Hi /pol/
I've been on this board for a long ass time and I am pretty much alt-right as they come. Fully in support of gassing degenerates, want an ethnostate, think niggers are subhumans, etc. In a nutshell, I would be a model citizen in a proposed ethnostate like the North West Front.
However, there is one problem. I'm an atheist. No, I'm not an (((atheist))) neckbeard faggot that likes anime, I just don't see any evidence of god and I see plenty of evidence to the contrary. I used to be a super-evangelical christian, I've read the bible dozens of times 12-14 somewhere in that range) and over the years as I discovered more and more arguments against Christianity, I realized that I really didn't believe it anymore.
Devastated doesn't do it justice. It made me miserable for a couple of months, learning to cope with my place in the universe - and I still do have the occasional existential crisis but I'm far better now. That said, with all of the shit happening I've become unbelievably black pilled and I wish more than anything that I could have something to fall back on. I've started attending church, hoping to be re-convinced that god is real and that I should join back into Christianity but all I hear is rhetoric and apologetics combined with peace and love messages. Not to say that being a good person isn't a good thing - but nowadays Christianity has become slightly cucked in my opinion - with the whole "love everybody" thing that people are attributing to it.
I totally respect Christianity's role in society and think that for the most part it is a good thing, so here's my question:
Suppose the white ethnostate dream came to fruition (I so badly hope it does)... will I be gassed? I've committed thousands of hours of time to researching and spreading the ideology, I am a hard worker, have a 148 IQ and am as Aryan as they come (blonde hair blue eyes, tall). I just don't want to be lumped in with the rest and gassed. What do?
>>135988782
I'm not religious. Hitler likely wasn't. Did there really need to be a thread for this?
>>135988921
With the amount of people that talk about atheists being disguised kikes, I think so
>>135988990
They may be annoying, but this thread is cringe-inducing at best. Nobody wins here.