Give me, a white man, a reason to live. I mean literally something

>>129378340
For no other reason than to destroy all those who have wronged you.

(In a completely rational and legal way.)

>>129378340
Join the navy.

>>129378673
Can't. Shut in.

>>129378722
Can't. Shut in.

>>129378813
>>129378813
Then scrap the perfectly rational and legal way and just destroy all those who wronged you. You'll feel better and then you can move on.

>>129378940

You're literally not telling me how to accomplish anything. I'm not god or Superman.

File: 1496513666192.jpg (110KB, 1440x1425px) Image search: [Google]

110KB, 1440x1425px

>>129378340
Start training don't stop
Learn survival skills spend your hobby time in the woods
Learn Self-Defence
Get a fire arm practice with it a lot

Get the fuck ready for the rest button, its coming if it does not, go find George Soros and use your skills to kill him and any other Zionist leader.

Life is a challenge fucking rise to it.

>>129379221

What part of shut-in can people not understand. I am physically disabled, dude.

>>129379091
First you need to raise your confidence. Start exercising, meditating, maybe join a martial arts class. Read more, eat better food, and learn new things. Eventually you'll find something you're passionate about.

>>129378340
Clean your room
Sort yourself out
Become the hero
Ressurect the dead Father
Save the World

>>129379306
Write a book? Become a chess player? I believe in you senpai :3
Reality is though, you will always find a way to justify what you are already doing, the real question is to ask how you can justify living.

Look, you take women for what they are. Nobody promised you a princess. You oughta really understand that there is not a woman that will make you happy. That's not their purpose..

If I was a woman, I'd be fucking Chad and using Jerry for his money.. I mean come on.

>>129379469

See, this is the kind of answer I was hoping for. Something doable.
As for justifying living, I guess it's Fear of Death and maybe, somehow, things will change magically. But in the meantime I'd like to keep occupied and content.

>>129378340
Discrimination? There are 750000000 white women on this earth. Don't generalise.

>>129378340
you need to become a trap to satisfy your black sex daddies.

>>129378340
>women gave me PTSD
KEK

>>129379908

Are you saying there is NO other reason to exist than to find a woman? Come on. I'm looking for alternatives, not female apologists.

>>129378340
. Make your bed
. Clean your room
. Exercise

There's your first 30 minutes of the day

>>129380207

You wouldn't understand what it's like to have to live with white women, Bulgaria.

>>129380401

These are not hobbies or pursuits. Those are just busy work that will not make me happy while doing them.

>>129379874
Youre limiting yourself according to the values others have told you about yourself do what you love doinf and everything else will fall in place if not become a mercenary or just escape society but anything you do do it with balls or dont do it

>>129378340
forgive them for what? do you assume all females are like the raging hardcore feminists you see on news articles posted here? grow up and stop letting 4chan dictate your albeit worthless views

>>129379908
Every single one of them is shit, this is not up for debate.
>>129378340
Get a dog.

Find a Hispanic chick. One that speaks English, they still act the same, they'll take care of you and you'll be happy.

Maybe take up a hobby like music, drawing, art, and quick being a pussy.

Not all white girls are bad.

>>129380422
>but muh white womynz
>Bulgaria
You're a pussy AND retarded. You want an answer? Fine.
1, Man the fuck up.
2, Stop crying about bitches and being a little victim.
3, ???
4, Profit

File: 1481914392437.png (13KB, 560x407px) Image search: [Google]

13KB, 560x407px

>>129380488
Cells don't reproduce without stress. Buy a bicycle or a swimming pool membership, an hour of aerobic exercise will quickly give you every reason to live, lol.

>>129380495
>do what you love doing

If I knew what I loved doing I'd be doing it. I'm asking what people love doing that doesn't require going outside, winning over women or other things I can't handle.

>>129380560
You're missing my point. I'm not here to argue, I'm asking for things to DO to keep myself from being unhappy. Jesus Fucking Christ

>>129380613
Dogs are nice but I already have six cats that I can't properly take care of.

>>129380732
I'm not asking for women, I'm asking for hobbies. Are you people blind.

>>129378340
Don't take /pol/ too seriously.

>>129380945
How about fish? Aquariums are pretty good.

>>129378340
Set future goals, outside of women and children, that you want. Feel all the emotions surrounding your past anger, sadness,shame and fear etc. Exercise and eat healthy. The whole point of consciousness is to be conscious and make it better.

File: 0dc.jpg (32KB, 723x706px) Image search: [Google]

32KB, 723x706px

>>129378340
This is some intricate bait.

>>129380368
Ill be straight with you OP, there is no right answer, only a set of best practices for you personally. Firstly, don't think like this
>me, a white man
>White women are so horrible
This is the race trap that everyone is in right now where your greatest trait or most valued trait about yourself is the amount of pigmentation in your skin instead of your individual accomplishments and beliefs. Idk OP, stop falling for the white women meme and be who you want to be without judging others as right or wrong.

I mean he disabled are you? You have hands? Do you have hands? Or is your disability a mental thing?

>>129380945
>Six cats

This has to be a joke.

You're barking up the wrong tree.

No one can tell you how to be happy. Get some therapy and learn how to cope with life in a healthy way. What you're doing right now is not constructive.

>>129381048
True, I love my little fish. I think he hates me though.

>>129381324
What fish do you have?

File: Psilocybin Mushroom.jpg (138KB, 1600x900px) Image search: [Google]

138KB, 1600x900px

>>129378340
<-----------
Do most of what the repliers said, but also take an eighth of Psilocybin Mushrooms with the intention of become a better person as a well as a happier person.

File: 1496941487278.gif (405KB, 722x720px) Image search: [Google]

405KB, 722x720px

>>129380422
At that point i would just fucking kill myself.
Op you're a pathetic retarded pussy who can't face life.

>>129381410
*becoming

>>129378340
Okay, since this thread is new, I will ask this:

Can you redpill me about captcha and picture captcha in here? I can't find the legacy captcha option anywhere. I use incognito mode and no cookies, is that why I have to fill in captcha every time?

The Google picture captcha most of the times has to be filled multiple times and it becomes really painful on a laptop without a mouse. What should I do? Please help.

Thanks.

>>129381203
>I already have six cats that I can't properly take care of.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lLJGvygENo

File: co.png (584KB, 600x848px) Image search: [Google]

584KB, 600x848px

>>129378340
Join a mercenary group for a good cause

>>129380732

>Find a Hispanic chick
Cannot stress this enough.

South America may be a corrupt third world shithole, but the women are raised to still be respectful and not roastie whores.
Dating a girl who was born in Argentina and it basically spoiled me as to how terrible Western women are.

>>129378340
Deus Vult
incoming race war
incoming WWIII
restoring the best world order, aka 4th reich
plenty of reasons to live anon

>>129381406
I little betta. I felt bad for him. I have a nice tank and everything for him, when I feed him he almost attacks my finger.

And he doesn't eat the fucking pellets. He eats worms

>>129381469
Dude you're hella fucked up. You just can't tell someone to kill them self.

File: 1475233828656.jpg (64KB, 633x758px) Image search: [Google]

64KB, 633x758px

>mfw non white and have more reasons to live than Op
You're fucking pathetic

>>129381532
Yeah I'm Hispanic. We're nice but none of us want to go to college.

>>129381048

Hm. But I'd have to clean it all the time. Fucking fish.

>>129381069
Yeah, that's my goal. But I need to know what my goal is. That's my goal right now, to find out what my goal is.

>>129381226
I have little stamina because of my condition. Yes, half of it is mental but that's still fucking me up. I'm already on Prozac.

>>129381240

I told my mom (a white woman) to get the cat we took in fixed, but her "spirit guides" told her she wouldn't get pregnant.

>>129381410
I have no friends, no access to people who can get me drugs.

>>129378340
>Coming to 4chan to ask for a reason to live
You're either new or retarded. Just go livestream it and post the link to the stream on /b/

>>129378340
you're a weak faggot living life on easy mode
there are 6.5 billions in the world who would kill to be in your shoes

white women are the only women on earth who prefer their own race to everyone else

everyone else prefers white men to their own men

the fact that you were unable to utilize everything that was given to you makes you a lazy tard

time to kys

>>129378340
Get right with Jesus Christ.

>>129378340
get a will of an iron sword ya nigglet you can get up and try stop whining your living in the greatest country on earth along. Get a loan start a business go do somethin be creative your lucky your not in china because they would fucking tear you apart

File: Multitud_Crespo.jpg (582KB, 1341x1055px) Image search: [Google]

582KB, 1341x1055px

>>129381532
Argentina is more Western than the US you stupid Ameriturd.

File: look harder faggot.jpg (78KB, 407x544px) Image search: [Google]

78KB, 407x544px

>>129381487
Lurk harder, faggot

File: 1487130754894.gif (181KB, 477x348px) Image search: [Google]

181KB, 477x348px

>tell people I'm HOUSEBOUND

>they tell me to move to Argentina and start a fucking business.

Please read my previous replies, for the love of christ.

I want hobbies and interests and pursuit and whatever the fuck you call it that I can do at home BY MYSELF and that give me something to look forward to.

>>129382060
The only notable thing someone can name from Argentina is fucking Messi.

>>129381532
I also think you are larping since Argentines don't refer to ourselves as "Hispanic" not even the brown ones. And we are generally not considered third world since it's not a poor country.

>>129378340
Please write a concise book of only factual indisputable information exposing the Jews. This should include the lavon affair the Uss liberty their selling of our high tech secrets to China/Russia their communist spies giving away the nuke their holy book literally saying we will be their slaves their disproportionate wealth and power their inability to ever build their own nation their abuses of Palestine their long track record of pedophilia and perversion etc

>>129382332
Well what do you even like to do?

>>129381758
you can very easily obtain drugs on the onions, buy some bitcoin and experiment with psychedelics.

>>129382415

And who would publish it and who would put it in their bookstores that would make it worth the trouble.

>>129379874
One word: propaganda.

>>129382060
"Western" almost exclusively refers to the US, Canada, Europe, and Anglosphere countries like Australia.

Argentina is not "western," no matter what helps you sleep at night.
But I don't know why you're getting triggered, because at this point, not being Western is a good thing.

>>129382551
Kindle will publish anything.

>>129382332

The PROBLEM is that you're HOUSEBOUND, you stupid idiot. How old are you? Move OUT of your parents house. They're not doing you any favours - just look at what you've become under the guidance of your guardians.

Give yourself a rite of passage. Go through hardship and suffering. Only then can you appreciate the cushy life you're living.

>>129382360
Jorge Luis Borges is from Argentina and he's probably the best writer ever.

>>129382523

That's just it, don't have something like that. Sometimes I'm happy when my writing comes along, but I get writers block and then become even more upset.


>>129382529
I cannot handle the thought of going to jail, however remote. I've been there before and it's not worth it.

>>129382593
I couldn't convince a nigger to eat fried chicken. I'm not going to convince anyone of anythign.

>>129382657
Yeah but who is going to read it. Amazon isn't forced to put things up on their sites.

>>129382551
Self publish to Amazon
Give away for free asking for donations
Please, for the sake of all of us, help to defeat the world destroying Jew.

>>129382408
I don't give a shit what you call yourselves. We call you Hispanic. Stop being butthurt and autistic. This is why we are stealing your women.

>>129378340
Start meditating. It can give you incomparable joy and contentment for free and nobody can take it from you.

It doesn't also require to you listen to any retarded bullshit coming from anyone about anything. Particularly about how cats won't get pregnant.

>>129382408
I thought Argentina couldn't even feed their own polar bear.

Stop being so weak
Stop blaming women, they dont have any responsability or consciousness.

If you are fat, cut, then go to the gym, lift heavy eat heavy. Stop looking for pussy, its a dead end and a waste of time.
You will start to feel better about yourself

>>129378340
How much disposable income do you have?
How do you actually feel about writing, reading videogames etc.
Is your mental problem anxiety? Is it a new thing or has it been going for a while? Should I assume the pills aren't working very well? You might need to keep changing until you find one that works. That's what ultimately saved me 10 years back.
Unfortunately besides reading, writing and gaming there is not a lot you can do to distract yourself from home. You need to find your happy pills or overcome your condition in some other way and move out if these activities bring you no joy.

>>129382332
Make handmade sculptures of your daughteru out of dried semen.

File: liberals right now.jpg (137KB, 1080x1096px) Image search: [Google]

137KB, 1080x1096px

>>129378340
You are the highest form of life.

People all over the world would do anything to trade places with you.

Just make yourself more awesome. Focus on cleaning up your act (clean your room meme inserted here) and don't let what the (((you know who))) get you down.

Things are going to turn around. You are fortunate to be here at this time.

>>129382820
>Jorge Luis Borges
>Best writer ever
Dostoyevsky, Shakespeare, Dante etc etc etc

Have you joined the meme war yet? You can be responsible for creating the red pills that alter the course of humanity forever. Goebbels was a suicidal black pilled shut in loser before his historic entry into the meme war

>>129383204
Matter of preference m8. I like his abstract style and his stories give me feels.

>>129378340

Asians embrace you when western women shun you, emrace the ricepill.

>a reason to live
How about anime and cs:go?
Alternatively you can have a motorcycle.
Or both.

>>129383309
*becomes angry in Church Slavonic*

>>129383393
i second the motorcycle, all the assholes i met had one but they seemed fucking happy.

>>129378340
nice external locus of control. you'll never be happy until you learn to fix this.

>>129383196
>Just make yourself more awesome. Focus on cleaning up your act
Seconding this, legitimately helped me

>>129382923

Alright how do I do that. I heard meditating is like torture, but you're saying that's not true.

>>129383132
I get a check for 700 each month. Basically I can buy things on Amazon. Otherwise I'd have to rely on my mother to do these things and she's very difficult to deal with. I want us to move but that would require massive amounts of cooperation from her (I live with her), and I can barely get that bitch to buy me food.

Videogames are ass and hurt my wrists. Writing is okay but I am constantly rewriting to make it "better". I don't know how to get into books anymore.

I guess I could try to get on more meds but I can't stop taking Prozac because I've tried to taper and it was impossible. I've been on them for like 15 years and had the anxiety for over 21 years.

>>129381758
African Violets
Erikson
Find your African Violets
Fish perhaps?

>>129383532
t. ((Psych101))

>>129383526
Being asshole is the best thing in the world. Only other things you can be is shit and that which is being shat on.

>>129378340
I live for the funsies.
Fuck everyone im the king.

File: Wild.jpg (123KB, 600x600px) Image search: [Google]

123KB, 600x600px

Finnish Pop Music.

>>129378340
>White women are so horrible
Yer a faggot, Harry.

>>129383173

That doesn't work.

>>129383228

Even before the Nazis were somebody, they were somebody. And what happened? The nobodies beat them anyway.

>>129383316
I have nothing to offer them except semen.

>>129383393
Anime doesn't do it for me, or computer games.

>>129383532
Can you explain.

>>129383595
Those fish don't require cleaning up?

>>129383781
and is what i said wrong? read his responses, everything is outside of his control, even the good advice he dismisses as "not possible due to my circumstances".

also i took advanced psych too!

>>129383881
LMAO you are fucking right my friend.

>>129383978
read this. it actually helped me a lot as well.
http://study.com/academy/lesson/locus-of-control-definition-and-examples-of-internal-and-external.html

>>129378340
You are just weak, kill yourself because we don't need white men like you. There are plenty of us who aren't fucking pathetic. Genes like yours do not need to be spread, so the best thing you can do for the white race is to eliminate them.

File: dcb18ba21e9076e38ab650fa342092c2ed010478faff3653e70f54c50abe53e1.jpg (2MB, 2634x1890px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 2634x1890px

>>129382655
Wrong

>Generally speaking, the current consensus would locate the West, at the very least, in the cultures and peoples of Europe (at least the European Union member states, EFTA countries, European microstates), the United States, Canada, Australia, New Zealand, and parts of Latin America.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Western_culture
>The term also applies beyond Europe, to countries and cultures whose histories are strongly connected to Europe by immigration, colonization, or influence. For example, Western Culture includes countries in the Americas and Australasia, whose language and demographic ethnicity majorities are currently European.

>>129382940
It matters because you would know this otherwise. Thus you are larping.

>>129382360
See pic

>>129383988
You took adv. psych?

>>129378340
>Give me, a white man, a reason to live.

Same, although I still have a shimmer of hope. If I fail my exam next week tho I will kill myself since I would have lost 7 years worth of education and no chance of getting it back.

File: images-7.jpg (19KB, 464x317px) Image search: [Google]

19KB, 464x317px

>>129383988
(((())))

>>129384205
yea just for fun really as a social elective, im actually chemistry

>got PSTD from a bitch
You sound like the bitch.
weak beta threads get saged you are shitboy

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IpBExGIiO2M

>>129384182
Damn, Dogo, I missed that one.

>>129383573
Holy shit mate.
I am not an expert but please do talk with some other doctors about trying different meds. I still have faith in modern medicine for some reason. And if they manage to find the problem in your chemistry and fix it, it will literally change everything forever. Normies don't think it be like it is but it do.
And writing does sound like something you could turn out to be good at - doesn't have to be a huge commitment like a whole book, you could even make a few throwaway blogs for fictional people, or join some fan fiction community and try to write some shit for them, expand a network of contacts or something like that to keep you attached to reality in some shape or form.

>>129384182
your country will be even less white when they import more half niggers from the rest of south america.
Let's see how much you accomplish then

>>129384361
i really dont get what you're trying to suggest. how is changing your approach to problems a jewish trick? how does that benefit jews in any way?

>>129384362
My specialty is math and randomly computer graphics. I basically fuck around on PS all day

>>129381853
Nah, the easy moders are dindus and sand niggers getting free rides.

>>129384100

Thanks.

>>129384262
You live in Australia. How can you be depressed in Australia.

>>129384376
Not from one, from a shitton of them. And even one woman can fuck up your life. Just ask Brendan Frasier. And he's way better than me.

>>129384445
Mmmm. I guess. The main problem is my disability. I really can't do shit except be conscious for eight hours in the day.
I often wonder how people stuck in iron lungs cope with it because that's not too different from my situation.

>>129384629
very nice, i love math personally, but really dont understand it on the level of computer science, algorithms and whatnot. I currently am doing research into creating an analog for a truncated GFP protein which will be used in a biosensor for dengue detection

>>129384745
can you not walk or something?

File: Ecclesia.jpg (139KB, 640x408px) Image search: [Google]

139KB, 640x408px

I feel your pain anon. As always, there is only ever one reason to live... That is for God.

Give your life to Jesus Christ, call out to Him. What have you got to lose?

>>129384445

I've tried valium, but even if I could get a daily prescription that shit is dangerous if you can't get access to it.

>>129384939

Only for short periods of time.

>>129384964
I tried that. He never got back to me.

>>129384895
lmao I don't know what any of that shit is, the college I go to make all math majors do computer crap. I don't like it but it's fun when it gets to graphical crap. I'm just enjoying the week I have before my sucky summer class starts.

>>129378340
I would suggest Marc Aurel. I think it's about having a sense of duty to society, but also to yourself. I think live is always struggle and it isn't fair, you have to believe in yourself even, if you fail a million times. I think it's also wrong to attribute the failures of all females to one, there are still cute, feminine and loyal females. You however have to except they are not man and you wouldn't want it if they were. Them being manly means they put on a mask and you have to get through. I never meet a girl, who wasn't childish and light hearted, when she really opened up, even the autistic ones and those with severe depression. If you hate them for being what they truly are they will be fake with you and put on a show. For the PTSD I know it seems cruel, but you have to make a conditioning therapy and face it. I also think you should start philosophy, literature and mathematics, those are the fields which you can get a glimpse of something bigger and transcendent. Try to be a better you everyday even, if you fail sometimes, everybody does from time to time that's very human.

>>129382060
>Argentina is more Western than the US

Arguing Argentina is western is one thing. Arguing it is more western than the US is fucking stupid.

>>129378340
>Should I get a hobby
No, you should get a hubby. Try to suck some dicks.

>>129385081
What about a wheelchair?

Or do you use a cane?

Also how did you find a chick in first place if you never go outside?

>>129379306
Take your wheelchair right next to Soros and snackbar him. He won't expect it.

>>129384612
Just memeing about psych in general. I had to do a sem for teaching (chem major as well xd).

>>129378340
>women can't ever make up for the fact that they didn't throw themselves at my feet and fuck me despite premarital sex being degenerate trash just because I have a penis
>I can't raise a child because these mean women just didn't do it with me and I had to jerk off with my hand like billions of other men across the world who manage just fine

you're not worth saving, kill yourself.

>>129385146
But someone attached an image to the their Argentina Claim, it HAS to be legit.

>>129379874
There are a lot of doable things.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REnlB3631Nw

>>129378340
>What is the meaning of life, young anon?
To drive your enemies before you, and hear the lamentations of their women

>>129385081

What did you try? Did you pray daily? Did you study the bible? You need to learn who God is...

If you want to change your life, and remove the most likely barrier to your connection with God... Go to www.nofap.com

Laugh all you want, it will change your life.

>>129378340
Start with NOFAP/PORN

>>129383573
>Alright how do I do that. I heard meditating is like torture, but you're saying that's not true.

I mean, it can be if you've been conditioned to require constant stimulation, but you don't seem like that. (Those people also need it the most).

Basically, find a nice calm spot that you can go to. Preferably outdoors with a nice atmosphere. Sit in a comfortable position. Try to clear your mind, especially of your concerns. Your worries, your problems, your stresses, they aren't going anywhere. The time you set aside to meditate is time to reach total mental relaxation, to let all the world go. Because in the end, your problems aren't that large nor should they make every moment of your life worrisome.

So take that time to just relax, mentally, physically. Focus on taking full breathes, and just letting everything go. Look inward and find parts of yourself that are hidden beneath all the nonsense society puts in your head. When you reach these places in your mind, you will experience satisfaction beyond what the external world can give you, and it will change your perspective.

Good luck.

>>129378340
learn to code, make mods for games or something, or just play games.

Workout, watch movies, masturbate, fuck hookers, eat junk, drink, smoke, whatever.

>>129385527
HAHAHA they even sell shirts.

>>129385593
Also a pretty decent suggestion, though for me meditating everyday just slowly ate away at the pleasure I got from it, making it almost effortless to quit.

>>129384745
I am serious about the doctors and pills. Prozac is also ancient and we do have one or two better options these days. Not sure if they are being prescribed already, but could probably be purchased with bitcoin.
Don't want to be paranoid, but keeping you on the same meds that don't work for so many years sounds like almost criminal neglect to me.
Unless they are kind of working and you simple do not manage to take advantage of them - like, you think you can't do X but you are actually technically able, it's just that even the thought of doing X is unpleasant. But not unbearably so. Could technically be learned helplessness - you being able to sit and talk to us for at least an hour, replying to almost everyone is kind of a proof that you have at least some capacity to act, overcoming your disability. Are you attempting to push yourself to do things that you *know* are impossible on a regular basis? Some of them might have become actually okay over the years without you finding out.

>>129385748
OP all of these are good besides the last four things.

>>129385308

I haven't tried a cane. Don't have a wheelchair but that's possible. The problem is I need to get a doctors note saying I'm disabled. Because my condition is Crohns it's sort of "hidden" as a disease. It's not blatantly obvious and doctors don't even want to give me a fucking disabled parking thing.

>>129385315
I'd fuck it up, but I'd do it. I think i really would.

>>129385466
Brennan is smart. I am not. And he has to live in the fucking Phillippines for his money he makes to support him. p.s. that fucking yarmulke.

>>129385527
I tried nofap for over a month and I started getting persistent pain in my balls so had to give it up.

>>129385914

Believe me, replying is wearing me down.

I don't tell my doctors how I feel emotionally because I don't want the cops to kick down my door and seize my guns. My guns keep me from worrying about niggers and they are a good last resort. I'm not suicidal but they won't understand that.

Well, I'll think on what you've said.

>>129378340
The problem is that you still care. Stop caring. Once you literally don't give a fuck you will no longer be a shut in. ((They)) have absolutely ruined our women and it will not be fixed in our lifetime. When I left Texas a year ago they were walking around with half their ass hanging out of their shorts. Make as much money as possible and fuck as many of these whores as possible. Find a hobby you enjoy too.

>>129386043

Senpai, stick with nofap. Masturbation makes you shy, depressed, anxious, empty and just generally lacking an aura/charisma of any kind.

I'm not saying this is you, but this is what most guys are like when they masturbate.

If you are looking for a reason to live, if you are looking to improve your life... You priority should be TWO things.

1) nofap
2) God

That is it, don't listen to these retarded suggestions. Dedicate yourself to nofap. It should be the priority because it will change everything.

File: 1493500384355.jpg (18KB, 183x200px) Image search: [Google]

18KB, 183x200px

>>129378340
Just be yourself and deal with it pussy.

Become a chemist

>>129386511
whoa, they can take your guns away for being emotional?

>>129378340
kys

>>129386511

And get off psych meds. You need to understand, masturbation fucks up your brain. It is not natural.

Usually men are depressed/anxious as anything and all the while they were just massively burt out with hormonal imbalances and all sorts of maladies.

>>129386579

Yeah but the ball pain. It was persistent and lasted a while even when I started batin' again. No thanks.

>>129386848
I think so. My understanding is if you say something to your doctor that could possibly be construed as suicidal they can take your guns. There was this big heavyset survivalist guy who told his doctor "well, if I ever get that sick I'd rather kill myself than go on". That's all it took.

>>129386933

I have tried to taper off Prozac and even when I immediately resumed normal dosage it took like a week to feel sane again. It was terrifying.

File: 45446546513215484.jpg (10KB, 265x190px) Image search: [Google]

10KB, 265x190px

>>129378340
>I mean literally something to live for besides women and children.
To rebuild the west and defend it. The West is your child.

>>129386043
That's not a hidden disease and doesn't prevent you from leaving the house. Go to a GI. I don't even think that qualifies you for a handicap parking spot either. You're shitting out your intestines but just stay away from gluten

Stop being a petulant manchild.

>>129386579
This's complete nonsense. Not ejaculating is bad for your prostate

>>129378340
>I don't think I'd ever be able to forgive them for the shit they've pulled over the last century.
>If they essentially said "I'm sorry" I think I would just blow my brains out because nothing they could do or say would make up for what they've done to me
These two statements are contradictory. You should want to blow THEIR brains out, not your own. This is /pol/, anyway. If you are here and you are really willing to throw your life away, do it via homicide for a good cause, not via suicide for nothing. Go burn down a cuckchurch or a rapemosque. Learn to shoot a gun and then go remove the Judge that gave probation to "refugees" that gang-raped a toddler and then put a gag order on the victim's mother. Or something else, I don't know. Do something, anything, as long as it's offensive and not just a waste of your own potential. Build or destroy, god damnit. If you destroy yourself you get no more chances to build or destroy others.

>>129386511
>Believe me, replying is wearing me down.
I know it does mate, but it would wear down even healthy and neurotypical guy as well. You are already capable of performing healthy-level tasks and behaviors - perhaps at a reduced capacity, say half as much as the norm. But half is a lot more than 0%. Give yourself credit and push yourself to overcome your reluctance to try. You will literally surprise yourself.
Get a second opinion, try to get your hands on a subscription for ketamine (against depression) and/or MDMA (against PTSD, but trials are still ongoing, you might want to wait).
Good luck.

Typical Argentinian, obsessed with how 'superior' Argentina is.

>>129387120

I will pray for you my friend. God and a period of prolonged celibacy will save you. I promise you nothing else will.

Go and read some of the nofap benefits/success stories and deal with the ball pain. No damage will be done by returning to a natural state, but you will ruin yourself by "batin"

It may take a month or two until you start to heal, there may be some withdrawal type symptoms (ball pain); I'm sure you can take it.

When you first feel the "nofap" benefits though, you'll feel like a child again; full of joy and peace.

>>129387157

How can I rebuild the West when I can't leave the house. Actually laughing here.

>>129387314
No i'm diagnosed with Crohns and am on anti-inflammatories and even an immune suppressant. But it still wipes me out and apparently my doctors are surprised at the idea that I could possibly be disabled. Don't see how to convince them.

>>129387360
No.

>>129387570
Please read my replies.

>>129387708
I'll look into it.

>>129387889

Deal with the ball pain? It was a persistent throbbing pain, like some kind of vein was messed up. I can't take it, sorry.

It all starts and ends with yourself. It sounds like you hate yourself and are lazy as all hell. Happiness and the things you want are things you may have to work for and your whiny tone makes me think you aren't willing to work for it.
Sage.

>>129388034

Eat a dick.

>>129388024

It's a common ill-effect. Probably because you have damaged yourself via fapping.

Long periods of celibacy between infrequent mating sessions is the norm. Your body is designed for it. Your body is NOT designed for weekly or even daily release.

Try it again man. Cold showers and avoid anything sexually arousing... (which is what causes the pain)

>>129387507
That's a jewish lie.

What did these women do to you?

>>129387507

Actually, that is a total lie. And it seems like the opposite is the case. Prostate cancer has been linked to sexual excess.

>>129388416

I was avoiding all sexual arousal and still got the pain.

>>129388716
Can you paint?

>>129379874
Get a life and quit complaining on a message board. Do economics or something

>>129388998

I don't think I can. Doesn't that require like years of training.

File: alpha.jpg (140KB, 960x720px) Image search: [Google]

140KB, 960x720px

>>129378340
watch sportball, buy a jersey of some dumb african, that will cheer you up

OP: here is the best advice in this thread.
Either:
Go out and get an education. Even physically disabled people can do this.
I dont know what age you are, but if you didnt go to college you could attend CC and then transfer to a 4 year.

If you really don't want to go outside, learn Computer Science on your own. If you have a ton of free time, this is the perfect spare-time reliever.

why?

1) it's fascinating, interesting, challenging and personally rewarding
2) While you probably wouldnt get hired by a company w/o a degree unless you had an amazing portfolio of code, you could make your own applications, programs, etc.
3) The field constantly grows, so there will be always room for you to learn more.

>>129389170
coming from a UCLA cs fag btw

Cuck Crohn's ain't bad. Stoping feeling so keking bad for yourself. My cousins got it and he did a half marathon a few years ago. Just man up and stop asking anons online for meaning

>>129388716

Look, you're going to have to deal with a little bit of ball ache. What would you rather have, massive mental health issues, anxiety, depression, only getting worse... or a bit of ball ache for a few weeks?

Not to mention all the millions of benefits you get. Confidence/happiness/female magnetism/strength gains etc etc etc...

Do the right thing senpai, I'm going, be assured of my prayers.

Remember, God and nofap. You can do it.

>>129378340
Move some where else, make lots of money and save it and watch as the world crumbles around you.

Don't be a debt slave and only work the hours you want. Don't feel you have to fit in with the rest of the idiots in society who are now mostly on anti depressants or anti anxiety medication of some sort.

Il dig ditches if it gets me away from neo liberal types of people.

>>129389139
Dude, can you even walk or what's the deal? It sounds like you are barely able to do any of the regular stuff people tend to do. And how did you get PTSD from women, there are so many things here that just seems strange.

>>129388312

I can eat whatever I want unlike you. You man child, Crohn's having little weakling. The only reason you're still breathing is that survival is virtually guaranteed in this country. Otherwise, you would be a celebrated casualty to Darwinism. The actual humans that live around you can't even harvest your organs because of your degenerate malady. Your misery is your fault, you hold the key to escape but you can't find it because you're blinded by the tears of self pity and failure. I mean you said no one else wants to help you. Can you blame them? If I knew someone talking like you I wouldn't help them either. Find a hole to crawl in and die. You'll be happier, the world will be better off and the only thing that won't change is the fact that no one cares.
Sage.

>>129378813
Go out and travel.

>>129389138
>do economics

Yeah, okay, I'll get right on that.

>>129389170
I tried college and I couldn't handle the hours and hustle and bustle. This was before I was sick as I am now, too.

Computers are boring to me.

>>129389294
Good for him you piece of shit. Unfortunately, Crohns affects people differently and as I said it's not my own problem. I'm not even sure I AM feeling bad for myself, you retard. I'm asking for things to do. You bitch fucker mother.

>>129389360
Well, I'll think about it. Still don't understand why god is so upset about masturbation. How about giving me my health and a woman so I don't have to resort to it.

Crohns disease ain't that bad. It like oh no I'm hurting wah. Cuck the fuck up and deal with it. No wonder women see you as a beta. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and stop asking anons online for purpose

Hahahaha /pol9k/ is real. Just kill youself you loser.

Hahahaha /pol9k/ is real. Just kill yourself you loser.

>White women are so horrible

This is what the white supremacists here and across the nation don't realize. You need to give up this pipe dream of "muh white babies" because white women are so spoiled, stuck-up, and vindictive that they aren't worth the having.

>>129389676

I'm not a shut in by choice.

>>129389731
Shut the fuck up, you don't know shit. There are people with Crohns who shit blood until they die, moron. And that's only one of my many issues. You have reading comprehension failure big league.

File: helen-keller-life-is-either-a-daring.jpg (63KB, 640x640px) Image search: [Google]

63KB, 640x640px

>>129378340

>>129389954

Then why are you so much after them, you nigger or jew or whatever godforsaken creature you are. Eat white supremacist shit you insect.

>>129390030

Helen Keller was a fraud and was neither deaf nor blind. No one born both deaf and blind has been able to accomplish anything she has. They turn into vegetables.

>>129390086
I'm not and nobody I know is.

>>129378340
Apologize to you for what? Your as bad as the feminists blaming men for all their problems.

I mean I don't think women are wonderful, but it's not like they owe you anything. Has a woman ever done anything to you besides not dating you?

>>129390171
What did the women do to you that is so bad, and why are you a shut-in?

>>129378340
Hi. I'm not phisically disabled but im basically an outcast, anon. However i already chose my path and know what the fuck i want to do. I barely leave my room and spend the whole day composing/playing/writing music. I'm alone everyday but ever since I switched my devotion from gaming/junkfood/porn to musical composition I feel fulfilled. I dont give a fuck if I die today or tomorrow cuz ill die happy or at least doing what i am extremely passionately and to some degree autistically inclined. Find your thing and do it. Grind 24/7 until you are good at it. Then grind more until you feel proud of yourself. Then grind more until you can show others what you do. Then grind more till your last day. It's too late to live a normal life for some of us. Think yourself as a monk that devotes his life to god but instead of god, "something" that has meaning for you. Godspeed anon. Dont kys yet.

http://www.everydayhealth.com/crohns-disease/living-with/running-helps-one-man-control-crohns-symptoms

Crohn's isnt that bad stop feeling sorry for yourself

>>129390086
The reason white women have wronged you and why you can't get one is because you're a steaming pile of human garbage. They can sense weakness and you wreak of it (that and your own shit).

>>129390403
didn't read the thread

>>129390523
didn't read the thread

>>129390352

That's an idea. I'd have to learn how to play from scratch. Guess I could get a keyboard.

>>129378340
The correct answer is to get sightly out of your comfort zone. That means stop being housebound somehow. Even if it's just a roll down the block and back. Get out a little and interact with people a little. A hello here, a nod there. Later on you can build up to conversations. You will never be happy solitary and housebound. You need at least one true friend, and it helps even if all you have are a handful of people who like you. I know you don't want to do this just like a kid doesn't want his broccoli and a fatass doesn't want to exercise but this is what you need to do. Take baby steps and try to get a little further outside your comfort zone each day. It will get easier for you.

>>129389718

It will be much more rewarding for you when you drag yourself out of this, rahter than God giving it you.

Don't think of it as God being mad at masturbation, think of it as you seriously draining your energy, creating all kinds of estrogen dominance/hormonal imbalances/burn out etc... God Bless.

Meditation. Look into Dzogchen, the highest form. It's your mind, only you can control it. You will achieve mental powers and strength, but it's up to you.

>>129390720
No, you just don't like hearing people who don't buy your self indulgent bullshit. Crohn's isn't that bad, you don't have ptsd, you're a weak subhuman with nothing to offer and that is a hard pill to swallow.

>>129391265

You're not qualified to make any of these determinations. The PTSD is caused by physical attacks I received as a school child. Crohns causes severe anxiety and mental imbalance and this aggravated it. Another thing that aggravates it is the stupidity of white women and whatever the fuck you are.

File: 1496533677794.jpg (132KB, 800x988px) Image search: [Google]

132KB, 800x988px

>>129388716
>I was avoiding all sexual arousal and still got the pain.

For bollocks pain , it is likely an excess of testosterone.

I think your medication is messing with your hormones and your body is producing too much testosterone.

I know this from taking Propecia (anti dht hair growth pill). Propecia stops testosterone turning into dht so much, so you end up with an excess of testosterone, which leads to ball pain. So I think you have this also.

>>129392147

No way. I actually have borderline low testosterone.

>>129378340
just cry it out, cry, cry, cry, cry some more then cry later. in between the crying make something you'll be proud of

>>129379091
You're an American. Get a gun and start shooting people. Before the police come shoot yourself.

File: 1495609583673.png (592KB, 766x520px) Image search: [Google]

592KB, 766x520px

>>129392522

Are you sure? Have you had it checked?

All I can say is, for me testosterone excess has given me ball ache.

Basically, I think your ball pain is to do with your hormones, and the medication you are taking is wreaking havoc with your hormones. Does your dick work well at all? Any problems?

Now, I want you to google each medication you are taking, and look up 'balls pain' side effect etc and see if other people report the same.

>>129391658
What I am is better than you. And since you seem to be asking 4chan about your life, you seem to deem me qualified to make that call. The reason I'm better than you is because I don't let things get in my way. People can be dicks, get over it. So you got beat as a kid; accept it and move on. The reason you're so pathetic is because you let these things hold you back. Take some responsibility and try to make the best of your life. I get the impression that life is too much for you. It sucks for you that you're allowed to live; if it were a different time and era you would have been weeded out long ago.

>>why the fuck do you think being a victim is virtuous? I just gave you evidence that your disease isn't that bad and you can gain your life back if you get over the mental blocks you've emplaced and your response is to completely reject it. You don't want help you want a pity party. Here is something I learned never through a woe is me party in a strange ground you might have paralized people or who knows what. Who are you to say who is qualified for what

>>129392777

Not even those digits can sway me to do that. First of all, I don't have the stamina to go on a spree. Secondly, even if I shoot myself that would be extremely painful. I don't want my final moments to be spent in such ways.

>>129392899
I only got the ball pain during the nofap. It's gone away. My dick seems fine, for being a jew-mutilated one.

File: 1438079059651.gif (3MB, 252x263px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 252x263px

>>129393099
>>129393176

holy fuck I love not reading a long drawn out post designed to bother me. Hah!

File: 1496152770958.gif (3MB, 480x270px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 480x270px

>>129393277
>I only got the ball pain during the nofap. It's gone away.

Interesting. Probably build of test or something.

I will say though, all those meds you take, they will say you will most likely not get sides, but everyone gets sides to a degree. Obviously taking stuff like prozac is not a good long term plan right? You need to do stuff.

Now lets cut the crap.

How attractive are you?

What is your height?

Do you have friends?

Do you still have your hair? Have you balded at all?

Have you been with girls sexually at all?

>>129393594
Which is why no one cares when you suffer, your life is pointless and you deserved being beat as a child.

>>129379091
Want a specified guide?

Since you live in the us, get a gun.

If you cant, a knife will do.

Call the girl that rejected you, say that you invite her to the movies or some shit.

If she says yes, just stab her when she least expects it and kill yourself unless you want to be buttraped in prisom.

If she says no, find her adress and do the same as above.

File: death_agony_chart.jpg (38KB, 292x414px) Image search: [Google]

38KB, 292x414px

>>129393277
a shotgun slug to the head is one of the least painful ways to go my hikineet friend.

>>129393277

Also, what is your age?

You sound like a kike

If you are go ahead and gas yourself

If you are not you can strive to not act like a kike.

That is something to live for.

File: 1489219339881.jpg (54KB, 304x278px) Image search: [Google]

54KB, 304x278px

>>129378340
SORT

>>129381628
That's his whole point retard

>>129393783

I have no idea how attractive I am. Never had a girl ask me out. I have a hunched posture.

I'm 5'10" No friends. Starting to thin at the top front. 38.

Yes I've been with hookers and it wasn't great at all.

>>129393865
Ha ha ha, so mad! This actually cheered me up. Keep getting mad, maddy.

>>129393883
I'm not a mud. I'm not going to kill a woman who "rejected" me because my shoes weren't long and pointy enough or whatever Mexican women care about.

>>129393887
I doubt that. Too many variables.

>>129394016
Def not a kike. My 23andme had no kikery.

>>129394294
It's absolutely instadeath no matter the "variables". Do you really thinks there's any chance this guy felt anything?

https://www.liveleak.com/view?i=15e_1425124149

>>129394294
>I have no idea how attractive I am. Never had a girl ask me out. I have a hunched posture.
>I'm 5'10" No friends. Starting to thin at the top front. 38.
>Yes I've been with hookers and it wasn't great at all.

Ok man. Have you had a career in your life? Do you have siblings? Where is your father?

Would you be interested in a romantic relationship?

Basically, we want to get you up and running to the extent you can.

>>129394540

Yes, I do. Even if it's a second of agony it's still agony. No thanks.

>>129394634
No to all of them.

>>129378340
Seriously need to man the fuck up. You are the biggest, baddest motherfucker on this planet. A WHITE MALE!
Now untuck your dick, take the fucking dress off, go fucking kill something, drink it's blood AND FEEL YOUR FUCKING POWER.
Or seriously, just admit failure and KYS.

>>129394294
>Def not a kike. My 23andme had no kikery.

There you go then.

Kikes made you a pile of kike acting shit who wants to die.

Get mad. Get even. Live to be not what the kikes made you.

>>129393887
>>129393277
If you do it( don't tho you have endless opportunities ahead of you) aim at your neck, don't shoot up or you might miss and end up in a lot off pain and surviving

>>129394294
I have no reason to be mad. Trust me, I have it pretty good. I just wish you would see the futility of it all and decide to spray what little brains you have on your hovel wall. Have some shame.

>>129378340
Save up to buy a tank and be the envy of your neighbors

File: 1496856087785.png (631KB, 892x504px) Image search: [Google]

631KB, 892x504px

>>129394719

Would you consider phoning into Stefan Molyneux?

>>129378340
>180

Do a 360 turnaround idiot, then you can walk away.

>>129394916

Didn't get past the first sentence.

>>129394909
Good to know, but too risky.

>>129395061
I get bad anxiety talking on the phone.

>>129394916

>Driven to suicide
>No reason to be mad

U wut m8?

>>129394294
you have more chances at life than i will ever have, plus you are in a majority (for now) white country. you need to have another outlook on life. also watch this video and try not to follow it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LO1mTELoj6o&feature=youtu.be

File: giphy.gif (445KB, 200x200px) Image search: [Google]

445KB, 200x200px

>>129395187
>I get bad anxiety talking on the phone.

Would you please try for me? I think he is your best hope.

File: 1489747364808.jpg (9KB, 300x222px) Image search: [Google]

9KB, 300x222px

>>129394909
don't aim at the fucking neck, put that shit on your temple and you're guaranteed to paint the walls with your brain.

>>129394719
If you can't take a millisecond of "agony" you definitely don't have what it takes to live. Stop asking people to stroke your ego on 4chan you crippled fuck.

File: steventheeven.jpg (107KB, 1920x1080px) Image search: [Google]

107KB, 1920x1080px

Look at Steven the smart guy, he's disabled. Just be like him or something bro. It's all about confidence bro, yeah bro. Chicks dig confidence so just roll those wheels at them, make a neat screech and say "What's up" then you pause "Ladies?" and give them a wink.

>>129395581
yeah that works. the main thing is just don't shoot up.

>>129395399

This is not a "I'm gonna kill myself" thread. I just wanted to have ideas for things to do to give my life meaning.

>>129395444

can't. sorry. I rather die

>>129395605
Okay, I'll do it.

File: gggggggggggggggggggggggggg.png (1MB, 599x766px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 599x766px

>>129395922
>can't. sorry. I rather die

You must have some kind of spark, in your life you must have had times of contentment and happiness. You need to ignite your spark. WAKE UP. SNAP OUT OF THE PROZAC MIST I AM SPEAKING TO YOU WAKE UP

File: 1491462560740.gif (1MB, 200x200px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 200x200px

>>129396448

The entire (original) point of the thread was to give me ideas about hobbies and pursuits and other such coping mechanism. I've gotten a good number and I'll research them.

>>129378340
Pffffft holy shit what a fucking pathetic loser. Emotional ptsd because women are so mean, dude, get the fuck out of the gene pool. End your life. Good god, you are so fucking pathetic. Do not pass go, go directly to a skyscraper and do a bellyflop.

File: 1494105047705.jpg (25KB, 618x450px) Image search: [Google]

25KB, 618x450px

>>129397019

FEEL YOUR HIGH SELF, CONFRONT YOUR SOUL FACE TO FACE. LET IT WASH OVER YOURSELF, SUBMIT TO IT. Allow yourself to feel. And most of all, be easy on yourself and your soul.

This is where your human'ness is, where you exist as a person. Stop running away from yourself and relax.

>>129397326
research how to get heroin and do copious amounts of it you cuck

How foolish.

>>129379375
Pretty much this.

You are putting all your hope on strangers and other external sources (anons, women, offspring, even government) to give you a reason to live. That's your problem. Everything should be given to you. You'll only work hard if you are given the prize beforehand.

Get over yourself, stop pitying yourself, find a way or die trying. You can come up with a long list of reasons why you can't, but that's just you talking yourself out of it without even trying to make things better.

>>129378340
Are you a neet?

File: 1496977080965.png (404KB, 551x466px) Image search: [Google]

404KB, 551x466px

>>129392777
checked
America fuck yeah.

>>129395444
You can do it OP. The digits are on your side on this one. It will be a good opportunity to practice talking to people, as talking on a phone is not that personal.

File: 4938733.jpg (9KB, 267x189px) Image search: [Google]

9KB, 267x189px

>>129378340
You want to know what keeps me going? Faith. Nothing more, nothing less.

Faith in yourself, faith in your friends, faith that you will overgrow this sense of apathy, faith that you will outshine others in your field. Faith that the world isn't completely full of assholes and degenerate mental patients.

And 4chan gave me that faith back, faith that i'm not alone in this world filled with strangers. Faith that i'll take with me into the future to help those who find themselves without faith.

Just live OP, work out, eat healthily, and form a bond with another living creature, whether its human or an animal. Find the love within yourself, or go fuck yourself, your choice.

File: 1494968218975.png (37KB, 1033x598px) Image search: [Google]

37KB, 1033x598px

>>129380613
>claiming every white woman is shit
Wonder whos behind this post

>>129378340
Start a no fap program immediately. You have clearly messed your head up with too much masturbation.