I think I'm going to obey the pharmajew and take my mind control pills. I have no choice but to try to blend in with the norms.
desu I can never stay on my antipsychotics for too long, I told my psychiatrist straight up I'd rather take breaks from them and be in and out of mental hospitals than take those horrid pills every day
>>1466532
Why? Which one are you on? What's it prescribed for?
>>1466533
Bipolar disorder
I used to take 30 mg of zyprexa a day, it was horrible it turned me into a literal vegetable. I stopped it. Ended up back in the hospital and was put on latuda, which was better than zyprexa but still bad enough that I ended up going off of it too.
In the past I've spent long periods of time on lithium only and remained relatively functional, I tried to explain to my psychiatrist that antipsychotics really fuck me up and to ask for lithium only but they never accommodate, I've reached the point where I just say lie and say I take them while only taking the lithium in reality, because if I admit my anti psychotics refusal they usually drop me as a patient.
desu I think people like me are just kept around to function as a cash cow for big pharma, anti psychotics are their most expensive and profitable kind of meds they sell.
Have you tried alternative medicine?
>>1466520
If you think you can you're already a normbro.
I wish I was mentally ill...
>>1466550
I wish. I want to be normal, I don't take being a freak as a badge of honor
based schizobro
>>1466725
This is the pissbottle club though.
If you even think about real life you are bullied.
Well, I am but not you apparently.
>>1466749
I'm sure I had it worse than you, I guess I'm just not as weak and pathetic
>>1467100
Nah.
>>1466520
>>1467102
Yah.
>>1467141
Die desu.
Tbh senpai
t឴឴឴឴BH
>>1467147
sorry if i was being rude and aggressive i think the snris will calm me down
I work 80 hour weeks and all I do is just jack off for stress relief
>>1467329
Don't use anti-depressants. They're shitty and they'll make you feel shittier.
Use benzodiazepines instead.
>>1467335
Yeah don't use the drugs your doctor prescribed you. Use these drugs with some of the worst withdrawal symptoms instead. I'm sure you'll be very responsible with them, since you're posting on /qa/.
>>1467343
Better than being a literal zombie.
>>1466537
You sound like me, only I was prescribed that for schizophrenia, a diagnosis I vehemently refuted but due to being a 5150 I didn't have much say in the matter. At first it was a cocktail of drugs I don't even recall, then Seroquel, then generic Zyprexa. I loathe these mind killing poisons. Pharma is absolutely a scam when it comes to psychiatric issues, the goal is merely to sedate, it has no therapeutic properties. In my opinion I'm much worse off than before them but because it turns you into a nonthreatening zombie, that's considered improvement.
There are actually people who put up with /r9k/ shit on /qa/.
Are you so docile that you don't even voice your complaints?
>>1467391
based normbro