It was naive to think that I would finally have something that worked out okay. Shouldn't have fantasized so much. Rationally thinking I'm just not right for anything like that in the moment.
Sorry for such a bitch blog post guys. Just needed to vent.
Does anyone like slowcore?
>>75004859
>>75004859
If you're living in the first world and haven't already tried devoting all your time to working really hard, do that; if you don't feel good afterwards do what you will, but at least you wont have to worry about money / being uncomfortable, and then, and only then, attempt to start a revolution or kill yourself or something.
Or if you do feel good, join a club, or go to bars and socialize.
If you already did that, then listen to >>75005117