Calling all NEETs, this is not a troll, I'm not trying to

I have been, I'm just not good enough genetically to make it.


I've been lifting since 2012 (5 years straight) and still get called DYEL on /fit/

I've struggling by in university, despite being nearly 30 years old, I'm a late-starter for university, and I'm probably going to fail this semester because I'm just not intelligent enough to get passing grades despite spending hundreds of hours working on assignments every semester, (way more than most).

I've been sat here the last 5 hours and only managed to write 1 sentence in this 3000 word essay. I'll probably spend about 100-150 hours on this assessment before it's done, and even then, I'll barely get 50-60%.

I just want to win the lottery so I don't have to worry about improving myself anymore, and can just sit on a bunch of money and live off that.

I gave it an honest try last year that didn't get me anywhere so now I'm resting until the next time.

>>34057587
are you sure it's genetics, or just self image? Did someone tell you there was something wrong with you, and now you find it hard to see your full potential?

Because it feels like a lost cause -- like trying to empty the ocean with a bucket.

i'm too old at this point. it's over. anyone telling you "it's never too late to blah blah blah" is full of shit and is just some 20 year fuck head. i've spent so long hiding away from society that i just can't function in it and everyone can obviously see there's something off with me. there's just no way to fix it, and even if i did fix it, i'm 15 years behind people my age. i missed the small window of time there was to have a normal life, it's gone.

>>34057649
It's the fact I keep on trying and failing at everything I do despite REALLY putting in all my fucking heart into it.

Lifting was literally my life for the first 4 years of it, my life revolved around training,eating,sleeping. And I still get called DYEL.

Meanwhile chads just fuck around in the gym, eat whatever, and look 10x better.

i tried to get a job in july. i wanted to kill myself every day for two months, then i quit. i don't think i'd mind work if it was fulfilling but i have no education, barely any work history and am 31 years old. how am i supposed to find fulfilling work? Im probably going to try to finish school this year though because its either that or kill myself.

Chronic fatigue syndrome that I've tried to deal with for 7 years now.and not a fucking thing makes me feel less tired or more able to concentrate and remember things.

>>34057800
One of my greatest fears was I'd find someone like you, I'm so sorry to hear about all of your failed efforts, Would you mind telling me more about yourself? What is your life was like?

she does porn? sauce matey!?!

>>34057910
What is your life like* or was, any stories you would consider impactful in your self-image and current lifestyle.

>>34057516
My grandma left me $2 million.I mostly just sit around all day playing csgo. I'm trying to improve my body currently and also my csgo rank

>>34057800
>Lifting was literally my life for the first 4 years of it
>Meanwhile chads just fuck around in the gym, eat whatever, and look 10x better.
Fuck off you pathetic self pitying piece of shit. Don't piss on the people who actually do hard work because you are a sub 90 IQ retard who did a brosplit and ate garbage after working out.

>>34057516
I tried to improve many time but it was never rewarding. Oppressive Dutch people hold me down, I can't even get back into school. So my only option is trying to find a minimum wage job while having no education. This is not worth it because welfare provides more financial security. Also, I don't want to contribute anything to society, if I can't have the good stuff then people can drop dead.

>>34057800
>Meanwhile chads just fuck around in the gym, eat whatever, and look 10x better.
Because those gym bros are always juicing. None of them is a natural lifter, hard work doesn't fit in their pussy hunting lifestyle.

>>34057516
Because I have no motive to leave. I have no family to provide for.

i completely failed at the aocial aspects of life and have no motivation to do anything as a result. Whats the point in doing well at uni if ill have nobody to share it with? Sure if im rich i could get a washed up ex stacy wife but she'll love my money not me. i dont need money either - all i need is a tiny apartment and internet.

>>34057516
Because it's difficult to find things to actively and consistently value. Also changing long term behaviour is insanely hard.

I would love to have a job, I just hate applications and interviews.

I just never really had the drive to do anything and honestly, I don't want to do anything.

>>34057587
>I've been lifting since 2012 (5 years straight) and still get called DYEL on /fit/
Theres no fucking way. Youre definitely not eating enough.
Post a picture of yourself - face and all. If you feel uncomfortable, crop out the eyes; but it is important i see your jaw/mouth region along with posture

>>34057516
>why you aren't working to improve your life
Because that isn't comfortable, and my only goal is comfort

>>34057516
because I don't care. whats the point?

>>34057516
Improve to what end? I'm not special, I'll never achieve anything noteworthy regardless of how hard I work. Relationships don't particularly interest me, and neither does money.

A steady supply of food, a bed, and internet is all I'll ever want and need.

>>34057516
Saved your fake boobs. Doing all my homework and running a bit each day, that's about it.

>>34057516
Mental illness, in short.

It's kind of hard to distinguish between "not doing anything" and "working to improve my life but it isn't working out," actually, since the only way I can improve my life is sorting out my personality disorder and my alienation from myself, which is a very long and slow process of just living with myself.

>>34057516
because our governments are lying to us. because jobs are in the decline and it's an evergrowing tendency. it will reach a point where 60% of people will be unemployed