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Anybody else never been able to feel love? I envy you anons who can so fully bind yourselves emotionally to other people. It's worse than if I couldn't love at all though, I can feel the faint beginnings of caring, but it always shorts out before it can get anywhere. I think it's connected to how I always question myself. My thoughts, everything. So if I start to live someone else, my mind starts getting worried that it's the wrong person, and then I can't feel anything genuine after that. I've never been able to love anyone, not my family, not any girls in highschool, not even fictional characters. And not just romantic love, I cant even feel any affection at all. What does it feel like to love another person? Can someone describe it to me?
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>>34197997
>So if I start to live someone else,
Fuck, meant to say love
I'm a 20 year old NEET with no friends, haven't had any in my life.
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Well shit, nothing I guess.
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I understand this feeling. I suppose it doesn't matter that I can't feel love because I don't think anyone else will ever love me anyway.
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I've had multiple opportunities to have sex (ree get out etc) but every time some feeling in the back of my head told me to stop
I got my middle school oneitis to love me in college and when I held her hand while cuddling with her all I could think was that I couldn't love her
I feel a lot of shame about leading her on
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>>34198492
I hope no one ever does love me because I'll end up stuck in a limbo between love and indifference, until I kill myself. Fortunately I never leave the house for any reason besides the occasional walk in the woods, so there's not a chance in hell of that. Even if I did end up being around other people, other people have always disliked me. It was worse than not being cared about at all, people found me annoying. I wasn't quite quiet and outcast enough to be ignored, but still completely repulsive to all who were around me. I was particularly ugly, or smelly, or stupid, I was just really annoying. I fucking hated it.
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>>34197997
here's the full image you pest
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>>34198682
I like the small one.
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I thought I could love but I don't think I can feel love anymore.
It's okay though, you don't need love to exist.
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>>34198728
Yeah. I know that, I actually can be quite content with my lonesome. But sometimes I just get this longing, that lasts a couple seconds, and it makes me wonder just what it is I'm missing out on.
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>>34197997
Yes. I feel you anon.
I feel the same thing and it's terrible.
I Feel like a defective human when I realize that I've never felt the most powerfull and pure feel that a man can feel.
The thing that pretty much stayed the same through ages and that countless poet sang.
I don't know how to fix it.
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