I have absolutely no aim or purpose in life.
Someone could tell me "blow your fucking head off, that's your purpose" and I could do it.
The only thing holding me back is a shitty paranoia disorder I inherited from some French cuck in my bloodline.
What should I do?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xJ_FS13EHY
>>34033088
How old are you? Have you ever had any aim or purpose, or have you always felt like this? What did you do as a child?
>>34033130
>not HD
>>34033158
I'd rather not disclose my age because most will just tell me i'm in my prime or something.
But yeah, ive never felt happy or purposeful. I don't know why im having problems with this over the last year.
And for my childhood, i didn't get diagnosed with anything until 12, and by then i had settled into the bot life. I've been playing steam and browsing r9k since i was 11, which is insanely stupid in terms of age.
>>34033205
Start browsing /pol/ too. You will still be a loser but will have some entertainment too