Do you ever get scared of being normal? Cause i do. Its like everyday i am geting closer to being like my parents. Working at a blue collar job,having 3 kids and always arguing with his wife but in a way you know they love each other. I feel like i should be happy over this but i am not. Like,i just want to live outside and be alone but it seems i am just geting closer to being surounded by an abyss or normality. I am not crazy am i? Literaly anybody else would be stoked over this and i am just falling apart. You know?
Few things scare me as much desu.
I wouldn't say robots are "enlightened" but I certainly feel my view of the world now is more realistic as a robot and for some strange reason, even though it depresses me and makes me hate others and myself, I don't know if I could give that up to be normal. Scariest thing is that I really don't know why.
>>34262737
I guess its like learning to ride a bike. You cant unlearn how to ride a bike.
>>34262854
That's true. No matter how long you spend not riding it you'll always know. God, just kill me. I hate life.
>>34262875
I guess the most a person can really do is hope there isn't a reincarnation. Cause having to relive this a thousand times over would be worse than any hell a god could imagine up.
>>34262119
nah I'm more scared of fucking up my future. However I have become my father and I'm in my 30s married but a NEET while my wife goes off to work a hard labor job.
>>34262119
>tfw no orc wife
>>34262119
>Do you ever get scared of being normal?
No I don't, because I grew up as white trash in public housing, on the very bottom of the social ladder, basically as a nigger right up until I left high school. I've worked and studied my ass off trying to get to the point where you are privileged enough to be born into. I only hope I can give my kids that happy middle class lifestyle that most people on this board get anyway without having to raise a finger.