Tell me why you despise women, I'll start >mother was

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Tell me why you despise women, I'll start
>mother was an alcoholic junkie bitch
>aborted her first pregnancy, told me she would have aborted me too if she had the money, but it was the Reagan era so no gibsmedat
>abused me physically and mentally throughout most of my childhood and teens
>I spent the weekend in jail (not juvie, but big boy jail) when I was 16 because I punched her in the mouth after she threw piping hot soup in my face
I suspect this is why I have a mother son incest fetish, I never had a mother that loved me and now that I'm an adult I seek out older women to kind of "take care" of me

>Had several girlfriends in high school
>All of them crushed me and broke up with me in the most sadistic ways possible, one on Christmas eve where I had taken her to an expensive dinner
>Join Marine Corps, 1 deployment, wanted to propose to the girl I was dating at the time
>One of my good friends breaks the news to me that she has been fucking other marines when I get home
>confront her on it, she conforms it
>literally want to kill myself
>reach out for mental health care, tell my Chaplain I want to die, and that I wouldn't mind taking her with me, but I had intention of acting on these thoughts
>get involuntary committed to a mental institution and dishonorable discharged from the US armed forces after an otherwise spotless career
>can't find work anywhere because I'm basically seen as a crazy person who washed out of the military by anyone who runs a background check on me

>get close to having a fucking anxiety attack every I talk to a female because literally every woman in my life has tried to destroy me

So what's your story?