I FUCKING DUN GOOFED! >Wake up >Can't remember anything

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>>34086811
Have a Pepe to ease the pain, M8.

>>34086984
Thanks mate, that's one cute Pepe.

Recommend some music though, I want a good soundtrack while browsing my messages.

>>34087059
Creep by radiohead sounds appropriate.

>>34087126
No, it's not appropriate, it's fucking spot on.

God damn it, will I ever make it? Will all of this make sense some day, because right now it seems like a cruel fucking joke. There was a time when I wasn't like this, there was a time I had some optimism and sense of my self worth, it's gone man and I don't think it will ever come back.

post the video or you're a faggot OP

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>>34086811
Nice, I have similar spergouts with my benzo blackouts.

>face planting food bowls in front of my family
>slurring words / yelling
>remember nothing
>waking up in my bed with like 6 hours of lost time
>everybody is mad at me for various shit all the time and i have no idea what i did
>mfw

>>34086811
Know how you feel OP

I got really drunk one Australia day and did some fucked up shit when I woke up i realised I had lost like 5 hours of me fucking shit up. apparently I kept drinking too. It took like 2 months to mend a freindship and now everyone has a name for an alter ego that comes out when i get plastered its only happened a couple of times. Im way more mindful of it now tho so I seem to pace myself a bit more, But i still lose time sometimes its fucking scary to say the least but I can only blame myself.

So just know that you're not alone OP and people forget! at least my friends forgave me

>>34086811
Try no plan by David bowie

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>>34086811
>>34087350
>>34087571

Being drunk doesn't suddenly make you like this.

You're genuinely a sperg. Sorry to say.

>>34087613
Yeah thats what's so scary about it.

>>34086811
There will be other girls. And you can get new curtains. You just need to work on your drinking.

>>34086811
I lost my last two friends in a similar alcohol-fueled rage.
Our friendships were already going to shit though, haven't had friends in 4 years now...

>>34087613
If you had any reading comprehension you'd see that my post

>>34087350

Has nothing to do with being drunk and is highly accurate and does make you like this.

>>34086811
Man I'm glad Facebook wasn't a thing when I was a kid. The worst I ever did was get so drunk I stood in the rain yelling at God to come and get me if he wasn't a pussy.

iktf of intense shame. you become immune to it after a while. I've lost control and sperged out too many times. I just dont care that much anymore.
I know I'm a shit person and I've accepted it.

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>>34087335
This is probably most retarded thing I've done but here you go.

>>34087797
who filmed this, my fucking sides

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>>34087059
Virtual Insanity by Jamiroquai always seems to calm me down, maybe give that a shot.

>>34087797
>mfw OP is based

>>34087817
My friend who I was getting shitfaced with. He warned me earlier that he would film me if I chimped out again, so there it is.

>>34088006
hold on can you post this with audio on YouTube under "drunken rage robot"

>>34087059

Two good where the fuck did my life go music op.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBZtSwoBsng

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ff1DjBe3LOM

>>34086811
>get drunk
>start talking to my family about how the Jews are the problem

thats really sad man

>>34088085
btw im not judging its genuinely sad to me.

>>34088096
Yeah man I know. The worst thing is you get accustomed to this shit and after a while you just don't care all that much. The self destruction and absurdity of your actions sometimes is even funny.