>have a low effort government job in London
>make barely enough for gym, food, tiny apartment etc
>wasted all my savings on junk food and coffee in past two years (recently given up junk food)
>have only £50 to invest in crypto but know it's a waste
>feel like a beta loser for not doing something practical or risky- get jelly at the biz excitement
>either waste my time or spend it with my nose in a book or text book(I fear being seen as a pleb or idiot)
>feel under pressure to do or learn a million things at once
>struggle to pass job interviews due to ugliness and autism
What would you be doing in my position? Programming seems the only way to something entrepreneurial (whether to make money or just improve my CV). I will apply to higher paying graduate jobs in September but the whole wagie rat race is demoralising. I will never be enough of a normie to succeed socially in a workplace.
And how do I brainwash myself in to not giving a fuck about the propaganda telling me what to do? I feel like I need to read tonnes of boring "classic" books or else I'm a pleb. I need to go through SICP before doing real world programming.
Of course I waste a lot of my time sitting around outside, drinking coffee, hoping my 20s will spontaneously become a non stop friend / gf filled party through an act of God. I am not joking
>>137466457
Education and age?
>>137466967
26
Stem degree
>>137467494
How good is your CV? Is your degree from a reputable place, and are you planning to get a graduate degree in whatever you're considering (i.e. computer science)? Computer science is an good profession for entrepreneurial careers, but it all depends on your experience, which is very important if you are considering a job at 26 (and not entrepreneurship).
>Of course I waste a lot of my time sitting around outside, drinking coffee, hoping my 20s will spontaneously become a non stop friend / gf filled party through an act of God.
This must come to an end, or you won't achieve any of what you speculate.
t. Med student