>be me a few months ago >just friends with guy >went

>>34079400
Pt.2

>tell my friend how I feel about him
>says we'd be perfect together
>invites me over to his place to cook for me not long after
>have a great night, drinking and listening to music.
>end up spending a lot of time together
>become even closer
>people start to notice something because whenever we're out in big groups we always break away
>don't know if I'm falling for him or not but he feels right
>spend tons of nights on his couch cuddling with him and his dog talking about everything over music and wine
>one night after getting too drunk I decide to just go for it
>try to kiss him.
>He immediately backs off
>Says he doesn't feel thay way about me
>I start crying because I'm pathetic.
>he hugs me and brings me up to his bedroom
>puts me in bed
>says goodnight and goes to sleep on the couch
>We stop hanging out as much after.
>I've fucked things up. Made it weird.
>he gets back with his ex
>doesn't want to hang out with me anymore

Lol kms

>>34079400
Lol like ohmygawwww gurll :3333

he sounz soooooo cute tho!1!!

fuck off you dumb faggot

>>34079436
Lol read the second part faggot

Good, get rekt you slut.

>>34079720
Tf am I a slut for wanting a meaningful monogamous relationship with someone

>>34079797
You're a slut because you still didn't tell us how much of a Chad the guy is. Go post on lolcow or tumblr or some shit there are no feels here for you.

>>34080167
He's not a Chad. He's a skinny programmer and not objectively attractive

You fags post about your rejection feels all the time

>>34080229
because men invented the internet you dumb bitch

damn you must be pretty fucking ugly

>>34080304
Yeah probably
I never thought I was though

>>34080229
>friends
>friends with a guy
>going to clubs/bars
>drinking and smoking

Fuck off you don't belong here but you do deserve to get rekt.

>skinny programmer
>not objectively attractive
I bet he's tall, white and with good facial aesthetics and personality. Fuck off slut.

From what I can tell, OP followed protocol by not saying "I'm a grill!".

Although it doesn't appear to have done much.

Maybe... Maybe the feminists were right?

>>34080397
He's white and has a good personality. Doesn't make him a Chad.

>>34080440
You're forgetting this is /r9k/.

>>34080229
Does your name start with a J?

#oregeno comment

>>34080536
Yea it does. What the fuck.

>>34080550
oh fuck.

does it end with an a?

>>34080536
>>34080550
>>34080565
Julia?

Watch out, it's the thought police!

>>34080565
Oh boy you had me scared for a minute

>>34080456
He's at least a relative Chad in that you're probably ugly and thus showing your high standards. It's no loss for you you probably meet tons of other guys anyways. Boohoo yeah you sure share our feels here.

>>34080565
pls say no...

glasses...j...likes skinny programmer......this is too much

>>34080456 good personality? After the way he has treated you? Typical roastie delusions. Even in the rare instance that it's not the roastie whore causing trouble she blames herself bc it's usually is her fault

>>34080601
good jesus christ, yopu had me scared too

jenna...was her name tho...god damn jenna...fuck right in the feels

>>34080626
What happened with her?

>>34080615
I don't think there was anything wrong with the way he treated me

How would you rate your own looks, OP? Try to be objective. Compared to the ex for example.

>>34080758
I'm average. Maybe.
The ex is more attractive than me

fffuuuuuuuuck, man, i thought you were a dude, that shit would be fuckingggg cute like daaaaaaamn

>>34080779
Guys do largely value looks. Still seems he strung you on, which is what girls typically do. Weird.

Could be he still had some shit going with his ex in the background or something.

Who knows? Move on.

>>34080874
Sorry it's not cute, just pathetic.

>>34080922
It's because he knew me when I was a boy I think.

>>34080946
>when I was a boy I think
Oh shit

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>>34079426
That sucks, hope you find somebody else dude.

>>34080654
Long story short.
She was a really close friend to me. I was in love with her and didn't even know it. I was in a 6 year relationship at the time living with my gf. My friend eventually came onto me, I was torn between them. I had built a life with my gf. End up cheating with my friend after my gf and I slowly drifted apart. My friend wanted me to leave my gf, but I couldn't make myself do it because I was still in love with her. My friend and I kind of went our separate ways. I broke up with my gf because I was always thinking about my friend. My ex still talks to me, but I don't feel the energy or the excitement that I felt with my friend with her. I see my friend at my university because we have the same major. We talk just as easily as before. She is so great to talk to. Get drunk over christmas break and tell her I still love her. She kinda just shrugs it off lol.. and I chill. She has a boyfriend now. I know I shouldn't feel bad because I kinda deserve this karma but I can't stand it. I don't want to see her anymore because I love her and hate seeing her with another person. But she has so much energy and positive vibes I just am attracted to her and won't be able to not talk to her..fml

and now...fucking feels......god damn

>>34080946
>it's a fucking tranny
>leaving out this vital piece of information
Well you may be too ugly to be a woman in looks, but at least you have the rotten lying mind to be one mentally.

>>34080654
>I don't think there was anything wrong with the way he treated me

I couldnt imagine cuddling on the couch without at least having multiple precumgasms in my pajamas

>>34081037
That's sweet if you to say anon

>>34081019
Jesus anon I'm so sorry. That's a fucking lot to deal with. You definitely don't deserve this. Sure cheating was wrong but I'm sure you've kicked yourself enough over that.
How long was it between you breaking up and meeting your friend at Christmas?

>>34081119
I mean it wouldn't be your fault. And it'd be easy not to notice.

>>34081008
Yeah.

>>34081011
Thanks anon, I really appreciate that

>>34081150
a couple months, it's alright thanks for feeling with me,

sorry about your feels too, that seems absolutely awful, He 100% percent led you on, which is strange because guys don't normally do that..

>>34081296
It's really not that long. Raw raw feelings. With the breakup is intense though.
I don't think he led me on. We were close for a long time before that. And any sort of physical intimacy was initiated by me. Maybe he had something still going with the ex or maybe he just doesn't feel that way about me. Either way it's not his fault. He said it was weird that he knew me before

>>34081393
what city you live in?

>>34081469
Bristol
Oreganimal

>>34081393
yea it wasn't that long, but I needed to tell her I loved her still because we are about to both graduate and pretty much never see each other again, that kinda scares me

>He said it was weird that he knew me before
That he knew you before you came onto him? Honestly I don't think I could ever date someone without being there friend first. Tinder and meeting random people at bars or shows seems strange unless I guess there's an immediate attraction.

>>34080456
>white people
>not Chads
haha lmao ree get off my board

>>34081495
If you're not going to see each other again maybe you could try again? Idk if you think it'd be worth it. But at the very least if she does the same it's some closure knowing you can't change it.

No.... I mentioned earlier in the thread that he knew me when I was a boy. From before i transitioned. I'm really sorry I wasn't clearer about that.

>>34081567
Well I see....those are pretty heavy feels anon. I didn't know any of that.

SHe has a bf now, and she seems happy, I'm just going to leave her be and if she wants to talk to me she can.

>>34081670
That's really selfless of you. I sincerely hope you find someone that cares about you the same way, and as much as you do about her.

>>34081730
thanks anon,
hope you find someone else too

Oh I thought this was a story of how op became gay, I didn't get that's it's a girl.

I guess it's the other guy who is the gay one.

>>34079400
Soooo what's the sauce on that gif?

>>34083391
IPZ-104.

>>34079426
Why do I get the feeling you're fat? Real men who aren't beta orbiters don't see fat chicks as sexual beings.

>>34079400
can't blame you OP. based on what you said it sounded like he was interested.

>>34080615
>guy doesn't immediately jump into bed with the desperate fat chick thirsting after him and decides to stay friends with her because he doesn't want to crush her while he's unsure if she's crushing

>THAT ASSHOLE CHAD IS A DICK WITH A TERRIBLE PERSONALITY FOR WHAT HE DID TO YOU

Do you even realize how white knightey you sound?

>>34080946
>when I was a boy
you will never find love kill yourself

>>34083528
Not fat at all.

>>34083680
Hmmmm

>>34083564
I agree with you

>>34080229
Lies. Females only go for Chad.

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>he's nooot chaaad he's just a computer nerd XD

You'll be alright anon, everyone fucks up.

>>34079400
>>34079426
Good post, it's nice to see a female post stuff we post, but on r9k instead of lolcow.

>>34084566
I just miss him a lot. We were so close and I fucking ruined it.

>>34084695
What's lolcow?
Thanks anon

>tfw no bf

Good, wish i was able to pull chicks in then immediately BTFO them when things escalate.

>>34081972
OP left out the fact that he's a tranny, read the thread.

>>34080946
>when I was a boy

You still are and you always will be

>>34085756
Whatever, I look like a girl and sound like a girl. Better than being a man

>>34085875
Good for you! Whatever makes you "happy"

>>34079426
I warned you. Don't ever come back to r9k again if you're going to ask for my advice and then be a stupid fuck anyways.

>>34085905
Only one person told me not to go for it and I'm pretty sure it wasn't you

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>>34085934
I'm pretty sure it was, now get off of my internet.

>>34085948
Woah is that the internet?

>>34081515
only whites can be robots. fuck out of here, tyrone. we're already paying for your welfare as it is.

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>>34085976
THIS IS THE INTERNET

>>34085948
Nah it wasn't.

>>34085978
>only whites can be robots
True

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>>34086069
Hey, you should start posting using a name
Just something that I can filter you with

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>>34086091
Get out of my thread if you don't like it fag

>>34086117
Get off of the internet, or at least install a timer like Workrave that will remind you to take frequent breaks to avoid a pulmonary embolism.
If you don't follow any advice that I give you, at least do that one. Frequent shitposting is literally suicidal behavior.

>>34086155
Are you being serious that you gave me advice about this?
When?

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>>34086177
I'm pretty sure that I asked you to greentext it and concluded that you were making a mountain out of a molehill.

>>34086227
You're thinking of someone else. I just went to the archive to double check. I wish I you were around when I had posted that shit first, I might not be where I am now

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Das it mane

Das it

Oregano pizza

>>34081972
Here's a story from when I thought I was a gay boy as a teenager

>grew up really faggy
>family jokes that they have three daughters and no sons
>not really attracted to anyone
>get into emo scene
>wear girly clothes and makeup all the time
>one night while drunk a friend says we should make out in front of the girls
>"O-oh ok I guess"
>First kiss
>flood of new and strange feelings
>struggle with these for a while
>he keeps suggesting it
>female friends catch on to what's happening
>"hey you should kiss anon again it'd be so hot"
>he seems into me
>I fall in teenage love
>we keep doing it even when it's just us
>"you should ask him out anon"
>ask him out
>he laughs, says no
>week later has a gf

>>34080517
SHUT ur BUTT f'GGOT