what the fuck is wrong with me? i'm incapable of letting

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>>34131344
You keep your distance for a good reason.

You probably disappointed everyone your whole life, otherwise you'd be okay right now.

Nobody cares about you. Stop disappointing people and become an hero.

>>34131344
i realized yesterday that i was a sIut.

hurts desu.

I'm the same way OP. As I got older I got more distant (I'm 20 almost 21).
Mainly because I am a degenerate and like to take things too far. I know for a fact most will be creeped out if they get to know me well. I just stay distant and be polite and courteous. Occasionally I find someone who I fit in with and we become actual friends.
Basically just keep looking for people you match with.

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You get drunk and ramble on about your problems which make no sense to the people you're talking to and act like a massive faggot before waking up hungover the next day and cutting all contact.

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>>34131542
a-anon, please stop

>>34131787
Ignore him anon, ignore him.

>>34131542
t-that's not nice, anon, but you're right
my fear of disappointing people is likely part of it
i keep all my thoughts and feelings internalized as to not potentially inconvenience others
>tfw still manage to hurt some by not expressing myself

>>34131849
if the person really cares for you then why distance yourself? do you not like them or?

>>34131966
He literally just said he doesn't want to hurt or inconvenience them

>>34131966
don't necessarily distance myself, just don't speak on a really personal level about myself and they try to get me to but I avoid it completely, my feelings are mine and mine alone, not a burden someone should have to worry about

>>34131564
Why? It's fine. Somewhere along the line your moral code got fucked as well, and now you believe that the pursuit of your own happiness (or to fill the terrible blackness within) isn't your right. There is literally no immorality involved with slutting so long as you're careful and loyal.

>>34131564
How did you come to realize that? What kind of slutty behavior have you been engaging in?

>>34132008
yea but if they are actually close to you then you should be real with them? if they actually do care about you why would it "hurt or inconvenience" them?

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>tfw warm and open, even to strangers
If you're misanthropic, just imagine that everyone is a kitty cat.

>>34131344
I use to do the same, now I'm a neet who just plays vidya and its better this way

>>34132008
>>34132117
Normies just can't stand the idea that someone simply won't open up to them, kek. You can still be friends with someone even if they don't express their feelings to you. Unfortunately it upsets normals.
>come on anon we're friends tell me what you're thinking xD

>>34132118
I don't think you know what that word means.

>>34132178
no no I mean ACTUAL friends not fucking people you meet for 15 minutes or play games or some shit I mean people you really connect with. why does your autism prevent you from being closer, it just makes everything more awkward

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>tfw my best friend during the first year of uni, who I spent most of my time with, cut me out of her life overnight because her ex thought I was in love with her
>tfw this was at my lowest point when I was starting to get really depressed
>tfw I tried to talk to her about my problems and she acted like I was an inconvenience to her, and that I was 'too stressful'. This is after I had helped her through numerous crises all year.
>that fucking feel when ive been feeling betrayed for the last few years and don't get close to anyone anymore, I'm now a hermit and have massive social anxiety, along with zero self worth and insane self consciousness

>>34132287
"best friend" gets mad over ex shit and kid drama, dont be friends with normies and think things logically instead of emotionally silly goofxd

>>34132287
Fuck that's terrible, shit like this is why I never let myself speak more than I should in any situation. And the last thing I need is anyone pitying me.

>>34131344
No one cares about you. They pretend.
Just pretend back.

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>>34132178
The idea is that if you met a fluffy stray cat, you wouldn't mind petting it and telling it your deepest, darkest secrets. You wouldn't think twice. You meet a person, what's the difference? And yes, I talk to animals and say goodnight to the moon.

>>34132287
>I have all these behavioral problems

The first thing you have to realize is you need to change your thinking if you want to change your actions. Go over the situations in your mind and pay attention to what you're thinking or feeling. The next step is to think about something that makes you feel better or something that minimizes the problem in some way. Most people need therapy to do this or so most psychologists would have you believe.

>>34132375
But people build opinions, cats do not. Other people's opinions frighten me. I talk to animals too kek, and love babies, it's so easy
>being urself
since they don't know what the fuck you're saying.

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>>34132448
>Other people's opinions frighten me
But why.

>>34132382
I'm going to a therapist in a month, thankfully I finally opened up to my mum about losing all my friends and shit

>>34132324
Honestly just don't be friends with women, they're fucking fickle man, they can do permanent damage and just laugh it off, don't get too close to girls who aren't your gf/sister is what I would say

>>34132317
Yea pretty shitty best friend no doubt

>>34131542
Jesus Anon tear the band aid off

>>34131542
This guy gets it. He's not wrong, i can totally relate actually.

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>how do you stop being cold and distant even when someone actually seems to care about you?
I don't know OP I don't think i've ever gotten anybody to care about me besides my direct family but I didn't do any work for that.

Just be happy you have that luxuries problem.

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>>34131542
I'll just be an even bigger burden to my family after I die. Besides, I'm too much of a coward to kill myself.

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>>34131344
Just do it OP. Quit being such a bitch.