>graduated high school in 2012 >still imagine playing my

I was in band for 7 years, I used to imagine myself conducting my favorite pieces we played...

i thought i was the only one that did this
i want to die

Everyone does this in some shape or form.

>>73957883
Holy fucking shit me too. Especially Clair de Lune.

I see you, anon

>>73957859
I used to imagine myself doing WWE-style introductions when arriving at school

Yeah, I do that as well. Apparently a lot of people do it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0B7Z3JERdk

>you will never experience this

>>73957859
I forgot my entire high school experience several minutes after graduating high school. It's just a giant void in my memory now and I want it to stay that way.

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>>73958086
me too

>>73957859
drew?
>>73957961
>tfw i played this in high-school
>>73958086
>>73958191
this was middle school and high school and honestly im glad i dont remember much, i hated that shit

I sometimes imagine myself on stage with Bjork. Don't know what songs we would sing though.

>>73958060
god i wish that were me

I imagine Danny Elfman's main theme from the Spider-Man films playing at my funeral and on a huge screen in the church, illustrated comic book panels depicting my life are being projected.

thanks for this feel

>>73958060
if this was mu core everyone would spam post it

>>73958687
How new can a human possibly be

>>73958708
yes its an meme, than k you

>typically is found huffing /mu/

2011 here

still do it too

what is it about this particular scenario?

>>73958806
Whenever I do it my mind wanders off and I think about "her"

>>73958806
because I still want people at school to think im cool even though it was years ago ;_;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YabK7uMy0N8

This is me

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>produce bloops
>imagine myself becoming some cool underground critically revered artist like OPN or something
>realize that the fact I'm even having that thought is an indication it won't happen
>realize my music is nothing but pretentious throwaway rip offs of my favorite artists

>>73958874
Keep trying man.

>>73958860
god damnit that wouldve been so awesome

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>actually see my peers become successful while im still me

>>73958914
What's wrong with that?

>>73958914
yep

when you're a 24 year old neet and all your old friends from high school have girlfriends and good jobs it makes socializing impossible

I'm happy for them but socializing only works if you have things in common with your friends

>>73957859
This shit makes me sick, I always imagine I'm at work or school or whatever and someone randomly busts out a guitar and asks me to play and then I'm playing whatever song I'm listening to and the girl I'm crushing on at the moment just so happens to stumble across the scene. I've been doing this shit since I was 7. It's like it's the only way I can ever get any sort of gratitude or satisfaction.

I want this shit to stop, it's become a burden.

>>73959049
How old are you?

>>73958874
>my music is nothing but pretentious throwaway rip offs of my favorite artists

Most music is, just maybe without the pretentious part.

>>73959090
20

>>73959100
seriously ever listened to led zeppelin? Not hating but they basically repackaged blues and sold it well because they weren't niggers.

>>73959111
Ok you have all the time in the world, I'm 22 and I almost have this conquered. You can do it.

>>73959049
>>73957859
That shit stopped for me at like 18 or so. At most I imagine being at a concert of the artist I'm listening to
But I also sometimes try to listen from someone else's perspective and it's their first time hearing it... lmao

>>73959151
>>73959148
I imagine it might have something to do with being more content with your life?

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>>73959148
>tfw i all my instruments are in my living room cause that's where I practice and every time a girl, or anyone else for that matter, walks in they ask me to play them a song
it gets old real fucking quick.

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>tfw my high school had a "battle of the bands" every other year
>me and some friends played Weezer's Pork n Beans one year and A Day To Remember's version of Since You've Been Gone at the next one
It wasn't all that great honestly.

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I wanted to do something in high school but out of all my friends I was the only one really dedicated so that fell apart quickly. I got to perform once in university to a class and that was fun. But that was it.

I'm just tired of doing music alone in isolation, but I don't want to do it professionally either.

>>73959573
fuck if you lived near me we could be in a band.

>>73958645
that would be pretty cool
I hope your life has some scenes you'd actually want people to see

>>73958943
this
how can I bring myself to face society until I've actually contributed to it?

>>73959127
good example
and UB40 repackaged reggae
the list could go on

>>73959573
>got to perform once in university
same
I got to play three of my arrangements with my university band for some obscure youth jazz festival, and it was one of the highlights of my life
then I found out that in the real world, my degree is fucking useless

>>73958943
>when you're a 24 year old neet and all your old friends from high school have girlfriends and good jobs it makes socializing impossible
iktf

i just want to kill myself at this point, in all honesty