>be me >be 18 >deeply in love with my best friend i've

also forgot to add, anytime I'm not around her I feel empty and I want to be with her all the time but I can't

https://youtu.be/MSYpB2n6DFM

>>73840655
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE

>>73840655
You're a betamale. Stop lusting over someone else's girl that you're probably not gonna get and go get your own
Stop wasting your time

I'm just gonna tell you a relationship like this will not happen.
She sees you as a good friend and her mind has completely shut out all ability to see you as a romantic partner.

This is simply the way females are, I'd highly suggest you try to do the same or tell her if you can stand it and stand a 95% chance of even losing that friendship.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26HsSzFX_ok

>>73840655
from a guy who got with many of his female friends at your age: only you will know if she's secretly into you. "friend zone" is bs betas tell each other to explain their own failure. you have a dick and she likes dicks.
you already know if she wants it or not, so use your best judgement and make a move.
you've known her since 3rd grade and your 18 now. sorry to tell you this, but it's likely you're not gonna know her like that much longer.
your friendship will either fade out over the next few years w/o you fucking, or you can kill it quickly it in a big bang. either way you're gonna feel bad about it, so might as well give it a shot. who knows maybe y'all are soulmates and youll get married and keep being friends your whole life