what's some music to listen to while having disturbing thoughts

Are you having a gender identity crisis?

Arca

deafheaven

lorn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxg4C365LbQ

I've been having really bad urge to kill myself for the past couple of days and i've been listening to elliott smith. Ionno mayn

>>73429786
Death Grips

>>73429807
almost, it's more about being a man and not just quite being able to fight against animalistic needs

>>73429786
JESU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOL5ik588vI

sure it might make you depressed instead of a different mental state, but that feel when it engulfs you especially the first time

>>73429912
Oingo Boingo - Little Girls

>>73429786
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0apU6jcdAU

also >>73429964

>>73429964
>they make me feel so
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>>73429874
Yeah he's really good for that. Makes it worse though
favorite album?

>>73429912
I castrated myself because of this. Not recommended. The issue with losing your primal instincts seems to be that you lose your ambition for everything else as well.

You'll get over it eventually, existence is full of flaws.

>>73430158
yeah I would rather just get over it than do something as drastic. wish you the best though, that doesn't sound like a very comfortable situation to be in

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>>73429786
>I can help!

Welp.

https://youtu.be/bE7y9p3ttjs

Not OP but I might kill myself and maybe another person too, I'm sleepless since I don't know maybe wednesday.

Monitoring the thread, also thanks for reading my blog.

>>73431062
why? get some sleep man youre obviously making an active effort to stay awake

>>73431062
It seems like this how a lot of people from 4chan are going down lately. Somethings in the water.

A guy from /b/ a few months ago cut up some dudes son after kidnapping him and went around stabbing people while texting his friend somewhere in europe. Nobody is safe.

>>73431062
Please don't :(

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>>73429786
First song pretty much

>>73430158
Uhh what

The Downward Spiral

What's some music to listen to when you've been up for 48 hours on Modafinil and can't sleep.
>>73431775 I've already listened to Downward Spiral and With Teeth but I don't feel like I'm in a scary hole any more so I need something less.

>>73429786

masada mountains of madness

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>>73431803
Nevermind I found something that feels good