So I found out last year I'm 1/8 Jewish on my maternal side, making me a filthy kike officially, despite spending my whole life thinking I was White/British and being strongly nationalistic it came as a horrible surprise.
I look around at a world filled with degeneracy, the destruction of family, morality, race and nation. Things done by Jews and Leftists to Whites. I see a world quite likely beyond repair. I see who is behind it, and I know why it's happened.
So I started thinking, If you can't beat them, maybe I should join them? But then I look at Jews and they are every bit as degenerate at the pill they are pushing. Rife with immorality, homosexuality and leftist ideals. They even seem to be eating their own with the hated of Israel being too nationalistic. And even Israel is hugely multicultural with its Mizrahi and Ethiopians.
It now seems the Jews have swallowed their own propaganda and mixed themselves into oblivion, other than weirdo hassidic jews. Most seem to warship leftism rather than their desert god.
Yes, they are the enemy to the white race, but are they not killing themselves at the same time?
Maybe there is nowhere left that wont be over run by the mud masses, and no hope for a cultural, national, homogeneous nation for anyone.