>5 yrs old
>Go in plane
>Think that every time you go in a plane the plane just flies in circles and then you land in same place but they have rebuilt it to where you were travelling
>Be me now
>Still think it might be true
>Can't look at pictures of places without thinking "Wow they must have taken a lot of time to build that just to make a picture for me"
>>34242605
>My life is an experiment
>Everything is pretty much built around me
>Everything always works out for me
>Yet to have any large conflict in my life
>Whenever anything is done I can't help but wonder how much it took them to make it for me
>mfw I'm the only one who has inner thoughts and feelings
>mfw everyone else is just an automaton with nothing going on in their minds
>>34242605
>>34242617
>Notice patterns
>When travelling notice that roads/streets seem like complete replicas
>sometimes buildings have just been moved from one place to another
>>34242605
>>34242617
>>34242648
>Whenever I get close to someone they are being forced into it
>never feel like anyone is genuine
>feel like some people are placed just to watch me
this seemed like it was going to be an interesting thread until I realized there were only 2 posters here.
>be me
>be silly youngling have same thoughts about plane rides, but with car rides.
>now grown
>find this post
>I'm home
>>34242605
>>34242617
>>34242648
>>34242668
>Thinking of breaking out of the experiment but not sure how
>Might just randomly run away
>Already said to much posting here
>>34242763
Expect a visit from your handlers.
>>34242763
Your safe here, the ai runing us can't get past the captcha
>>34242776
>>34242836
I still live with mummy and haven't been diagnosed with a mental illness yet
>>34242836
Yeah, right, I bet you're one of them, trying to get him into a false sense of safety, but I know your true game.
>>34242867
>>34242836
forgot to say, captcha isn't the captcha
The only true captcha is my approval, which I am yet to give to anyone irl
>>34242888
Can I get your approval?
>>34242763
must be a pritty elaborate experiment
>>34242924
not really, I have been thinking about this a lot recently in fact
I am yet to give my approval to anyone because they have not met my standards
but what are my standards?
I think that really I will have to feel almost a sense of companionship
or maybe just such genuine and original thoughts/emotions
I am hoping that after all the posts in this thread they realise what I know and fix some of these errors of theirs
Mainly lack of companionship, probably the main thing I crave yet they have not yet given it to me
>>34243008
Oh yeah and the need to fix some of the punishments
The lack of punishment is nice however just feels so pathetic that I pretty much do the wrong things constantly
>think my internet activity is being mointered 24/7
>think about the dude whos been hired to monitor me and what he thinks of me
>>34242648
You know that noticing patterns is sign of advanced autismo?
I'll start posting some more obvious things
>Notice or find out something
>immediately starts popping up everywhere for years
>>34243028
so basically you want your mother
>>34243076
As I said, yet to be diagnosed with anything
Yet for anyone to event confront me with mental illness
>>34243246
wot
In general I never got punished for shit, by my father/mother/teachers
>>34243070
>think my internet activity is being monitored 24/7
>every post I make about me is falsified on purpose to confuse them
>I shouldn't have just said this