"I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for."
I feel this.
Everything is against us and we have no chance of winning. I used to be a libertarian but now I fear I'm going full fash with the state of the world.
I try to be a good person but I am supposedly evil because of my political beliefs. it's hard to carry on.
this sucks.
all I ever wanted to do was play video games.