>some 14yo in your server is literally already better at life

Some people are just born better.

what server are we talking about

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That's nothing. I saw a 13 year-old preparing for our country's Mathematics Olympiad. He's already qualified regional olympiads several times. Ask /sci/, they will tell you that he is hot shit.

I'm 19 and I struggle with math. I see people around me who are better than me in literally every aspect.

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>tfw young and dumb
I want grow as mathmatical and cold guy not this emotional autistic shit

>>34069744
Breakdown:

>will get sex
Irrelevant desu.

>has had sexual contact
Still irrelevant. Sex is arbitrary, you can get it whenever you want if you have the money.

>good at music
What kind of music? If we're talking about digital shit, it's irrelevant as anyone can learn to do that in short amounts of time. If it's the normie guitar, it's just a cool trait. Only if it's some legit instrument like piano or violin, that will help him build a career because universities and high-tier companies care about that shit.

>good at programming
You know why? Because these days there are a shit ton of places teaching you how to code, such as Codecademy. You could learn it too, if you weren't a lazy robot.

>good at design
Honestly what the fuck does this even mean? Does it mean he can photoshop? I also don't see how this would help anyone, as graphic designers live like how Bear Grylls lives in the jungle.

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>tfw want to learn how to produce (beats)
>small - medium ranged comfy bumps
>no trap shit or anything heavy
>light and beautiful

>mfw neck deep in depression and laziness to make a effort at all so ill continue to wallow in my own feels

This is why I don't engage myself in anything. I can't handle the feeling of failure, or defeat. It honestly makes me wonder if I should kill myself when I don't perform well.

The trade off with this is that I feel like I'm not really living. I know I have to take risks and stuff, and feel the sting of defeat to truly feel alive, but I know that I just can't take it.

Why me? Why anyone?