Who /almost given up/ here? >coffee has ruined sleep so haven't

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Who /almost given up/ here?

>coffee has ruined sleep so haven't been able to lift at full strength since april
>only gone to gym intermittently since start of may
>type up a rant almost every day on my phone
>waste all my free time
>have a job that lets me wear a suit and work near world famous landmarks with a respected employer doing almost no work... but I know I am disgusting pathetic wagie scum
>became the ugly loser loner beta autist nobody talks to at work after only two days
>aged 26 and never been to a pub or club, had no friends or social experiences since 18, never had attention or done anything with women ever
>bought two packs of mushjy carby supermarket sandwiches at lunch
>after work bought junk food after feeling demoralised at seeing all the qts everywhere
>had doritos and dip and really big chocolate bar
>go outside and have large mcdonalds meal and two extra burgers
>feel too bloated and fat to even sit around watching the qts as they prepare for another night of being fucked by chad after being worshipped in atavistic clubs
>browse porn for almost 4 hours at night but don't bother wanking
>wake up after 5 hours sleep
>wank
>put off shaving, cleaning my room and bathroom, doing dishes, washing clothes
>bought more ice cream, big bag of crisps, chocolate
>needed a haircut two weeks ago

I'll fix the diet and my rooom... but I know it's all hopeless because it's all about the FACE. It kills me to go to the city of london stations, watch the huge number of professionally dressed up qts, and know they only go for hyper patrick bateman and eric halberstrams. And of course the gigantic number of qts everywhere else.