>be 18 year old fresh outa high school
>grow my hair out, and have a pretty feminine looking face
>start trapping for fun, and look like a grill even without makeup
>send pictures of myself to people on the internet, acquire beta orbiters
>instead of being happy about it, I get a sick sensation in my stomach
>realise that lack of contact with girls is turning me prison gay
>cut contact with orbiters and all trap friends I met on the internet
>3 years later and I'm still ashamed of myself
What are the odds that the old pictures of me will eventually get found out by a family member or someone that knows me irl? I'm 21 now, so that was a long time ago, but the thought of it still makes me sick.
>>34072284
Can you describe that sick sensation more in greentext? Why did you feel that way?
>>34072284
post some of them old pics and i'll tell you if they're popular or not.
i've seen every lewd picture on the internet im an expert turst me.
>>34072345
It just felt unnatural and weird what I was doing, and shameful. I'm definitely not trans or gay, but at the time I made out like I was and it felt wrong.
>>34072397
I don't have any pictures, I purged them years ago.
>>34072555
>It just felt unnatural and weird what I was doing, and shameful. I'm definitely not trans or gay, but at the time I made out like I was and it felt wrong.
maybe it's your destiny anon, you will be loved, you will get all the attention and you can live NEET life if you find caring bf. Don't get me wrong I am not gay or like trans people sexually but I would be trans if I have feminine body and face just for attention and love.
>>34072555
If you remember what you looked like when you were trapping, some depraved bastard on this board could probably find how popular your pictures are from that alone
>>34072555
maybe make some new ones
>>34072618
Well I sort of tried this back then, but I hated it and felt sickened by it. I sympathise with actual trans people, but in my case I wasn't, and hence why I regret what I did.
>>34072284
>What are the odds that the old pictures of me will eventually get found out by a family member or someone that knows me irl? I'm 21 now, so that was a long time ago, but the thought of it still makes me sick.
How easily recognizable do you think you are? If you at least covered your eyes then they might not even recognize you unless someone informs them that they should know the person in the pictures and start making the connection. Even without that most would think "wow, this person looks like X", it's pretty hard to recognize people effectively if it's not a clear picture of someone.
The worst that can happen to you is that someone starts blackmailing you with them.Which is pretty hot.I would say the odds are low.
Just go back to trapping desu
>>34073314
This is now also a Ferris thread
>>34073336
Yes
Mutedaaaa
Aasffdssdssssds
>>34073447
We will keep this thread from dying with our gay cat
>>34073336
Here ya go anon, a Felix
>>34073567
I want fug the catgirl(male)
Are they're any good Felix doujins?
>>34073638
Every Felix doujin is a good doujin
>>34072618
>you will get all the attention and you can live NEET life if you find caring bf
only works for cis girls ;_;
>>34073567
>>34073688
>gay
>boy
Wrong.
At least you didn't let it go too far, Anon.I lost my virginity to a middle-aged man at 14, because I was fairly girly. He gave me $300 for it and I still feel dirty 13 years later.
>>34075523
How much would you charge nowadays?
>>34072284
It's ok it's ok, you can forgive yourself. Everybody have experienced the need to be a cute girl
>>34075942
I don't think I would prostitute myself now at all. If I absolutely had to pick a number, I'm not sure what I'd go with. I'm not trapping or anything so that probably brings my "value" down, as does being in my late 20s. But there's inflation to worry about and stuff like that. Maybe just $600 as a starting point, and haggle from there. Most older guys out here now are pretty well-off, so I could probably get that much from a guy who wants some discreet boypussy.
>>34075998
>I don't think I would prostitute myself now at all.
Why not?
>>34076122
Because I have enough self-esteem now to not need sexual attention for validation, and it makes you feel like a worthless piece of meat.
>>34076782
>and it makes you feel like a worthless piece of meat.
How so?
How can I make my hair look like felix's?
Any body want to explain hair care for me here?
I want to grow my hair out but make it look like it has a style to it. Similar to felix.
>>34077849
How tall is the person in this pic?
>>34075523
greentext that shit
I used to trap for a middle aged married guy who fell in love with me and wanted to run away with me when i was 18
>>34077849
I didn't like this meme angle until now
post more of this
or more felix
either one
>>34077849
I... I need more!!!