I have clinical depression and over the past few week I've

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Goblin by Tyler The Creator

>>73476431
>without angsty teen bullshit

>>73476318
>music for someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, without any angsty teen bullshit (I listened to enough of that back in high school)
*posts knife man*

Asking for it,
Wingnut dishwashers union,
Johnny hobo
etc

The cure - Pornography
The pAper chAse - Now you are one of us
The goslings - Grandeur of Hair (if you just wan't to feel nonexistent.)

>>73476737
Paper Chase are so underrated.

Crywank (avoid their latest output, it's trash)
Johnny Hobo and the Freight Trains

>>73476431
I've already listened to that album to death, but as >>73476473 pointed out, it unfortunately has quite a few songs with angsty lyrics. I can forgive it compared to a lot of other albums I've listened to for depressing lyrics, it's definitely not nearly as angsty as some 2deep4u shit like 21 Pilots.

>>73476482
I actually didn't hear of AJJ until a year ago and their lyrics totally aren't angsty, m8. The considerably angsty shit is clearly being satirical.

>>73476484
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>>73476791
Thx, m8s. I'll check them all out.

I really do think you should commit suicide. Life is honestly only going to get worse.

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>>73476887

>>73476318
Graduation
MBDTF
The Life of Pablo

>>73476318
you should just neck yourself

>>73476318
Do the world a favor and kys, edgylord

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>>73476318
you're not going to get over your depression by listening to wimpy ass indie music

scare the living shit out of yourself. move and vibrate your fucking body. try crying heavily, and/or take a cold shower. only retards with no resources use music as an escape for depression.

>>73476980
Are all shit.

>>73476318
I really like people who can eat people, and I listened to knife man the other day on my commute and enjoyed it actually, but I can't get past some of the cheeseball lyrics. The song about straight white males...is it tongue in cheek? Is it sincere? Reality is somewhere in between far left and far right interpretations, so either way I can't listen to it. Michael Jordan of drunk driving was a nice opener that made me feel though. That's my novel

this'll pull you right out of your rut

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-mgnJ7OPdU

>>73477071
The only good answer in this thread.

What the fuck is wrong with you conditioned fucks? You're depressed because you have energy in your bodies that's screaming to come out, so let it out and stop holding it in. Fuck what society says about emotional and bodily expression -- it's the key to fighting depression.

>>73477071
What's crying and a cold shower going to do?
Crying always makes me feel worse

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>>73477235
^understands reality

>>73477266
^doesn't understand reality
try analyzing how you feel *after* you cry, because that's where the feel-good factor of it is located. why do you think humans have the crying mechanism in the first place? to sit there and look pretty? it's to release body load, nigga. it's perfectly natural.

and cold showers are incredible antidepressants, you should try them.

>>73477071
this

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Cerulean Salt- Waxahatchee

>>73477389
Do I start hot and get colder over the course of one shower or just make them a little colder over time?
I'll try one later today because I know you swear by them

>>73476318
Don't be depressed there's no point really

>>73477071
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>>73477235
t. failed high school biology

>>73476777
Overrated shit

>>73476318
lol listen to XXXTentacion

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnZQnp7NnpQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKKWWOCkBgc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wr7cr6ldy0

>>73476318
You should probably kill yourself.

But some of the Silent Hill 2 soundtrack has always helped me but that's just because I'm garbage.

>>73476318
Meds are the only things that'll help.

Anything else is meme broscience. Therapists are also a complete waste of money. Get better meds if they're not helping.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17sDohVMM9w

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>angry, depressing, and introspective lyrics, maybe with a bit of humour mixed in
You literally just described this album.
There even is some humour if you dig deep enough

>>73477447
what i do usually is wash my body and hair with warm/hot water quickly (so i don't use up too much water), rinse, and slowly work my way towards colder temperatures

it's going to be uncomfortable at first but just focus on your breathing. good luck anon, break those fucking shackles.

>>73477476
t. no real world experience, probably eats like shit, doesn't participate in any bodily or emotional expression(s) whatsoever, list literally goes on.

>>73476318
Symbolic, by Death. The entire album, not just the title track.

Perennial Quest in particular is right up your alley.

>>73477516
american education everyone

>>73477501
this is pretty much the only good advice in this thread

>>73477235
armchair psychology does more harm than good. please withdraw.

>>73477529
>american education everyone
don't you see how easy it is to be on your side
do you even remember the last time you cried? bet your diet blows ass too.

>>73477555
i prefer action over giving into the pharmaceutical definition of depression (which is exactly what i did for many years) and i've never been happier. you know nothing.

>>73477513
This should be exactly what you want tbqh OP

>>73477576
if you don't believe in scientific consensus you deserve to fucking die. you might as well be a scientologist at this point. piece of shit.

>>73477616
t. Bill Nye

>>73476318
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>>73476838
What counts as "angsty teen bullshit"

>>73477389
>muh cold shower
I can't believe you're actually recommending this debunked garbage.

>>73477616
>being this mad
typical insecure sheep
so when WAS the last time you cried
or did anything with your body
??

>>73477678
they work for me and dozens of others. what's your problem?

>>73476318
Exercise more.

>>73477616
You're depressed because you're scared to express. Be a man and break. fucking. free.

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>>73476887
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>>73477017

Fucked up things to write to someone suicidal desu.
Life gets better op (I hope)

>>73477857
useless post but you're right, it's pretty screwed to tell people to kill themselves

a little humility goes a long way, /mu.

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>>73477851
I'm doing very good these days but thanks for your concern

the only thing that's making me mad is you dumb shits trying to pass your drivel as advice when in reality it's a fucking detriment to the OP and an insult to decades of smarter more successful people trying to find an actual solution to this problem

>>73477968
I need to feel sympathy
I need to know OP

We're talking to an attention whore.
"I want edgy music because I'm depressed lol"
Is this a game?

Don't need to be serious. Don't need to be fake

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>>73478036
>blind appeal to authority
my sides!!!!!

ever wonder why little children don't get depressed unless of course they live in shitty conditions? because they've yet to be told by society that it's "not okay" to express their emotions and their bodies. seriously, look at children, they're all over the fucking place. their bodies are always vibrating and they're always expressing what they feel. that's nature, motherfucker. in and out, yin and yang. if the cycle of expression isn't completed, a sickness gets manifested, and in this case that sickness is depression. i'm speaking from many years of experience. look into yourself and you'll completely understand.

>>73478036
lmao typical "depressed" person. still keeps his narcissism on deck to act like he knows everything.

"""""""""""""depression"""""" my ass.

>>73477484
God-trips disagree with you, and I'm going to have to side with them, even though I've never heard that album.

>>73476318
Fuck AJJ. Listen to Ramshackle Glory's album "Live the Dream" and then all of Pat the Bunny's work.

Pat has actually gone through serious shit and lived on the street for nearly a decade, being a heroin addict, burning all his bridges, having depression, anxiety, and just being in the worst situations imaginable. His lyrics are fantastic and the instrumentation is really nice. Despite all his sad shit, most of it has a true and uplifting point.

I went through serious anxiety and depression issues, his music helped a lot.

>>73477071
What is this retard even talking about?

>>73476318
If anything you should listen to some happy stuff
Listen to Boredoms - Vision Creation Newsun and get ya self moving
Life gets better op

>>73476318
shit thread, fuck off, ajj is garbage, etc

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>>73476318
This is what I've always been coming back to for the past 8 years when I'm feeling like this.

>>73477576
Wtf i hate psychologists now

>>73478153
appeal to expertise is not the same as an appeal to authority, you dumb freshman

>>73478153
what should a depressed person express? at least in my experience, the worst part of depression is that you actually don't want anything, there's nothing inside to express
rather than it being repressed

>>73478375
Same here, desu.

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>>73478153
with that said, make no mistake here, i recognize that there's a time and a place for everything. you can't just start screaming and throwing yourself into hysterics in an office building or a church. indeed, pick out a time/place (nobody has to watch) and EXPRESS. give it your fucking all. who cares how ugly you'll look to yourself? stop judging yourself. society has fooled the lot of you. you're allowed to scream, you're allowed to cry, you're allowed to flail your body around like a baby. exhaust the living shit out of yourself. it's OKAY.

why do you think people miss their fucking childhoods so much? because of superficial reasons like video games and toys? bullshit.

>>73478346
>c-crying is for b-bitches, unlike myself... i'm a real, stiff and rigid man...
faggot

>>73478428
>mental gymnastics
don't play this game homie you'll lose

>>73478563
depression, being a sickness, has its side effects, and one of those side effects is quote unquote "feeling nothing," and having this empty feeling inside.

i promise you, it's not real. depression is a nasty demon and it's lying to you. you're a human being, not a robot. try meditating and really looking into yourself, man. you have emotions, you just don't realize it yet.

>>73478662
I have zero problems with crying; don't assume shit about me just because I think you're a knob.

Doom metal
Death/doom
Funeral doom
Gothic doom
Blackened doom
Depressive black metal

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>>73478809
thanks 4 the cat

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>>73478816
you're very welcome

>>73478896
Once in a while you should pick up your cat and vibrate it at a high frequency to make sure it doesn't get depressed.

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>>73476318
this comes to mind

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>>73478989

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Listen to Matisyahu.

>>73479101
*takes a lighter to his beard*

>>73477235
>you're depressed because you have energy...
kek

>>73479180
op isn't depressed. just a narcissist mad he isn't getting enough attention

>>73476318
Giles Corey - Giles Corey
Soundtracks for the Blind - Swans
GY!BE - f#a#infinity

>>73479180
every human being has energy whether they realize/remember it or not. it took energy to type your worthless reply, did it not?

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>>73476318
lol /mu/ is basically one big angst&depression general

you will fine a bunch of what you're looking for. pic related

have you tried Vitamin D supplements? You'd not believe how much that shit helps. 5000 IU a day

>>73476318

just kill yourself faggot

Milo

Rowland S. Howard - Teenage Snuff Film

Feel better, anon. I'm bipolar and nothing works for me except drug and alcohol abuse.

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>>73476318
REM

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>>73479299
drug and alcohol abuse tend to aggravate bipolar disorder

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFxoQb5Qkhw

anything by Conor Oberst really

>>73479518
drug and alcohol abuse tend to just make you a shittier, weaker, albeit more fun person lol.

>>73476318
also feeling very depressed today, some music recommended was pretty good, though crying in a shower and punching a wall helped the best, that guy's got something with the vibrations and shit. Also -- try to replace despaor with anger.
>The cure - Pornography
>The goslings - Grandeur of Hair
>Manic Street Preachers -- The Holy Bible
>Have a Nice Life -- Deathconsciousness
>The Smiths entire discography
>Giles Corey -- Giles Corey
>GY!BE
>Silver Mt. Zion
And also
>Alvin Lucier -- I am Sitting in a Room
somehow helps, maybe due to the hypnotic effect

Can we get more non-rock recommendations in this thread

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>>73479731
so you can feel depressed, AND classy

at least if someone walks in on you dead with this on they'll be a little bit impressed

Try Xiu Xiu's first few albums

>>73479731
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPkp-pCJYCc

>>73479731
Milo so the flies don't come

>>73479731
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tZgZdWJ2Yo

Metal but not too metal. What does/mu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zRU-VU87HI
think of this?

Ignore the stupid video, just listen to the music.

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>>73478153
>ever wonder why little children don't get depressed unless of course they live in shitty conditions? because they've yet to be told by society that it's "not okay" to express their emotions and their bodies. seriously, look at children, they're all over the fucking place. their bodies are always vibrating and they're always expressing what they feel. that's nature, motherfucker. in and out, yin and yang. if the cycle of expression isn't completed, a sickness gets manifested, and in this case that sickness is depression.

>>73479976
kids aren't depressed like kids don't have breast cancer. It's just too early for their biological firmware to have been fucked up by either endogenous or exogenous factors.

>>73479786
Woah, holy shit. Thanks for the rec, but this is too bleak, I can't listen to it. But again, thank you.

>>73479817
this is phenomenal. I forgot to get into Dusty Springfield, thank you.

>>73479871
I hate Milo, but thank you. Maybe I could try listening to him again actually. Would you have any idea where I can download his stuff for free?

>>73479891
I think I hate this, but thank you.

>>73479998
Do you consider 11 year olds kids because I've been depressed since I was 11

>>73478153
>my sides!!!!!
this + the picture of kt was the best post itt.

>>73480183
sure you were buddy

Jeff Rosenstock's 'I Look Like Shit' is pretty depressing but also humorous, same goes for his other stuff and a lot of Bomb the Music Industry! But 'I Look Like Shit' was when he was at his worst

that or like other people have suggested, go the folk-punk route with Wingnut Dishwasher Union, Ramshackle Glory, Johnny Hobo, anything Pat the Bunny has touched

if you just wanna be depressed listen to Xiu Xiu's 'A Promise"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCIeVoy_aNU

>>73480183
nah I woulda put the cutoff at 7. 11 sounds just about right for hormones, toxins, and maladaptive personality traits to kick in.

sorry about that btw. My brother is depressed and has come close to killing himself multiple times. Thank god for medication lol

I would recommend him shrooms but he's not much of a drug taker

>>73480246
I've only tried to suffocate myself a few times.
I can't get meds because I can't reveal anything to my family.
And I have no access to drugs whatsoever. Now that I'm out of school I don't know how I'm gonna survive, everyday with no social interaction might push me over the edge.

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>>73480425
drugs are bad, work towards short term goals, get a job, move out of your parents place, only suffocate yourself to elevate sexual pleasure.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doi9jso2dY8

>>73480425
I STRONGLY recommend vitamin D. I used to go through really dark "mood slumps" but have not since I started taking vitamin D. Now that it's summer it's less of an issue but it's something really really easy you can try since you can't get access to legit meds.

I grabbed some 5000 IU off amazon for like 7 bucks, took em every day, noticed the difference in like 3 days. Just felt good and relaxed all the time.

>>73480473
this advice was a wild ride from start to finish

>>73480473
Short term goals? Holy shit. Maybe that could work, this is fucking crazy. Short term goals.
I need to finish watching Lain. I'm gonna apply to some jobs, but I feel like I wasn't really meant for jobs.
I wish I could do freelance work like background singing or writing but big sites only want you to write for them when you've amassed some sort of Internet following. My family is too suffocating to have for me to have a personal life or internet following. Sorry, I'm rambling. Thank you.

>>73480474
You have Amazon Prime? I used up my Free Trial. Bet that shit's gonna be 20 dollars with shipping.

>>73480588
They sell it at cvs but at a much higher price for a much lower dose. I wouldn't fuck with anything lower than 5000

yeah I do have prime it might run you a bit more

>>73480606
I should've enrolled into college to get that 3 month student trial and reduced price. Oh well.

>>73476318
Know those feels Bro. Been diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorder. I've been on a carousel of different drug combos and doses. They just seem to help me keep my head above water. I listen to The Pogues and Townes Van Zandt. I'm in a shitty rut right now myself.

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I've been feeling similar lately. The S/T Alice in Chains is usually my go to

>>73476318
>helps

>>73476318
Suicidal THOTS

>>73480183
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>>73479976
>>73478153
Actually diagnosed clinically depressed person here
I was suicidal since the 3rd grade. No, I wasn't doing any of it for attention. I would literally lay in my bed all day and cry. Whenever my parents made me do anything I would be super tired and unmotivated. Still am. Don't tell me kids cant have clinical depression.

>>73476318
You need Jesus. Johnny Cash it is. Listen to The Man In Black and tell me that it isn't a great fucking song.

>>73484507
learn to read and maybe you'll feel better about yourself

>>73477071
Yeah just vibrate your body dumbass


Ps hey kt

>>73477071
hey dude where did you get this cat?

>>73476318
Quebec by ween and the monitor by titus andronicus

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>>73476318

>>73476318
Exercize.

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>>73476318
of Montreal's Hissing Fauna and ROAR's I Can't Handle Change make great pop music with depressing introspective lyrics.

Not exactly what you're looking for, but I think you'll have some fun with it.

>>73478375
I must listen to this at least once a week.

>>73476785
Oh fuck yeah.

>>73490117
fuck off attention whore

>>73477131
It's saying that anyone can feel pain and their place in life doesn't invalidate it, being any race or having an upbringing shouldn't make you feel like you don't "deserve" to be in pain.
>"I-I'm white in America, a white straight man, I can't be unhappy guys!"

>>73476318
Hypothermia - Skogens Hjarta

>>73476318
I have heard that Nazi and Soviet marches help some people with their depressions.
It worked with me, maybe it works with you too.

https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLEEADE35D4B63858E

https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL27766749537C9DF4

>>73487939
lack of exercise maybe contributes to some people's depression but i've lifted weights for nearly 10 years and while it's been worthwhile in its own right and may have helped me keep my life together it never really did anything for the depression itself

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smelliot bitch is good at this stuff

>>73477071
>I showed u my dick answer me

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>>73493084
>smelliot bitch

>>73477071
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>>73479049
I saved pictures of your cat on my personal computer.