How the fuck do i go back to being a normie?
I don't want this!
I never wanted this!
I never wanted to be redpilled!
I was comfortable with being a NEET, watching anime, and playing vidya, looking at shitty memes, it was the best time of my life, being blind to all the problems of the world
But now that I can finally see, it became my responsibility to do the right thing and purge myself and my people from the degeneracy the decades of Jewish propaganda casted upon us.
/pol/ has made me a better person, however weird it sounds.
I started learning languages, became pretty well read and spoken, quit all my degenerate activities and behaviours.
And where did I start? I was an atheist beta male fag who thought cp was acceptable, and was on the brink of taking hormones to become a qt tranny. And I can't blame my past self for that, since everything around me encouraged me to do so.
But now that I can see, I realized that this is a hopeless war much bigger than me, and it made me fall into deep depression, seeing what the world has become, and is becoming.
I just want to go back...
Please.....
You post this every week.
Sage'd
Start running to hidden spots and meditate, channel your inner hitler, even he started out as a NEET, were on the brink of taking hormones, was watching anime, and played vidya.
Think of yourself as the chosen one and start to save some white qt from degeneracy.
>>136302595
Growth is painful. Spiritual growth pains your very soul. Be strong, you'll be stronger for enduring and in time the pain will fade.
>>136302595
You can rest when you die. Until then, fight to purify yourself and prepare the way of the Lord. Proud of you thus far. Keep it up.
>>136302595
read the quran
>>136302595
Jesus christ what a stinky post OP.
Go stink somewhere else.
Also,
>/pol/ has made me a better person, however weird it sounds.
What a sick joke to make, I thought your stinkiness was bad but this? Appalling, absolutely appalling.
If you (and anyone else) needed /pol/ of all shitholes to become aware of the world, then you certainly have a lot more to understand.
>>136302595
These "/pol/ redpilled the shit out of me and now I'm depressed" posts are getting fucking repetitive.
Now that you have been bestowed the gift of knowledge, learn to live with it. Understand that history is cyclical and an age of decadence will always lead to a collapse, take comfort that with this collapse the world will reset itself.
>>136302595
Discovering the truth requires sacrifice, just as fasting to clear your mind and body from lust, gluttony, hatred, etc.
Once you have taken the pill, there's no turning back. Be glad that when the day you die, you can proudly say that you'd die not as a sheep.
>>136302595
Szép másolt spagetti anon
>>136302595
Remember, you can't ever turn back now, you're like this forever.
>>136302595
You will need a spaghetti strainer and some exlax