>tfw just turned 22 and have never done so much as hold hands with a girl
i've been looking at 'adult service' sites and the temptation is becoming too much. it's not even sex i want, i just want to how it feels to touch a woman. does anyone here have any experience with escorts? how did it go? did you feel better afterwards, or did it make you want to kill yourself out of shame?
>>34236435
i did and it literally turned me gay. most whores are fucking disgusting and WILL ruin sex for you forever. some are pretty nice but their shelf life is like 3 months.
>>34236435
it's all about the confidence bro, don't fuck with a hooker, you'll regret it for the rest of your life
>>34236435
I tried one. It was an awful experience. I couldn't cum.
Just felt hollow all around. The only realization I walked away with was that all I'm really looking for is the sappy shit.
I just want to invite some girl over when it's snowing outside, make some tea, cuddle under a blanket, trade "I love you"s and have discussions about what we just watched on television.
So, in a roundabout way I learned something, but it was a horrible experience not worth the realization and I felt dirty afterwards even though she did nothing wrong during the entire "event."
I also wrecked my car on the way home, because I was worrying about my inability to cum, and chastising myself for being so gross as to do something like that.
Hooking up with a prostitute will make you question your heterosexuality.
As in "This is a woman right? Then why is sex with her so unpleasant?"
>>34236687
shit anon, that sounds rough. when you put it that way, that's all i really want too. it might be different if it was sex by itself that i craved, but there's just no point if there's no love in it. at least you learnt something, even if it was the hard way, and i'm certainly thankful for your insight.
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>>34236877
you guys are right, it's not fucking worth it. thanks robots, you just saved me from potentially falling down a dark hole. <3