I fear these are my last days fellow robots, the burden of depression

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>>34249666
The 'heavier' shit is your exit from this world, OP.

You're going home, I envy you.

I'll see you when I get there.

>>34249666
I dislike you for your success but admire the digits. What have you tried to treat your depression with? Besides recreational drugs.

>>34249666
Get some antidepressants instead senpai
I'll talk to you if you want

>>34249666
try to recreate that picture irl with yourself

>>34249767
I took a fuckton of antidepresdants and antipsychotics when I was between 10 and 16, I stopped believing in "mental health" and quit.

>>34249947
Why do you feel like you need to get married and have children?

>>34249993
Seek meaning in life.

I actually want a son but I genuinely hate women and I'm not gay.

>>34250038
Adopt
You can also find meaning in life in thousands of other ways

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>>34249666

Bye OP, I might be following in your footsteps within the year. It's a tragic thing to be forced into existence, at least we have the choice to leave

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>>34250058
I tried, I'm no loser, used to play amateur american football, used to lift, but I quit for obvious reasons (depression). I wasn't even good, I was constantly reminded I was shit and unreliable.

I enjoy making music and I write sometimes, preferably I'd like to release an album and a book before dying.

I also have this chronic skin disease all througj my face and body.

>>34250038
Where is the meaning in creating a vector for intense suffering?

>>34250153
You're fucking right, that's how I ended up here to be honest, I didn't ask for it.

My parents are literally pricks.

>>34250152
>I enjoy making music and I write sometimes, preferably I'd like to release an album and a book before dying.
Do so. I'd listen or read to whatever you create.

This may be me making a bird out of a feather, but I get the impression that you've mostly done what society thinks is good. You lifted weights because you wanted to seem more attractive to other people, maybe you played football because that's whats popular with other people. Or did you do those things because you have passion for them? Because it seem like it to me.

What I'm getting at is that you should only care about what you want to care about and only do what you want (assuming your not a pedo or something). Fuck anyone who thinks otherwise.

>>34250366
Because it doesn't seem like it to me*, obviously.

>>34250383
meh if you wanna stay in touch my mail is [email protected]

>>34249666
Ive fucking had it too buddy, i love everyone on r9k t b h this is the only place i feel at home

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>>34249763

I just realized something.

>>34249666
I don't get it. My life is 10x shitter than yours and I'm an even bigger loser than you at age 33 with no job or degree or friends, but I still keep going.

It's amusing to see how big a loser you can become desu. Just watch out for the alcohol and drugs; I think that shit would make me lose my mind even more.