I have been depressed for years now, and one of my closest friends

furious pig - mars

>>73562019
Kendrick Lamar - I

You're doing well. Celebrate with some black metal

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>>73562019
was in a very similar but not as bad situation about 2 months ago. i listened to this a lot during that time. and i got drunk listening to fear a couple times around then too.

try not to stay too down for too long though, and when your ready maybe you can find better friends yo

>>73562221
FEAR. by kendrick i meant

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>>73562019

>>73562019
Lol that's a really bad idea anon, I suggest not burning your bridges.

Basically all the lonely wannabe macho rapper types would be the music of this feel.
>man I'm all alone and shit
>but that's ok cuz its your fault and shit

Nah I'm just ribbing you but for real that's a bad idea and you should try to have friends.

>>73562309
friends are an unnecessary burden

all steps in the right direction, OP

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>>73562174
This.

When I isolated myself a few years ago, all I listened to was DSBM.

>>73562335
this
op it's the only way to cure yourself

>>73562335
Leviathan, his demos specifically, are some of the best black metal there is, at least in America. The Whole of Deceit is god tier