Actually beyond fucking angry. >Arab parents >Dad was

/cont'd/
it's like tying a bunch of anchors to a baloon and wondering why it wont float.

>find out money i've been giving my mother was being saved up
>find out she applied for most of my cousins to come to the states on a student visa
>find out she applied for most of my uncles aswell
>find out she used my money for the entire thing

Mom always been fucking me over in life. Constantly, e.g. sold my car without my permission and used the money to pay for something i didn't want. (I'll talk more about this later)

>All cousins that were verbally harassing us and even getting other kids in the neighborhood overseas to come beat us for being "americans" are now in the states, using my money.
>They all break student visas and get married, They find 3 girls willing to do it (get married so they can't be deported + obtain greencard, ect)
>mom used money from selling my car + my savings to pay for their weddings.

The rage i feel is unfucking real. Thoughts of suicide are accompaying most thoughts in my head at this point. I really want to end it all.

/cont'd/

TL;DR
parents abusive, take us overseas, get abused my everyone including cousins, parents divorce, we're back in states with mom, mom uses money i earn to file paperwork and pay ticket fees for cousins that would harass me and bros for being "americans". They're now here, illegally, (Broke studen visas), getting married using my money to get a greencard.

I honestly have suicidal thoughts and have no idea how to cope with them.

The wedding is in 30 minutes. I'm not going. 2 bros doing whatever. Im in room crying my eyes out. I missed out on 6 years of school, big bro completly disabled due to lack of medicine overseas and not being able to get treatment he needed on time, lil bro was illiterate for a time, and still wets his bed till today due to constant abuse and trauma he underwent.

I honestly voted for trump, i reported them to ice almost every month for past few years. Nothing is being done.

You know what the worst part is?

Being called a arab here in america.

we were born and raised here. Arab countries dont want us, and America, my own country that i will die for, Doesn't want me.

I honestly want to end it all. Talk me out of it please.

Sandy hoax never happened


FPBP

Btw, 22 right now.

>>135798789
NOT
YOUR
FUCKING
BLOG
ARAB
FAGGOT

>>135798861
You're stronger than this, as you've clearly demonstrated.

Cut ties with your shitty family. As an adult, it's your prerogative.

Don't believe all the shit /pol/ gives you. It's just /pol/.

>>135798789
Kill your parents. They deserve it.

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i love you, op
i hope things get better for you

>>135798861
Join the US military.

>>135798954
so leave?

>>135799407
this
>>135798861
join the army

Aww, I want to buy this poor kabob a shwarma. Little bastards been abused so much I think we could make him an honorary white id he passes the bacon test or kills his family (bros excluded, just your mother and cousins. Bonus points if you kill them all at their wedding. You payed for it, burn it down!)

hahaha

fucking sandniggers

tfw this was bait, tfw you all got baited, tfw you're all retards kek

srsly tho, im bored, anyone got csgo tryna play?

>>135800464
wanna play vs russians?

>>135800420
>420
kek well memed friendo blaze it lol upboated

Why do you think we care

>>135800420
You could have got so many more pity (You)'s if you just waited. Wasted potential nigger.