>>34288472
>tfw years of constant stress and anxiety have actually caused you physical illnesses
>be so ill that you need to survive off government scraps
>they constantly harass you about it and try to get it gone because fuck you, you're not in need of it at all
>this constant crap intensifies your already existing illnesses
>The Magaman is about to become the president and will likely encourage this type of thing to continue because of his promised tax cuts and all that
just fuck my fucken shit the fuck up until death takes me sweetly, toobeeonnest
goodbye to everything
goddamn twenty-seventeen
>tfw self discipline will be your ticket to freedom and happiness but you're a lazy shithead
>>34288472
I am not who I was before, but I fixed my brain as well as could be with tianeptine. It was shown to reverse stress induced brain damage in rats. You can't take it while you're on an SSRI though, because it is an SSRE and will cancel out the effect of that.
It's a potent antidepressant in its own right though, so you may want to try and replace your SSRI with it.
>>34288472
https://www.theguardian.com/society/2015/jun/30/chronic-depression-shrinks-brains-memories-and-emotions
This is a /hypocampuslet/ thread now.
>>34288654
what kind of physical illnesses senpai?
am in the same boat as you , been suffering from stress and anxiety since i could ever remember , i believed it has caused my constant trembling .
>>34288564
>a part of your brain shrinks for good
now tell me anon, what kind of mental disability do you have?
>>34290128
rather not specify too much but it's enough to make me unable to function regularly most days and I'm the type of person to be sceptical of being ill because it's so easy to be a hypochondriac and self-diagnose but I've had many tests done to be sure and to my horror have seen how irreparably destroyed my body is from within
It's so bad and can only be kept as it is or get worse not better much less gone so I try to be appreciative of that but goddamn is it horrid and am really worrying and stressing about losing the frugal funds I honestly barely get by on but whatever if that happens I'll just have to get gone sooner than expected
Anon I hope you're okay and if you're able to you should get yourself checked out because some things really need to be seen before it's too late
my doctors were all asking me why the fuck I waited so long to be seen and I just told them the truth that I really felt like shit but didn't think it was anything verifiably serious or concrete and assumed I was just feeling physically shitty from mentally feeling shitty but yeah it's bad and I hope whatever your suffering from isn't nearly so shitty as mine because it's fucken garbage
>>34290432
yeah my problem is no matter how easy the task in hand , i start trembling , sometimes i can't even get the spoon to my mouth .
but the problem is am too poor to afford getting checked , i guess i'll live with it until things get better. i hope.
Eat some Shrooms, they kind of solved this depression thing for me
>>34288472
Me spot on.. guess I should just start hanging out with pizza and then kill myself after indulging in one of her glorious man farts
>>34288654
Fuck off back to tumblr you roastie tumblrina
>>34290853
Hahaha this meme reigns supreme, I am in favour. Alert the high council, the elders must know about this!
>>34288481
In contrast i usually think in dialog with a friend or an imaginary person. It might be because of a lack of socialization or I might just be autistic but either way it helps me look at things trough multiple perspectives since my "friends" would have an opposite opinion of mine.