>you'll never be in the timeline where politics are for

>>127772199
>Youll never not be a worthless human being
Feels bad desu

>>127773405
What makes you feel worthless?

>>127773966
No discipline no ambition.
I process information incredibly fast.
If a book on average takes 10 days for example, it would take me 4-6 depending on the material. And im still unable to spend 4 days reading it.

>>127774928
Where did your ambition and discipline go?

>>127775335
Last time i remember being ambitious was before i started elementary school.
My mom would do math for her job at home and id always ask her to explain things to me, i knew decmial numbers, negative numbers, adding, multiplying and basic trigonometry. Next thing i know im here, too lazy to make a program that id like to have, takes 0 brainpower to make n yet i cannot do it.
This is more of a r9k thread though. Move us mods u lazy fucks. How hard it is to click the catalog and see this.

>>127775717
Well, I guess you don't want that program after all.

I was super ambitious until i realized everyone would think I am not brilliant if I'm not liberal. I hate that liberals think they are the smart ones.

>>127776042
Well by that extent i dont want anything then.
Im too lazy to jump off of a building, too lazy to make my own life worth living.
You know conditioning in humans is a very real thing, you can train a human, though not as well, pretty much like a dog. Give him a treat when he does something good. A kind word, a tasty treat or a tasty drink, give him shit he likes and hell enjoy doing things you tell him to if you dont go overboard.
Im too lazy to even try conditioning myself because it is a slower process.
Im too lazy to stop myself from being lazy.
Probably an issue with up bringing, retarded father, parents divorced early.

Family = 30% of who you are minimum.
Thats why even as an atheist *tips* i advocate for the core of the society to not be an individual like liberals do but for it to be a family like conservatives do.

>>127776691
>>127776697
It's okay, things can still change if you want them to change.

>>127777082
Define how wanting something leads to getting it. Whats the process.

>>127777274
All wants don't resolve. You have to want akin to hunger.
Everyday you will get hungry. You will eat.
If you want something more abstract, you have to seriously think about it. You will or you won't do it. The main difference is, with hunger, your life is on the line. With abstract activities, your integrity to commit and complete is on the line. If you don't ever do anything, you've no self-respect. Without that, life is a lot harder. And you feel horrible, unless you tuck it behind entertainments.
What do you really want?
If you're content to stay the same, then so be it.

>>127778541
I suppose the only course of actions then is be homeless and go from there.

>>127778829
If you must.
Remember, the first abstract conquest is the hardest. Only then do you begin to crave it naturally.
This is your life. Waste it wisely.