Hey /mu/, what are you listening to tonight? What are your thoughts/feels?

i probably have aspergers too but im 25 and its too late for everything besides suicide.

>>74239042
I feel you man.
I'm listening to 3ra1n1ac, I keep having flashbacks, particularly today for some reason, to all these missed opportunities.
I've told myself I'd do better allot, but I never come around to it.
Most people hate me it's all my doing from my insensitivity or social inability.
Meh.

>>74239042
are you me? im that exact same i dont know how to change to be a more outgoing and social person

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just make a couple tight friends and find hobbies to occupy yourself with, being social & outgoing is super shallow
listening to And Also The Trees, feeling disassociated

>>74239042
>>74239170
also feeling that feel. diagnosed at 19.

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Album
>Cocteau Twins - Milk & Kisses

You have terrible self-esteem and shouldn't trust your perception of yourself because of that.
Try and make a systematic approach to bettering yourself. Improve your fundamentals -- diet, exercise, meditate, study, whatever. Having good health does wonders for your emotional wellbeing, and at the very least reorients your perspective so that you're focused on parts of life that you have control over.
>knowing that I'm a 20-year-old virgin and that no matter how much I try to be social, people (girls especially) will always see me as an outsider
Being an outsider is often attractive. You rumianting that you're an outsider is not -- not because it's a repulsive attitude, but that your lack of confidence will manifest in an overtly tangible manner that will make others unsure of you. Being a virgin is easily rectified; the conditions which have lead to your continued virginity are probably things you'll always have to endure.

Hopefully you find what I've written practicable and not simply sermonizing.

I'm about to go on a nature walk. I'd like to try focus on the external environment, because otherwise I'll be stuck with reviewing my own inadequacies and disturbed by uncertainty of the future, and of the shortness of life. I really like nature, and when I'm old I'd like to spend more time in it before I pass away.

>>74239938
>Milk & Kisses
first of all thanks so much for the advice i really needed that. also is milk and honey any good ive been loving CT recently

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Milk and Honey probably doesn't hold up to a majority of their releases technically -- i can't imagine a critic rating it as such. But I love the atmosphere, I love the forlornness of the lyrics and much of the sound. It sounds like the end of the band for more than it being their last album.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRJ-_oy18qM
Glad to help. No feeling is forever, and by necessity your life will change soon enough -- for better and worse, who knows in what proportions. Enjoy it.

And I should correct myself; the conditions which have meant you've remained a virgin so far may always remain, but also might not. A lot of our hangups are deeply ingrained, but at the same time aren't essential to ourselves and who we will be going forward.
Your lifestyle reflects your mindset -- but it also works vice versa. Make a habitual, conscious effort to live differently and your mindset will change, too.

>>74239042
>Album
Bloom - Beach House
>Thoughts/feels
I'm rather happy. Overall I'm fulfilled save for not having a girlfriend but I'm worried I won't live up to the extremely high expectations I have set for myself.

>>74239042
>Souvlaki
We serve this shit at the restaurant I work at

>>74239042
damn dude its not that hard to blend in with normies, post your normal outfit

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Listening to this for the first time, not really digging it.
>Thoughts/Feels
My head hurts, just took an aspirin. My life is going nowhere and I know no one. I need a job again, but I feel too inept to do anything.

>Album
Deathconcsiouness - Have a nice life
>Feels
Nostalgic, I'm moving out of my apartment tomorrow morning. nothing major

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Listening to: Fleet Foxes - Crack-Up

Thoughts/feels: Just thinking of all that's happened in the past couple of months. I could go into detail but it's mostly relationship shit, also just felt really isolated and depressed for a couple of months. I was in a very dark place, this album got me through the worst of it.