I realized that guilt and paranoia are a massive undercurrent in my life, and I can feel my mental health slipping. Music for this feel?
Go away Brandon.
Stop smoking weed and maybe move to a new place. Exercise more, even if it just means going for long walks.
Ok Computer
Downward Soiral
Monarcie und Alltag
Tschaikovsky
Wagner
>>74321898
Go out!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipkZuJTucJc
And the weed thing, also, probably.
I know where you are coming from OP, but recently I have significantly cut down on my weed intake and I meditate 30 mins a day, it really helps.