>got home from my extremely low effort white collar job at

>>134531370
Didn't you post this shit yesterday? Fuck off to /lit/

face = destiny
being ugly is the worst curse. it is worse than having a terminal illness.

>>134531370

Step 1. Meditation. Even though I'm just some anonymous faggot on 4chins, trust me.

Step 2. Stop thinking like this.
>>extremely blackpilled, know women get 500 tinder matches a day with Chads, society considers me a disposable battery, I'll never fit in with normies because of ugliness and lack of normieness

This type of thinking is unproductive, and is not an accurate representation of reality. It may be your perceived reality, but it is not "reality."
Thoughts have a direct impact on our emotions.
Here, a little experiment. Try to remember one of your favorite childhood memories, a time where you were happy, excited, or something along those lines. Keep that thought in your head, and keep thinking about it. Try to remember all of the details as the were. Remember everything that happened that made you happy. Feel better yet?

Step 3. Read "Feeling Good" by David Burns.

Here's a link to a pdf version (lol at the fucking domain name) https://islamiconlineuniversity.com/counseling/resources/David%20Burns%20-%20Feeling%20Good.pdf

It might seem likes he's just a salesman trying to promote his product in the first few pages, because he does a lot f humble-bragging and so on, but once he dives into the nuts and bolts, there's great information.

Hope some of this helps you out, buddy. God bless.

>>134531370
Fuck dude, you need to work on your goddamn self esteem.

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>be 28
>apply to over 1000 jobs for which I have the skills and experience
>struggle to find full-time work in my field for 7 months
>meet faggots like OP every day
>ask them what to do to land a job
>"just be positive and keep applying, I'm sure it'll work out"

I hope you burn in hell.

GO TO PATTAYA

>>134532095
>is not an accurate representation of reality
There is no accurate representation of reality, it's all simulacrum. Op, you need to meditate and realize that none of your perceptions are real except for raw sensation. Your experience is clouded by concepts of the mind and yours are predominantly negative. Change the lens through which you see the world and change your life. The way your attitude goes is the way your life will be.
Lifting weights, meditating, drinking a lot of water, eating clean food, maintaining low body fat and a regular sleep schedule are the best places to start.
Nothing you do matters, you're going to die and your slate wiped clean. In the meantime you can wallow in tediousness or enjoy yourself. You have to pick yourself up and drag your shitty corpse out of your current state if your life is going to change. Like I said, it doesn't matter if you don't, but the rest of your life is going to be numb and shitty if you don't do anything.

get the hell out of London. It is an oppressive filth ridden hellhole and you will save £££

>>134531370
TLDR, this isn't r9k, sort yourself out.

>>134532958

>over 1000 applications

Lol your CV must be covered in red flags. Unless you're a fresh graduate you should be getting an interview for almost anything you apply for providing you target the right industry+ pay grade. You are doing something fundamentally wrong over and over expecting dofferent results??

>>134531370
if you want to see the deepest truth, be ugly and quiet

>>134535762
THIS

Get out of London.

GET OUT OF LONDON.

Make that medium-term life goal if you will.

I worked in London for a few years about ten years ago.

I AM NEVER GOING BACK

It was only when I got out that I realize how much damage it did to me.

It might sound a bit like posturing, but I'm quite serious:-

I WILL DIE BEFORE I GO BACK TO LONDON

>>134531370
>>got home from my extremely low effort white collar job at 5.45 pm
>>mindlessly browse internet for 3.5 hours
Do some exercise cunt

>>134537653

True story. I exercise in the morning and turn up to my job an hour late regularly. I sound alpha but it's actually only accepted due to being the low responsibility beta nobody talks to

>>134537949
How often do u fap

>>134531370

How ugly are we talking here? Most times male ugliness can be improved by losing weight, dressing better, acquiring confidence.

You have to be absurdly ugly to really be a social outcast as described. Show us.

>>134538597
Some guys really overestimate the importance of looks due to our feminized culture. For women having a good looking face is very important and determines their place in the hierarchy. For men it's all about being confident and walking around like you have a big dick. As long as your face isn't hideous and actively deterring people, confidence and having your shit in order is all you need.