>Someone reaches out to me online after years of me not having friends or talking to anyone my age in almost as long
>We become friends and talk almost every day
>Start to develop feelings but never tell her how I feel, I've never confessed to anyone before and I'm scared of having a relationship like that
>She eventually gets a boyfriend
>Say congratulations and wish her well, she still doesn't know how it really made me feel
>Cry so hard that my eyes are swollen for the next three days
>A few months later I'm showing my body online for praise and validation from gay fat fetishists because I don't feel like my body could appeal to anyone else
It could have been different
>It could have been different
true
you could never have met her in the first place
Madotsuki is the only love you need
>>34247295
Well, that's true. I don't know if I'd be better off like that though.
>>34247342
But does she love me back?
Whatd you like about her? Online or irl? It's easy getting over girls desu
>>34247132
show your body