https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-Dur3uXXCQ
"Why have I been abandoned by everyone and everything I've ever known"
"What is the lesson? What is the point?"
The point is that there is a sewer of pedophile/abused maniacs who are given power when they shouldn't have power who tear people down "for god" when in reality that is the only way they know how to cope with their own self hatred.