Am I going retarded robots? >constantly disassociated; doesn't

>shit happened to me after I quit abusing Valium
>now I'm constantly depressed and can't find enjoyment in anything besides other drugs

>>34095153
I was abusing drugs too m8.

Maybe it's related.

I need to stop but I know I'm a loser so there isn't very much incentive.

>>34095233
What drugs may I ask?

>>34095080
You are probably just disillusioned with life. Most people get like this but robots get it earlier because we realize sooner how shitty, absurd and shallow reality is.

Try some psychedelic drugs and then you might feel like you are living again in some way.

>>34095376
Didn't think of it this way but it makes total sense

>>34095443
Other than the drug suggestion I suggest a look into some life philosophies, stoicism, absurdism etc. Try to make of life in your own way. Distractions are not the only thing to focus on, sometimes you have to confront the strangeness of existence with full force.

I personally just revel in the absurdity of it.

Have the same since i bought a gram of weed with 16 from a stranger after a good friend didnt want to sell me weed anymore.. its like your vision is blurred, you know that you move your body but you dont "feel" it.. simple tasks like "smash the hammer onto the fucking nail" takes you a few seconds to understand and do it.. this whole fucking thing just happened because you bought this weed from a fucking turk in germany for the first time and had a bad trip where you just vomitted, laid on the ground and could only see white for 2 fucking hours...

Tl;dr: dont buy drugs from fucking sandniggers

>>34095334
DXM
Weed
Alcohol
Oxycodone
Ambien
DPH

really tried my best to space that shit out though. I never used DXM more than once a month, for example.