I feel so worthless, /r9k/, I feel like I'll never have close bonds with anyone or ever experience returned love.
Please tell me it gets better
>>34076573
There is absolutely no certainty that it will get better.
Work for it and the likelihood of a better future increases.
>>34076636
What if there is something inherently wrong with me
People can tell there is something off about me as soon as they know me. I can observe normal people and how they behave, but I don't know how to copy the behavior myself.
Who /unloveable/ here
>>34076573
Get help. For me it became much worse even after getting meds. I started staying in my bed all day, staring out of the window when attenting a lecture and I tried cutting. I even stole some assignments out of the box from someone else, copied them and returned them because I can't work properly anymore.
Holy Fuck, I'm a /b/ fag, everyone here is so nice. Kys
>>34076894
>admitting you're a /b/tard
>>34076678
I KNOW I'M UNLOVEABLE
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME
I DON'T HAVE MUCH IN MY LIIIIIIFE
TAKE IT IT'S YOURS
>>34076636
I entertained the thought today that if someone really smart and capable controlled me like a puppet I would have a happy life. My greatest fear is losing my mind and control of myself but maybe I'd be better off without any agency at all.
How old are you? I'm 26 and still in this spot. I don't know what to say anon.
>>34077030
I'm 22 and every little thing is eating me up.
>>34076932
Only thing more shameful than being a robot.
>>34076678
Do you have autism or aspergers?
27 here. After some time you become numb, but you still have sudden episodes of crippling loneliness and depression every so often that make you just want to end it. If you're lucky you'll just get some sleep and when you wake up you'll be back to your usual apathetic self