General venting thread here. Tell me what troubles you

I suck in school and over think everything kek, still waiting for a reason to commit suicide

Trash grades
Feeling stuck and in a loop
No friends
Low self-esteem
Low energy
No memory can't learn anything
Overthink everything
I fucking hate accounting
No idea what I'm doing in uni
I want to exercice but not sure why
Can't read for more than 5 seconds
I hate school
Life is boring as shit
tfw no gf
never had a job

>>34077130
>Be me

>25

>virgin

>No friends or Family which give a shit about me

>Unemployed

>Living off of $900 a month from SSDI and some additional food stamps

>Crippling non-verbal learning disability, ADD/ADHD/ and an extreme temper and general hatred of people.

>Couldn't work up the will power or ability to get through college if my life depended on it.

>Have no talents or abilities, only a slightly above average IQ despite coming from a family filled with extremely talented/intelligent people.

>Bullied throughout school/middle school, ignored in high-school.

>Betrayed/shunned by friends when they went to college.

>Live in a city filled with Ivy League students and trust-fund yuppies assholes. So the competition for women is fierce and I don't stand a chance.

>A complete loner, spend nearly all my time indoors playing video games because my only choice for employment is working a minimum wage job washing dishes/making coffee for the aforementioned trust-fund yuppies assholes. As such, I would rather die or at the very least remain unemployed than stoop that low.

>Life is an endless cycle of waking up, playing videos games, browsing 4chan, maybe going out to eat, then returning to fap/sleep. Which isn't too, too bad but still rots the soul.

Living in such an affluent city while so poor drives you insane with hatred/envy/jealousy. It's like being placed in front of the gates of heaven to behold all it's splendor and beauty but never being able to touch it or partake in it. Nearly every time i go out to get food I have to listen to well-to-do over achievers and nepotistic rich brats talk about how fun their vacations to exotic countries were, how much money they have in their special bank accounts, and what type of amazing project they are working on in their high-tech jobs that I am barred from having because I wasn't born in the genes to find doing math anything but a torturous chore. I am like a shade, a hate filled, bitter shade.

>>34077130
i am attractive but i live in iraq so cant get laid

>>34077130
My life has been in ruin because I just make dumbass mistakes. I,don't know how to fix it

>>34077130
Job interview tomorrow at the only job that called me back out of them all. I don't think I'll get it and I've been raging filling out applications to no avail all last month.