Who here /unlikeable/? Anyone else realize that no matter how

>>34082364
I'm ugly enough that it's been my case for my whole life anon

>>34082364
>meet someone new
>don't come off as overly social because we're adults not kindergartners
>they make smalltalk
>reciprocate best I can
>they clam up and become uncomfortable I'm not a carbon copy snapchatting tinder swiping retard like them

stopped caring big long ago desu

yes, i just have an unlikable face. i think im just going to become a drunk and be a complete asshole to everyone and not care

I'm too fucking bitter from years of isolation tbqh.
People can't tell at first but it always comes out eventually

I don't socialize much so I don't consider myself unlikeable. All of my interaction with someone outside of my family is health or legal stuff.

>>34082364
I went to a lecture at uni yesterday. there was this fat neckbeard -type of guy there wearing track pants and making cringy comments all the time and i could tell everyone was bothered by him but nobody said anything.
And then I realized that everyone has always looked at me the exact same way I looked at that guy, like I too was some annoying autist everybody just tolerates because they have to.

Gotta say it was truly a shocking realization for me. I honestly cried because of it last night. What a shitty feeling.

>>34082364
i hate everyone too much for them to like me so this is just my walk down death row.

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People have always seemed to like me but since I am a misanthrope the feeling isn't reciprocated very well

>>34082364
Guys usually like me.

Girls... it depends, some are nice and sweet while others are repulsed by me

I should note that I have absolutely no idea how to talk to women and they terrify me

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>have a really attractive face and decent body
>tfw everyone always ignores me because I'm shy
I deserve better than this. I won the genetic lottery, but I always lose the game of life.

>>34082956
i somewhat know that feel. i think people are attracted to me because i am decent looking but cant wrap their heads around the fact that i am the biggest fuckin loser on the earth. like it doesnt make sense to them that someone with that look and sound is such a fucking maroon.

but hey, no responsibilities, having everything handed to you, no consequences, and getting your entire personality for tv, movies and music, rather than experiences with other people doesnt make for an actual person.

which although people might not believe it exactly as i say it. but you do tend to be the thing you most consume or associate with. therefore i am a television. and people find it difficult to look away.

id even go further to say that i believe peoples looks are heavily derived for what they see. i think my heavy tv absorption made me more attractive in the form of albinos or mole testing which are concepts all their own that i wont speak on now.

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Think I must have a smug face or something. Like when I smile I kind of end up looking like this. People always think I'm being sarcastic or taking the piss out of them when I'm being genuine. Some girl the other day in the pub thought I was laughing at her. But I just said "I'm autistic" then she thought I was lying about that and said I shouldn't joke about it. Almost went to hit me. This stuff always happens

>>34084003
Normalfags get all bent out of shape if you joke about autism.

/what/ /the/ /fuck/ /does/ /it/ /mean/ /when/ /words/ /are/ /typed/ /like/ /this/

>>34084003
i often worry about having the same problem. not only the smug face but my life is so shit that when i look at people i no longer have an auto message for them so i have to create something new and genuine every time because its so jarring looking at another person when i do so my looks are often over the top or ridiculous and i fear that makes me look like another species entirely. also that smug face thing too is a problem i have.

>>34084029
And then they treat actual mildly autistic people like pariahs. Why is there a sympathy line you have to cross to get support for autism? You need to have it quite bad for people to be nice all the time, if you're before that point everyone just hates you. t. aspie

>>34084082
There isn't any logic behind it, we all know thar normies carefully construct their public face for social status. They virtue signal & then contradict it because, in practice, any autist is a perfect target. The normies love to harass all autists & they all know their virtue signalling is for status, so they get away with it. Like a hivemind.

A retarded & uninteresting hivemind.

I'm doing cocaine since yesterday and I don't give a shit, also I have to work in 3 hours

>>34084238
You're right anon, you're right. It just isn't fair how people have treated me through the years. Meanwhile children with concrete autism got mentors and other people to help them through there situation where as I was stuck only with the help of my occasional psychiatrist. I've never had a close relationship with another person in real life. It's left me so angry at other people that all I feel is apathy towards social situations, they only serve to distract me from my objective. I still get sad because of this but I have no idea how I can change my outlook and become successful with other people.

>>34084382
Yea. Its hard. I've tried so many times to get close to people but it never feels genuine on my behalf, like I'm pretending to be someone or reading a script. Even around family it feels forced, I kind of creep myself out. Sometimes when I'm watching films with people who in love I start crying because I know I'll never experience such a normal human experience. I guess even though the idea of living in ignorance of our flaws would be nice, I don't actually want this, as it means I'd be a burden on others. Shit sucks though

>>34084502
This is actually a sociopath symptom

I'm extremely boring and I have an annoying personality, and the high school girls at my work say I have a "mean face"

idk

>>34084518
I've thought that I could be one in the past but I don't seem to fit all the criteria. Like I do feel all the emotions but just find it pretty much impossible to articulate them.

>>34084555
Checked

In the past I thought I may have had aspd but honestly I'm not a criminal or highly motivated so that's probably not true. I do however take pleasure in hurting other people I don't like. If it's an accident I feel bad about it though.

>Normie stranger initiates conversation with you
>You speak
>That familiar look washes over their face as they realize something's wrong with you

Soul crushing. I know it's not autism because I'm good at reading their facial expressions.

>>34084555
I want you to know that I love you and I actually hope everything in your life is going to work out

>>34082364
I really try to be sociable but I just can't, first of all I'm shy as fuck so I end up doing every single gesture a shy person does (putting your hand behind your head, not looking at someone's eyes etc.) and I really have no idea how to build a dialogue, once I use those three or four stock arguments I have no idea what to say anymore. So most of the time I look like a smiling dumb idiot.

I'm ugly, unfunny, not particularly smart, weak and poor, pretty much no redeeming qualities. I understand why I'm a hugless virgin and I wouldn't date myself either so I can't blame anyone but me.

>>34082364
Completely unlikable here. I also hate being around others to the point that human interaction is exhausting.
This is what has driven me to NEETdom, not because I think it's a superior lifestyle but it is unfortunately the better option for me.

>>34084003
My relaxed face is an angry one, even when I'm happy and calm, so I'll you imagine all the comments I get when I'm in a group.

>>34084032
it's like italics I think

>>34084032
Boards come in /this/ form, so people use forward slashes to indicate subtopics as well.

For example:
>who here /newfag/?

>>34084601
Autists can learn to read facial expressions just fine by watching TV or just generally paying attention. It's not some magic skill they will never possess. It's one of the reasons why autism is so hard to diagnose in adults: many overt symptoms can be trained away, and autists with above average IQ usually manage that by their mid twenties.

They'll still be fucked up in social situations, and since they seem otherwise normal, it's just baffling to people why they won't just talk and relate normally. They'll often also suffer from depression and anxiety, which doesn't help them develop a healthy private or social life, and they are usually relatively lonely, especially if they received no help in their youth.

t. second world autism haver who got diagnosed as an adult and never received any treatment for anything, which is standard here, since very few people know what autism is

>>34082868
>I honestly cried because of it last night.
>cried
dude that sounds extreme. you gotta stop doing that.

>>34082687
>>34082687
me too. isn't there something to compensate for that ?

>>34084839
Nah, I think crying occasionally is healthy. Better than holding it in

>>34084638
Try anon. Y-y-you too

>>34084864
Thank you*

Oruganu

All of my friends went away and they didn't invite me. I try to initiate stuff but at most two or three people respond.

>>34084003
lol'd at this

I don't really get what's wrong with me. I've never kept a friend for more than a year and have maybe 3 ish people that I talk to outside of school. I can't think of anything that I'm doing wrong.... Like when people tell stories about them being awkward or whatever you can see a point where something went a little off, but when I go over some interaction that got fucked up I usually can't see what went wrong, just that it ended bad.
I had a completely normal childhood. Maybe the only thing is that I didn't have the typical experiences one should have? I never had sleepovers or playdates or whatever when I was young, but I still...socialized and stuff.
Idk. Maybe I just have aspergers or something and it's not 100% my fault

>>34084853
Try getting /fit/ or hung af.

>>34082364
Try to hang out with people in the same league as you or lower.

>normally a introverted autist but not shy
>every now and then get bouts of anger where i tell people to fuck off or that theyre annoying as fuck
>got a bad reputation in my small town as being psycho
>cant go to any social events anymore
fucking normies, I even apologise and they just dont care, no empathy at all

>>34084382
I know the feeling anon, I was expelled from the normie hivemind the second they spoke to me. They have a sort of 6th sense that detects shit like autism, it's depressing really. No matter how hard you try, they'll find out. I never noticed it in my childhood but once puberty & pseudo-normie self awareness hit, I've never been able to make friends or care about social situations. Sometimes I cry about it because I know that even if I ingratiated myself with them, I'd be depressingly bored with them.

Normies are touted as the apex of socialisation & yet one fucking half-boring robot is infinitely more interesting than 1000 normies.

They're fucking stock characters.

>>34087528
Because they're all linked. If they tell each other to fuck off, spread nudes of each other, get in a fist fight, they both understand that mutual cooperation will increase their pool of contacts & validation givers. And thus, they make in despite pushing non-normies away for so much as a tick. With you, you don't benefit them socially, so they simply discard you.

Like I said, they're all connected to their own collective, social-status reliant Matrix. That's why they don't like us, because we don't connect to it or benefit the hive in any way.

>>34084382
Anon, I'm a mild sperg & I was lucky enough to get assistants & adjustments.

Y'know what happened? As soon as exam years in school started, the normies literally plotted to exclude & harass me at every opportunity. I had the screenshots to prove it. They felt entitled to MY help, purely because they felt they were superior to all autists, not even joking.

And then when I outperfomed all of them in every exam year, they intensified this hatred. Normies love to act like they're fulfilled & positive, but deep down, they're wretching, lonely & incapable of thinking beyond defined socio-mental barriers. They are some of the most hateful people alive because they know that every social interaction they will ever have is for an ulterior motive & will never be genuine.

I've just grown tired of faking friendships with all the stacies, so i've just stopped giving a shit. People with my interests are hard to find due to shyness so im just waiting for some fucked up joke of mine to attract someone with a have decent sense of humor and maybe some good looks.

>>34085006
I still remember one day when I went to the park to play with my schoolmates I considered friends but they weren't there. Then I passed in front of a cafeteria and one dude from another class was coming out, he then noticed me and told me my friends were there and that if I go inside I shouldn't mention he said anything and make up an excuse.
I quickly realized that my "friends" probably saw me from the inside and didn't want me but that guy felt pity for me.

I told him thanks but went home instead once he left.
That event changed my view on people.

I get this feel. But I am certain that it's at most, a mixture of me having low to average charisma/trust in people plus the people around me being shitty bipolar drug addicts.

>>34088205
>And then when I outperfomed all of them in every exam year, they intensified this hatred. Normies love to act like they're fulfilled & positive, but deep down, they're wretching, lonely & incapable of thinking beyond defined socio-mental barriers. They are some of the most hateful people alive because they know that every social interaction they will ever have is for an ulterior motive & will never be genuine.

It's fucking true, they deserve to lose everything and be humiliated and scorned all the way up until their deaths.

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>>34082364
>the normies ignore you
>try everything
>they never recognize your existence
>start treating them like shit and bullying them
>omggggggggggggggggggg ur such an asshole y u do dis

well, treating you like shit worked........ i tried everything else. it's your fault you fucking failure. i will stalk you for years and learn all your weaknesses and bully you into suicide

>>34082364
Right here. I don't know what it is about me but for my entire life, people were always either not interested in me or disliked me. I try to act nice although social interaction always makes me nervous. Currently I have one friend, someone who has similar social interaction issues but seems completely fine to me. Any friends I ever had other than that don't like me anymore. I've had a handful of online friends over the years too but they've all faded away by now. At this point I've completely given up on putting forth any effort to try making more friends, just doesn't seem worth it and I've learned to appreciate being alone.

>When you meet someone new
>They start off all happy and stuff and wanna get to know you
>More and more your annoying tendencies come out
>They just stop

Happened to me in uni, now they don't invite me places and such. Only if I forcibly tag along, and they're "okay" with it

>>34084003
>Pubs

I thought you were talking about a public server...

>>34088434
The best part is that that already happens to them since they love gossip so much.

>>34084858
>tfw I can't cry anymore

Haven't crie in almost a decade, I'm just used to feeling like shit now. Plus I can't really open up enough for it, even when I'm alone. I know it's irrational but it feels like if I lose control for even a second I will be bullied and treated like shit again for being a sperg

>>34088381
Me and my "friends" used to play catch in the breaks at school. I was always the one who had to catch them, but often didn't find them for the entire break

Obviously they just ran away and hung out somewhere so I didn't annoy them with my presence

At least at this point I wasn't getting bullied and beaten up as much anymore