>sitting in a train station in city of London, drinking coffee at 11 pm
>seeing all the attractive people enjoying their lives
>can't even be bothered walking around outside to get the cathartic feeling of seeing Chads and Staceys at bars on a hot Friday night, definitively crushing my daytime delusions that arise due to seeing so many qts who are dressed as Chad bait at night and all have one night stands and 5000 tinder matches
>tfw aged 26, no social life for almost ten years, no female attention ever, only ever done stuff with escorts
>demoralised as fuck, blackpilled as fuck, nihilistic as fuck, see snake oil salesmen, stupid people, and charlatans as far as the eye can see, in all fields
>have no hobbies that have not morphed in to their own sort of work and drudgery (reading books - "Read these classic books", lift weights - am mentally held hostage and have to be tortured by seeing half naked Staceys exercising for Chad, learn programming- "Learn this way or you're dumb!")
>at this point I even procrastinate my hobbies - sitting and drinking coffee and riding the tube while reading on my phone is more enjoyable
What horrific drudgery. What a huge irony that I am the most relaxed at my government job, even though I became the ugly loner beta autist within two days.
And this is me standing at the edge of the Darwinian social game. If I ever talked to anyone or tried to join in, I would be humiliated due to my non chad looks and lack of social capital.
At this point, fuck society, it sees me as a disposable beta male to suck the life out of. I guess seeing people whine about student loans in the news is a great pleasure.
this isn't the board for your pity party.
>>132797697
Wippanwoppa woppanwoppa
https://youtu.be/HEJO8t_wCUQ
>>132797697
No matter how sad you get, OP; life will go one. Literally no one cares. Being a sad cunt will get you no where in life.
>t. a sad cunt sleeping on his mother's sofa
>>132798492
ugly people can get along just fine look ar ray winston the trouble is people can smell your desperation and lameness
You could always visit a 'massage parlour'
>>132797697
qq more
>>132797697
quit being a little faggot, faggot. start lifting . start reading. You don't think half this board feels this same way? do you want to live like a normie? Quit bitching you little fuck and get out there and prepare for the collapse. Jesus christ I can't believe the people I align with politically are such little cross dressing traps
Replies are appropriate thusfar. At the end of the day, you alone are responsible for your 'drudgery'. As someone who's been there then made it, I have no sympathy for you. If I was in your situation I wouldn't have wrote a /r9k/ blogpost, instead I would have gone and had a pint and talked shit to the first cunt I seen. That's what creates success, small victories and momentum, not pity parties. Next time you wanna be a faggot and blogpost go do something new in real life, as in right fucking now.
>>132797697
Go and join a d and d group you mental