>almost 30 years old >kv >living with parents >no

I am 19. This is what keeps me up at night. That this will happen to me. And ill end up having to kill myself. How the fuck do i avoid it

Options -

Change
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Don't

Everything the same for me, except I don't work. I'm in school though.


My mum made fun of me for being a 30 y/o virgin today.

Then do what I did, join the army

>>34158919

Why would anyone sane do that?

>>34158624
just treat 30 as your new 20 and go out and do all that stuff. imagine how amazing it would be...to be an early 30 something year old man who has some wisdom behind him, but is perpetually young at heart with all of these things to look forward to experiencing for the first time, but without the pain of growing up.

>>34158753
change what? i changed everything i could and it didn't help

>>34158919
army in my country is pure shit and im too geneticaly inferior to be in army. I could join french foreign legion because they accept everyone.

>>34158968
>treat 30 as your new 20 and go out and do all that stuff
by youth i ment being a teenager. When i was 20 i already finished school and i was in the same position as now

>30 something year old man...perpetually young at heart
actually even as a teenager i was an old man at heart