I've reached the point of watching sissy hypno. Years ago

>>34162164
I want to believe this is a shitpost, I really fucking do.

>>34162164
I want to be killed by a female for her own pleasure.

Porn, and i guess sexual experiences relating to your fetishes, waters those seeds and grows them. I'm a degenerate. I am soon at the point if no return. You won't listen buy I urge anyone who is still stuck in the hetero stage to stick to nudes. It's a slippery slope. And im sure this doesn't happen to everybody. But it's like a drug. Soon it stops bring enjoyable and you just do it because you have nothing seems to live for. All I want to do is be free and write a book on my experiences. But no one wants to hear. They all want to cover there ears and chant that porn isn't harmful.

I can't do notfap. i have no one to live for. No one who loves me. No girl friend no friends. i am supposed to be joining the military this year and I don't know what I'll be like by the end the year.

Porn is the only thing that gives me pleasure. It's my only friend. I even watch it without fapping. That's fucked.

I'll probably write a blog detailing my descent for more anons to see and I want to write a book but I don't know how I can survive that long. I've lost the battle.

You are mentally ill OP

Not because of the internet. Not because of women in your life. It's because you won't admit it and get help

>>34162164
>The best part? I turned 18 yesterday.


I agree, it was a pretty big and retarded shitpost already. With that you put a cherry on the top.

8,5/10

Congrats.

>>34162164
>I've reached the point of watching sissy hypno.
same, bro. it's pretty hot desu :3. you should embrace it

>>34162382
Wouldn't say that it is a shitpost. I'm 20 and I feel pretty much the same. All those traumas of my youth made me a sissy and I masturbate every day by stimulating my prostate and thinking about being degraded and dominated.

>Faggot
>British


Not surprised. Repressed Anglos are all fags, you should be more like the French.

Just go cottaging or something you low rate faggot

tfw appreciate all male features
go fuck yourself op

Damn it's really sad you have given up when you are so young dude! You can literally fucking do anything you want!

Only 18!!!!!

Jesus Christ


Anon I want to save your life.


How much money do you have? I want you to save. Fucking save. Get a shit job and meet his if you can but I want you to get like 3k-5k pounds.

Then you are going to buy a ticket to Vietnam
You are going to do a one month long course for teaching English, they will provide housing and board. It will cost around $600 US. Once you finish this course you have a cert they will let you teach English here at all kinds of institutes. You can even do a shit job as long as you are white you will make the stupid Viet parents happy so they can clap that their kid learns from a white man.

You can and people here do make about $1500-2000usd a month working at random insitiutes.

Living costs vary. You can get a very nice single bed place for $450-800 a month, or find some other Westerner flatmates and stay as cheap as $200 a month.

Food can be dirt cheap if you want or you can get any western food you want, for about 50% of the cost of back home.

Save if you like to do your dream job or just stick it out here. You can fuck your students. I don't mean pedo shit I mean of age girls, your classes can very from kids to young adults to old people. You can also get girls for about $40usd an hour. Cheaper and more expensive girls are here too.

Don't give up and become a sissy dude, fuck your way to your 30s then decide. Ugly as hell dude get wife's and shit over here, not ugly wives either, the poorer they are the more they will lower their standards for you. If you are slim and slightly cute you will destroy here.

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I kinda know that feel.

I feel very conflicted because on one hand we've always been taught to embrace our sexuality even when its a bit deviant, but I also feel that this part of me developed as a result of my negative unfulfilling lifestyle. I'm afraid that repressing it may just cause it to come back even stronger later in life, but my gut feeling tells me that it simply isn't the right path to walk, like no good could actually come from this.

Oh well, all I can do is sit back and see where my urges take me.

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>>34162164
I happen to have this puzzle box you might be interested in, OP.

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>>34163347
Not OP but I laughed out loud.
Have a (You), you!

>>34162164
Don't worry, you'll probably grow out of it.

>>34162382

I'm 19 and want to be used by a man. I'm not even attracted to men. It's years and years of a fucked up life and fucked up porn.

>try to fap to fantasy of myself fucking a girl
>fantasy always switches so that I'm on the bottom and a man is fucking me while insulting my small dick
>always switch back to the girl right as I cum as if that makes it all okay
why won't this end