>Settle your life. >Manage to achieve your goals. >Get

It's the struggle of having a conscience my friend. Only stupid people and sociopaths get to escape these feels.

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>>34176223

I know that feel, OP. No matter what I achieve or what I acquire; there is always a feeling of dread and anxiety inside me. Even right now I want to bash my head against the wall until the pain leaves me.

Maybe I should dope myself on drugs so I can escape these feelings.

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>>34176249
If I believed it was a problem related can be fixed be fixed by chemicals, I would go that way. It is just a neverending thinking process, even after happy moments such sorrow takes over my thoughts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eBUcBfkVCo
As it is expressed in this video, people struggling with depression have better perception of the world, yet this lowers productivity of the body to a levels that sometimes you can't even operate basic things. It is like a fault in evolution of humankind, where prioritising basic animal instics makes the most gain, and more important existential ideas pushes you to the bottom.

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>>34176469

>tfw there's no cure for depression

There's only 2 choices available to us, to die or to live, both are equally as terrifying.

I can't kill myself until my parents die. No one can know how badly I want to die, either.

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>>34176223
I can do the first 2 no problem but that 3rd thing on your list is fucking impossible.

>>34176223
>blah blah blah I'm a Normie blah blah blah

>>34177106
3 years ago there was a period in my life that I didn't leave home for weeks, had no contact with any human being for months. Luckily now I can overcome such periods just in few days.