Currently tripping alone in by bedroom after months of avoiding

>>34203979
Wow it's so bad it made you post sam hyde

shit you need help dude, serious help

>>34203979
>tripping
>pic from a sketch where someone trips another person
nice

>>34203979
That's not good man, last time I did LSD and also my first time doing it was amazing, all positive vibes and completely happy. My friend did it in his room late at night and said he hated it, I on the other hand was happy as fuck and felt amazing because I did it around 5pm and had a lot of stuff to do.

>>34203979
Listen to Flying Lotus' "Los Angeles" or Iglooghost's "Chinese Nu Year"


You will trip in a very jazzy chill way

>>34203979
Learn from the trip change your life

>>34203979
Holy Shit OP I had the same thing happen to me last month. You just have to ride this trip out man, don't think that you just want it to end because that will only make it worse. Just watch a cool movie. You know you're depressed, hopefully you can figure out why. After my trip, I deiced it would be best to get some therapy as well as try and make some positive changes in my life. You don't have to bear the burden alone.

>>34203979
Sounds like you need to make some changes in your life before you can find it enjoyable OP, maybe check out set and setting guides for maximum benefit. I speak from experience since I was too afraid of my LSD use but now am wise enough to pick the best times for it. My last trip was the exact opposite of yours thanks to good planning.

>>34204036
I thought I had a lot of stuff to do. Once I actually started tripping, I realised I didnt want to do any of those things. Then I tried going outside but its flooded as shit, now Im stuck in my room and Ive been glued to my phone for a solid hour, wanting to die. I feel overwhelmed by guilt. I want to rot. Im not doing anything wrong now but I feel like I was conceived by mistake and my continued exsistance has been just that, one big fucking mistake. I want to get out of this headspace!! I want to be happy for just fucking once

you get out of acid exactly what you put into the world no more no less

has anyone really been far as decided to use originally even go want to do look more like

>>34204049
this is beautiful
>>34204096
its not that i want the trip to end. i moreso want the answers that i was seeking before i started the trip. the truth was just too much for me to handle. i need to be lied to, i feel like a child.
>>34204216
no one is free of sin. does that mean no one should be trusted to trip?
>>34204219
fuck you. made me kek

>>34203979
Next time do shrooms my man, they are actually scientifically proven to have mood altering effects and to be less depressed

>>34204280
If OP's set/setting is shit it doesn't matter what psychedelic he takes.

Do you have anyone you can hangout with? Being alone might keep you stuck in a loop.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5TkwbNBqXmO7V7rbcFuj-PMcE6kk4RWz

heres some eye candy for you.

and if you haven't done so yet, jerk off. trip jerking is amazing

>>34204253
My consciousness is pretty clear. I'm also at a good point in my life. I took shrooms and had an amazing time, the only part that was bad was thinking about how I'll die one day. Setting, not only location but also time is important when tripping. Don't ever do this shit after a hard break up or something.

>>34203979
LOL literally

You are such a dumbass.. go for a fucking walk and enjoy it.. if you are going to drop acid you are going to get uncomfortable you need to go do shit, sitting in your room stewing is such a waste of your money and experience

Don't be such a loser go find yourself in the woods why the fuck would you waste a trip on being depressing and stupid? And trying to answer such useless questions that are ultimately not answerable

>Stop being a complete loser

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fV6fwAvIwws

>>34203979
If you really need to short circuit the trip you need anti depressants..

I am assuming you don't have those

Think SSRI's are the ticket It could be the other ones though the MAOI inhibitors. Not positive. But LSD lasts a long time man it takes about 4-6 hours to peak out where everything starts calming down but you will be tripping for another 5 or so hours so you better get fucking used to it.

Weed and Xanax also calm you down

Stop being such a loser dude lol

>>34203979
Getting uneasy and uncomfortable is a part of why the trip is fun.. Did you think it was just going to be a cake walk

It is all part of the experience, but if you go into it KNOWING this it is a lot easier to handle.. Tripping on acid is a great time you just have to learn how to go with the trip DON'T fight it but I have had shitty trips where I spent most of it quiet and depressed that's why you shouldn't trip if you are in a bad mood, but go for a walk and calm the fuck down

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>>34204502
ill give it a listen after the Flying Lotus, but this is amazing.
>>34204361
in times of crises, /r9k/ is where i go to not feel alone.
>>34204433
ive been avoiding touching my dick because i keep having the thought of 'there are better things to do during your trip' but THANK YOU for confirming im not a sex addicted degenerate
>>34204487
its flooded outside! i tried to go for a walk and got water fucked in 90 different positions. you are right about the waste of an experience by sitting here and being a depressing loser. but ive always been a depressing loser, its actually a little funny

>>34204608
Well, damn.. its really that bad out? You should still go outside. Listening to music is pretty awesome on acid you can get lost in your head that way and it might calm you down..

I am assuming you are exaggerating about the flood.. just go get wet man it basically means no one is going to be out there.. the world is yours I know this sounds gay but on acid its going to actually be fun that you will be outside by yourself

>>34203979
This is why tripping as an adult sucks. You dont ponder extensional thoughts, you just realize what a piece of shit you are.

>>34204608
I can't trip indoors which is why I heavily suggest going for a walk to enclosed man it makes me stressed out.. Id rather watch everything around me and watch how fascinating everything really is then stare at a computer screen, acid isn't like weed or drinking you are thinking differently you should go see what its like

>>34204685
Yeah this is actually so frighteningly true, I mean if you are successful I am sure it would be a little bit different

But it is good to recognize those things whether the trip is good or bad you gotta try to take something from it because thinking like that just ruins it

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>>34203979
Go outside man, LSD inside is eh. Go for a walk if you can control your paranoia when high. See a world of opportunities. Good luck.

Did 2 tabs of lucy one night inside. Probarly the most intense thing I have ever done it in my life. Really fucked me up emotionally for about 2 months. Failed 2 classes and had to seek help. These drugs shouldn't be messed with lightly..

>>34204813
There are much more intense drugs than acid honestly

Just sounds like you had underlying issues LSD brought to the surface.. which is actually a good thing. You could have been a time bomb waiting to go off. Whether LSD affects you negatively or positively is really up to you

What you have to have is the mind for it because LSD alone isn't responsible for your emotional problems.. that's on you.

>>34204813
What I mean is I get how it can get really intense but it just sounds like you scared your own self into a psychosis so to speak.. some people can handle tripping some can't. LSD is pretty harmless in and of itself

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>>34204899
Lmao I was a huge closet case. Still am. But I have came out to friends but it really got to me during the trip

>>34204813
I did the same and even though I had tripped a bunch of times before then I had my first bad trip. I knew how to handle it but it was like taking a painful shit. I had been carrying a bunch of crap in me but after that night I got a lot of it out and afterwards felt way better. It helped me get over having anxiety.

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>>34203979
its my theory that whatever bad thing happens to you on Psycadelics, you deserved it.

Hopefully you learned something from all this. maybe you can change your life for the better

>>34203979
OP if you're still here, you do you my man. You don't need to fucking go out in nature while tripping to have a good time. It'll all be over soon, so why not try to make the most out of it? Put on your favorite music and have a blast man. Cheers mate you'll get through this.

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>>34203979
You're not garbage, you're like a tiny little plant. Nurture yourself and grow into something beautiful; eat well, get enough sleep, read, and work out. Take care of yourself. People are sad but what makes me happy is making others happy, try reaching out to them, empathize for once in your life. Happiness is a fleeting emotion but being content with situations is ideal.

>>34205076
I'm not even OP but I really needed to hear that. Thanks for posting.

>>34204970
So what you just deny who you are doesn't that in itself already cause enough neurosis?

>>34205076
Nice bogpost btw

>>34205046

>>34205046
It isn't about needing to go out into nature

Its about the fact that staying inside during an acid trip literally will stress you out doesn't really matter who you are

It is better to have your mind wandering then getting stuck in a loop of depression and anxiety because when you are tripping that can get extremely uncomfortable

>>34203979
OP what you need to realize is this:

It's not just you, it's all of us. We're all human garbage, we're all sad, we all know everyone else is sad once we've reached a certain level of maturity

Use this as a learning experience to give you motivation to make the world a better place.

>>34205353
no, tripping inside stresses you out, not everyone.

i'm sorry you don't know how to turn your dwelling into a psychedelic space hotel

>>34203979
sounds like every time I smoke weed every time I think wow I don't want to do this again I don't want to feel this way

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>>34205276
>>34205335
Any time anon. Be some you and your parents can be proud of

>>34203979
Stop eating LSD and stick to mush. You likely can't get it pure.

Bad lsd does this to me op. If you feel fried out and stuff stop eating it. It should make you more healthy.

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>>34205076
>empathize for once in your life
this is my fear. but i want to reach out. to the people who i mightve hurt and to the people who think i just dont give a fuck about them anymore. im afraid they wont believe me when i say i miss them and i have nothing but love, even for the ones who have hurt me.


That being said, I am in a much better headspace. I'm having an awesome time, and I just finished the Flying Lotus album.

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>psychedelics are the only way to make music sound godlike
>mind is too feeble for psychs and i always end up having a bad trip

jdimsa

>>34204149
Watch porn and jack it maybe

>>34204521
This is the worst advice. Never mix ssri unless it's an emergency

Hurts the brain

>>34205659
>...wonder if anyone wants to do a dab
ouch, that hurt

>>34205694
Not sure how it would hurt the brain considering its just doing what it is supposed to do chemically its not altering anything just promoting neural transmission which the lsd is suppressing thereby rendering the LSD inactive don't really think that "hurts" the brain

There is just a substance the brain is trying to process and tripping is a side effect of processing the substance

>>34205652
definitely. the lucy im on now is shitty, almost no visuals. its just mind anarchy, dude. i WAY prefer a mushroom trip because i feel like almost all Lucy trips leave me feeling burnt out, but this shit, man. it made me feel like i needed to rot. even now, i cant tell if im still tripping or if im just feeling weird. there is no "am i tripping" on mushrooms you just know.

>>34205785
Yeah you just get shitty L dude when you actually get some good ass acid and I mean that clean lucid feeling instead of the tired out burnt feeling you know you are good no visuals means its not good shit its just some garbage I cannot specify which chemical you have but I know real lsd produces intense visuals lsa might be the same but it takes more of it

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>>34205659
People won't remember your words but your actions. Show them that you mean it. The instinct for self preservation kicks in for everyone at some point and they may not be ready to welcome you back at the time, if ever, but you'll be satisfied with yourself for having tried. I speak from experience

https://youtu.be/tCUc3Kbphr4

It's my favorite song, I fucking love listening to it on LSD. What's your music taste my man

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>>34205814
im pretty confident what i have is LSD, i bought it off the dark/deep web but the problem is i bought it a while ago and didnt do a careful job on preserving it. months ago, when i first tried these tabs, the visuals were THE BEST i ever experienced from Lucy. what i dropped was the last two tabs i didnt even know i had, i found them under my mattress while i was cleaning and didnt work up the courage to actually dose them until tonight. what a shame
>>34205833
im working on it, honestly i am. thats why i havent bothered hitting anyone up to say "look how much ive changed" because honestly who wants to hear that? no one. they need to see it and ill show them. someday. and i really love MGMT, Animal Collective, and Grizzly Bear to listen to during my trips. i just listened to an album by Flying Lotus for the first time so im sure im going to be getting into that now because it was beyond intense for music with no lyrics. MGMT kind of lost me after Oracular Spectacular, not sure why.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrGVa4lBEEA

>>34205992
Should have stored it in your refrigerator with some silica gel packets, last for a long time like that.
It's kinda funny because oracular spectacular is probably my least favorite album of theirs, their newest self titled is quite a journey on acid

https://youtu.be/tsFa6isMD3I

>>34205992
>Didn't preserve it

I have identified that problem

Go find an L dealer dude, I would never purchase that shit online