tfw I genuinely no longer desire a relationship because I fully acknowledge what a damaged degenerate I am and honestly don't want to inflict myself on anyone, much less anyone I really care about.
Have I reached enlightenment or am I just so deluded at this point that my desire for love has gone into negatives?
100 on the dash get me close to god
>>34254755
dubs of truth boy o.
at this point im more monster than man I would feel sorry for anyone who would look at me in a romantic light. And im not a horrible person I consider myself to be nice but I just cant imagine anyone downgrading to me and being happy.
I actually want to corrupt an innocent qt by my fucked up life. I wanna suck all the hot out of her life then leave her.
>>34254755
I feel this way too. I just can't imagine anyone being happy with me as a bf. Even if I did get a gf somehow, I'd sperg out and drop spaghetti with her all the time and I'd just end up getting cucked by Chad. I wouldn't even be able to hold any decent conversations because I have no legitimate hobbies or interests.
Being on your own may help you develop greater coping skills to the point where you realise not only do you not need a companion, but a companion would likely be emotional dead weight.
>>34254755
ditto, vanilla furfag but still too worried about ruining women to actually try dating, i just clock out of the office every day and shitpost on /int/ until i doze off
I might have agreed with you a few years back but I can't help but think that it's just a coping mechanism, the equivalent of that kid who is hostile to everybody he meets because he doesn't want to look pathetic and lonely. I don't think i'm interesting/mature enough to ever have a girlfriend.
I'm studying at uni full time but I'm considering getting a job and to start paying rent at home. Hopefully that might build my character enough that I might be able to get an interesting and/or cute girlfriend.
>>34254941
I have hobbies. you cant talk to girls about those either. what the fuck do girls talk about?
>>34256056
themselvesorbital maneuvers
>>34254941
I'm the same way but opposite gender. Fucking sucks. I'm not that attractive either so I'm worthless in every category. I gave up on relationships a long time ago.