there there, Anon. Tell me your current feels, and I'll

>>73053453
I feel weird because this chick I used to be after wants to get with me. Now I don't really want to get with her because she's a mess and I'm just getting the hang of being happy with myself.

>>73053453
I got clean from heroin recently and none of the music i listened to before/during my addiction holds my interest anymore.

I used to listen to black metal and post-punk pretty much exclusively, I'm not too familiar with much else, although i know i don't like most of what's popular on /mu/ these days (fotm p4k-core, bleep-bloop, rap, etc)

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>>73053453
I haven't spoken to my ex in weeks (Because she blocked me).
I still love her and have tried to stay friends with her since she left me last September.
On friday I went to this dance class thing this other chick (who I went to college with and incidentally looks a lot my ex) invited me to.
Ended up talking to her and made general plans to hang out after she's done with this semester.

She seems interested but I'm not sure.

Meanwhile I'm also inbetween jobs and can't find anyplace to hire me and I'm running out of money.

And I have to do weekly UA's that I pay for because I'm in a delayed sentencing court program.

I slept all day, from 10 am to about 8 pm, and feel kinda useless mostly.
But I'm also feeling a little bit of everything

>>73053453
How do you feel OP?

I kinda feel like I'm going insane. Time seems so slow, none of my actions seem rational, and I have so much going on in my head that I actually am blank for most of the time, if that makes sense.

Also, I saw a girl I genuinely loved again, and we spent some time together. I thought I was finally over her, but all the feelings are back.

>>73053471
similar feels. I've been listening to the new Mac Demarco record a fair bit, some of the songs on there may be nice.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxaKVeiBiOE

>>73053453
Moved across the country with my best friend after I overdosed on cocaine to start fresh and force myself to get over my anxiety.

2 years later, I've worked my ass off and have nothing to show for it, am an alcoholic, father is dying of parkinsons and mother of cancer, and now my best friend is leaving to be around for his dying father.

Also have been playing piano and practicing music production since 07 and still have not released anything because I'm too much of a perfectionist.

I want to die. /blog

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>>73053471

Knapsack - Day Three Of Your New Life

>>73053453
empty, alienated, useless
probably at my all time low right now

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>>73053479

Wolves In The Throne Room - Celestite

I feel powerless in life. Like my parents are paving everything for me, and i have no control. Thinking about getting a tattoo, just to feel in control of my own actions and future.

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>>73053554
thank you my dude

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>>73053491

Burial - Kindred / Street Halo

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>>73053582
Thank you mate.
I appreciate it.

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>>73053501

Stumbleine - Ghosting

things are alright on my end, I guess! It's the opposite for me, time is moving way too fast. Finals are coming up this month, I'm worried that I'm not revising enough for them though. Very scared of the future.

>>73053453
Suicidal but too depressed to actually summon the effort to go through with it

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>>73053510
Shlohmo - Dark Red

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>>73053543
1991 - No More Dreams

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>>73053555
nice trips

Lightning Bolt - Wonderful Rainbow

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>>73053618
Vladislav Delay - Whistleblower

>>73053734
thanks for the rec bruv

Just feeling a little lonesome because I'm at this point of my life where a lot of people I know are getting together with each other while I haven't held down a relationship in about a year, a lot of my friends ditched me but I'm not so torn up about it since I expected it, and I thought things were going well with someone but I'm not entirely sure now.

at severe risk of becoming a robot

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>>73053852
Owen - At Home With Owen

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I've accepted that no boy is ever gonna love me and that i'll never contribute anything of value to society. feels almost bittersweet, like a huge weight was lifted off of my chest.

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>>73053987
Kraftwerk - The Man Machine

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>>73054024
Ottmar Liebert - The Hours Between Night And Day

I'm never getting her back

>>73053453

I'm a little lost. Looking at colleges, picking a major. I need something warm and comfortable, like a Wes Anderson movie in musical form. I've been into the Shins recently. I don't feel as intelligent as people used to say I was, either. I just feel dumb now, and really disconnected from the rest of my peers. I just listen to different music, have different goals, and different outlooks on life. Society's weird, man.

Anyway, yeah, I could use something slow to help me think better and keep me comfortable.

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>>73054138
Eliot - The Small Hours

>>73053453
Realized most of my friends didn't really like me, and the two real friends I have are in other states. Can't go visit them, too poor because college, but I just kinda feel alone. Tired of doing the same shit day to day. Need something to lift me out of this funk. Thanks OP.

>>73053453
Horny for homosex

>>73055422

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44nDLsVeqbE

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>>73055245
gogo penguin - murmuration

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>>73055245
Bon Iver - Bon Iver, Bon Iver

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Troubled
A ton of things have changed in a short span
I've got some stuff coming up that's really important for my future, and I don't know how things will go, so there's worry over that.
"Betrayed" a "friend" because of something I did that shouldn't be any of his business.
He's trying to backstab me, but he's failing.
Right now I don't know if anything I'm trying to accomplish will work, or if it'll all be in vain, and will ruin my reputation.
Things should work out fine. But I worry still.

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>>73055418
Devonwho - Lyon

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>>73055422
Brendan Maclean - Funbang1

>>73055484
where's my rec mate

>>73055484
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyJUEXQmgxI

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>>73055484
Common (Sense) - Resurrection

There's this girl I've known for a few months now and we've become best friends. At the start we went on dates and it didn't work out. We became really really close as friends, and we were both fine with that. Now both of us are admitting we have feelings a little, and we don't want to fuck up our friendship because we know it'll wreck both of us (especially me). We kinda accidentally kissed yesterday and none of us know what to do.

>>73055959
I'd say go for it. Your friendship is basically fucked anyway if both of you admitted to have feelings. Also if the friendship continues one of you is very likely to get hurt.

>>73053453
boredom

>>73056014
this.

just do it, faggot. basically it's guaranteed that you're going to get together, but if you don't do it now you (and I mean you, anon) are gonna be miserable.

i envy you, honestly.

>>73053453
I'm tired of the way I'm living. I'm falling deeper into depression. I don't think I've ever been this unhappy. I'm tired of the internet, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of the city I live in, I'm tired of having no one around. I want more from life, and what I'm doing now isnt life. I just wake up, drink, and fall asleep. I'm unemployed now and getting more stressed out as time goes by because I want money, and I want to be working. I want to figure out what I want to do with my life because I'm just going through life aimlessly without an direction, I had it at one time. I want more from life.

>>73056014
>>73056047
Only issue is is that I suck at initiating due to being a beta, and she always mentions how much she prefers initiating with guys.

inb4 "You're getting cucked"

>>73056133
just.
do.
it.

at this stage in the game you have to.

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Feeling crushingly lonely. Haven't made any good friends at my first year of uni and all of my old friends have moved on. Plus the foreign qt has gone home for the summer before I got a chance to speak to her. Despite working on self improvement and losing a significant amount of weight I still hate myself. I generally lack any feelings of hope and optimism for the future.

I know there's nothing after death and I get more and more scared, anxious, and upset thinking about it.

>>73056133
just try
you will regret it if you don't

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>>73053453
Nothing changes, nothing ever changes, no matter what i do or who i meet, even it's big enough to be different it for a moment soon it will all fade back to normal, it always ends the same life is but repetition, what i feel seem like depression but not really, it's a feeling of true helplessness, i'm not sad or happy. i just am, it feel like nothing i do will never weight the same as things other people do, it's almost like i'm not meant to be here in the first place.

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I ordered a new amplifier, record player and speakers before I went away for a week. Came home on Sunday and only the record player and amplifier were delivered. I was looking forward to it for a week, so I just started yelling angrily. Now I hooked up my old crappy speakers, but it's still a bummer.
>pic is current setup

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>>73055959
Four Tet - There Is Love In You

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>>73056031
Jay Som - Everybody Works

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>>73056065
Pharoah Sanders - Karma

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>>73056163
Hybrid Minds - Mountains

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>>73053453
I used to be fine, now I'm not that fine anymore.

I'm kind of orbiting a girl and I'm not sure if she likes me or not, but regardless of that fact I can't deal with the intense moodswings anymore, I feel worse when she doesn't reply or something and better when it's going well. And it's not like I love her, I think she's cool and pretty but there aren't any deep feelings from my end, even though I make it sound a lot worse.
It feels like high school drama all over again and I don't want to deal with it anymore, so I'm just going to give up on her and try to get the rest of my life in order.
This loneliness is starting to get to me.

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>>73056166
M83 - Before The Dawn Heals Us

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>>73056208
The Field - Looping State Of Mind

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>>73056213
Tom Misch - 5 Day Mischon

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>>73056448
Edgar The Beatmaker - Ode To Dunstan

>>73056632
Thanks for the rec.

>>73056065
Also the whole chvrches/lavren thing, I feel like a moron for.

Girl that rejected me 4 months ago is talking with me again and I learned that she loves anime.

Don't know what to feel about my feels.

I'm at a stalemate when everybody I know is moving on and I can't for the life of me find a way to put my life in order.

I'm gay and i don't know how to deal with that

>>73056372
Thanks op for this, was a good listen

I just cant see myself being happy again. I find a way to hate everything and everybody and that makes me hate myself and that just makes everything worse

I'm lonely as fuck, dont have anyone to talk about serious stuff, the best parts of my life is being asleep or listening to music at 4 am

>>73053453
I feel very doubtful about what I'm studying in college, and I'm kinda burn out.
Also, I feel kinda sad and nostalgic because of how life used to be.

>>73053453
kinda Broken, lonely, wish my ex gf treated me better, have pretty bad bi-polar
(broke up in April)

>develop feelings for guy over internet
>he develops feelings too
>have a quasi-relationship over internet for a year and a half with long term plans to meet up
>feel emotionally neglected
>ask him if he still loves me
>"no but i was gonna tell you at some point"
>have weeklong depressive episode and vent about it on AD twitter thinking he doesnt know the account
>he messages "we should talk about this"
>he offers bullshit explanation for being emotionally distant
>dont talk to him for a year
>run into him three times on this website
>realize there still might be feelings but they might be only platonic
>talk to him and work it out
>no longer have feelings for him until you accidentally find vent posts on his AD twitter from initial split
>develop full blown feels
>he's going to school on the other side of the hudson river from me
>we have plans to meet up
>i still want to be friends but i also want to actually date him when he comes here but i dont want to ruin anything
>today's my birthday

usually the albums for this feel are age of adz or twin fantasy but i really need another album equally as sad, gay, and full of mixed emotions

>inb4 "faggot"

>>73058615
Perfume genius- leaving

>>73058633
Oops autocorrect

Learning not leaving

>>73058633
wishlisted! thanks

>>73058615
Not OP, but maybe you'll like Twin Sister's In Heaven.

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>>73053453
i was up till 4am yesterday sending pictures of my dick to this Indonesian trap from /soc/ on kik and now im empty and i dont know how i feel

>>73053453
My body is in constant pain, I can't sleep, and I feel like I'm not going to do anything with my life

Extremely depressed, lonely, have no one to talk to and contemplating suicide. Everything around me is driving me insane and it feels like I can't take it any longer.

more like Club 8 please

http://youtube.com/watch?v=hOyInhV65GU

http://youtube.com/watch?v=edamndLeJ6c

>>73058694
>>73058633
soulseeking both

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>>73056940
Electric Specter - Arctic Circuitry

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>>73058298

The Album Leaf - In A Safe Place

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>>73058714

>>73058706
Songs from suicide bridge

>>73058839
Thanks. Seems calming.

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>>73058326
Unknown Mortal Orchestra - S/T

hiding from people I know

>>73058935
The national- boxer

I'm not working much, my friends are all moving a little bit further away, but right now I'm enjoying the free comfy time in my room

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>>73058413

>>73058965
Iron & wine - Shepard's dog

Just moved far away from home, took a girl out on Friday and she wants to see me again

>>73059034
https://poopandpeemaster.bandcamp.com/

comfy video-games location

>>73055245
damn, are you me?

>>73058701
lmao this was a serious feel

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>>73058400
Fink - Horizontalism

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>>73058413
Vanilla - Dreamcatcher

>>73053453
None of the albums I listen to completely amaze and floor me anymore. I used to find a new favorite album every week it seems like.

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>>73058436
Asher Roth - Asleep In The Bread Aisle

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>>73058443
LOL - Me Me

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>>73058615

Tony Molina - Dissed And Dismissed

>>73058615
Happy birthday faggot

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>>73058701
Fuji Grid TV - Prism Genesis

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>>73058706
Green Day - Insomniac

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>>73058714
Sigur Ros - Valtari

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>>73058764
Massive Attack - The Spoils / Come Near Me

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>>73058935
Lorn - A/D

realizing friends aren't as good as i thought, my best ones are gone and i feel used/unloved by the ones near me. people say "i love you" about me the way they do about a tv character they find funny.

op, you're a kind person.

>>73059636
seconding this

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>>73058965
Rival Consoles - Night Melody

alienating myself from all my friends and my lifes a train wreck that was never on the tracks to begin with and im pretty sure my only viable option is suicide

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>>73059034
Touch Sensitive - Pizza Guy / Show Me

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>>73059440
Culprate - Colours

I'm starting to do really well in my life. I've actually developed self-reliance after being an insecure teenager for many years. Only thing is that now all of my old friends are complete wrecks and I can't really relate to them anymore, starting to miss the old days when I was a sad, emotional teen because back then I actually cared about things deeply. Now I'm just kind of neutral to everything

what would the music for this feel be?

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>>73059772
I used to be in a very similar boat, although i've since found new friends that arent garbage people. The general apathy to all things was a huge problem too. This album definitely made me feel something tho

The girl I love doesn't seem to feel the same way as I do, and just ignores me. The worst part is that we used to talk before, but it's like she lost all her fucking interest on me.

>>73053453
empty. and sad.

Loneliness and the gloominess of having to go back to work after a bank holiday. Help me lads.

need an album for this feel
>see old friend is installing an inground pool w/ jacuzzi and mini bar in his back yard of his house in florida.

I'm still in my parents house. I'm a fucking failure.

>>73060397
not an album but this song should fit how you're feeling
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dbR2JZmlWo

my dog had to be put down because of cancer and i am most certainly going to kill myself now
he was all i had

Drunk on shitty Canadian beer and in a pretty good mood because it's sunny out, I'm in love with a pretty cool gal, and we go on vacation together in less than two weeks.

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my gf and i managed to drive our on-and-off, mutually abusive, largely long-distance 3 year relationship to its logical conclusion when we tried to do an internship together someplace and realized how deeply we despise one another immediately upon arriving, myself having just finished undergrad before it began. we ended the internship early and went our separate ways. i've been whoring around and getting drunk almost nightly and job hunting during the day. im not worried about finding work, really.

either my ego is shooting through the roof or life is good.

i am a lake of burning orchids released something new last month and that's made me happy these past couple days, too.
https://iamalakeofburningorchids.bandcamp.com/album/hieromartyrology

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can't tell if im paranoid or i'm really losing the girl i care about the most

Feeling super weird mentally since yesterday night.
It's probably just a mix of having had bad sleep in the last couple days, too much caffeine and sunday night blues but I'm hoping it isn't something serious.

I got pulled over by a K9 unit for loitering in a neighborhood smoking pot. They didn't arrest me but they took all my stuff and were huge dicks and I'm pretty angry about it.

>>73059725
thank you so much anon I love this

>>73053453
I'm in recovery after 4 years of blurry, confusing heroin addiction

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>>73053453
procrastinating the shit out of essays but also writing my own fiction which I am incredibly dissatisfied with and smoking like a fuckin fiend
in short, help

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>>73059719
Peter Gabriel - S/T

>>73059719
and no worries, just trying to help out where I can!

>>73061543
thank you!

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>long time female friend
>tell her i love her
>get the silent treatment
>makes it worse is she only superficially acknowledges me in social situations, in front of my friends but wont acknowledge what i said
>never did anything wrong or mean to her

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>>73059728
Strict Face - Rain Cuts

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>>73059772
DJ Khaled - Suffering From Success

>in a relationship
>still think a girl i know is really cute
>get jealous when the girl i think is cute sleeps with another guy, even if we dont have a relationship
>stuck in intense feeling of wanting a polyamourous relationship with both of them

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>Haven't had a meaningful relationship in years
>"Why are all girls around here so loud?"
>Notice that one of my friends has some good ass
Am I just lonely or am I an actual faggot?

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>>73059931
Elliot Smith - Either / Or

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Feeling some post-LSD depression, also in a long distance relationship with a severly depressed girl. So theres that.

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>>73059981
Grouper - A I A: Alien Observer

>>73061799
Scott Walker - Bish Bosch

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>>73060084
The Boomtown Rats - The Fine Art Of Surfacing

>>73056431
hey there d&b friendo

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>>73060397
Miles Davis - Bitches Brew

>>73053453

How do I get over s girl? I'm so fuckimg sad

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>>73060731
Always The Runner - An August Golf

>>73060397
> I'm a fucking failure.
with that shitty attitude, you always will be.

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>>73060735
Brasstracks - Good Love

>>73053453
I have no problem getting girls etc, but I always just keep it purely physical even when they want a relationship. I honestly feel like I can never make a connection with one because just how they are, which in most cases, is just shortsighted and selfish. I've started to get even bored with that, and bored with making connections with people in general. I never put in any effort to talk to people I associate with anymore, and kind of just sit there now. I only really frequently talk to a core group of about 4 friends. I don't know if I'm just losing motivation or something, but I just feel completely content with not reaching out to anyone anymore. Ironic, considering a few years ago I was considered to be a loud charismatic social person. Imagine me like this: a normal person or even a robot who somehow lands himself chad circumstances

>friends have all slowly abandoned me, now completely friendless
>no job, no car, no future
>trying to find a local heroin dealer or xanax
>know that if I try to kms myself I'll fail

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>>73060753
Jon Hopkins - Asleep Versions

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>>73060806
Hype Williams - One Nation

>>73060847
Slugabed - Inherit The Earth

>>73053453
i keep thinking about becoming a woman
but idk if that's what i really want or not

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>>73060855
$uicideboy$ - Radical $uicide

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>>73060949
Oneohtrix Point Never - Returnal

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>>73062272
whoops, forgot pic

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>>73060957
Hawk House - A Handshake To The Brain

I feel like everybody is out to get me and that my entire current romantic life is one big lie being manipulated by my ex girlfriend.

>>73062368
OP fkn delivered

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>>73061674
OK Go - S/T

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>>73061723
New Order - Brotherhood

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>>73061734
Snoop Dogg - Bush

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>>73061799
The Contortionist - Language

>Was really close to a girl for ages and we eventually started going out for like a year
>didn't work but wasn't anyone's fault
>Didn't end on an argument but we decided that we had to spend time apart cos otherwise feelings wouldn't go away ya know
>Just found out I'm gonna see her at a gig in a week for the first time in 2 months
>Worried about how I'll react cos I've had panic attacks in the past but I've barely felt anxious since I stopped seeing her

OP you're dope btw, these recs are great

>>73061981
The key to not caring about girls is to self improve to the point of being attractive, and when witnessing the shit that they'll pull, realize that you are infinitely better than them. The only side effect to this is being able to never form a connection with a girl again.

>>73060397
it's 85 in newport news, go outside

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For a while I'd been thinking I was falling out of love with my girlfriend. She's spending the summer abroad very far away and asked me to fly out to see her. I didn't want to. I told her so, and she made me feel like such a piece of shit about it that I thought I didn't love her enough to stay with her anymore. So I dumped her. Since then I've been trying to distance myself and then failing to, going back and telling her how much she means to me. I'm not even fucking sure how much that is. I can't say for sure if I love her or I'm just scared to be alone. RECS PLEASE

>>73062724
No.

>>73055245
I was like you almost a year ago, just before going into college. It gets better, anon. Just make some friends and hang with them, do something constructive with them. Study something you love, don't base your choice on how much money you could earn.

I'll recc both The Dance of the Moon and The Sun by Natural Snow Buildings and Ys by Joanna Newsom. Maybe some of Sufjan Stevens folkier works, like Seven Swans and Michigan. And some Stars of the Lid. The Tired Sounds is great.

ASKED A GIRL TO PROM AND SHE SAID YES TO MY FACE.

FOUND OUT SHE SAID YES TO SOMEONE ELSE BEFORE I ASKED HER.

APPARENTLY SHE's 'CONFUSED', AND SHE HASNT GOTTEN BACK TO ME.

IM A DRUG ADDICT DROP OUT WHO MOVED TO A NEW SCHOOL THIS YEAR TO FINISH.

MY BRAIN IS STILL FUCKED FROM A SHIT TON OF DRUG USE (PRESCRIPTION AND RECREATIONAL, ALL USED TOGETHER BASICALLY) AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO PROCESS THINGS

probably not going to prom idk

>>73055245
We Are Fine - Sharon Van Etten

H-here I go
I just finished my second semester in college, and I don't really know what to do with myself. Hanging out with friends is not a great option, since I live in the ass end of nowhere. I want to find a gf, but even though I've been told several times that I'm attractive, no girl has made any sign of being genuinely interested in me. I don't really know if I'm just being autistic or I haven't met the right person. The fact that I lack motivation and I'm pretty sure I'd fuck any relationship up doesn't really help.
Apart from that, I feel alright. Bored, mostly. I'm doing great in college, and I got a puppy a few weeks ago, wich helps with the fact that two of my dogs died in less that 6 months (not because of me though).

I had a really intense manic episode for some time after starting college, basically talked like a maniac with every new person I've met and felt unhinged as fuck. I smoke almost a pack of cigarettes a day. I feel intense headaches almost constantly. I'm nervous as fuck all the time and my hands are shaking constantly. I felt really infatuated with a girl and tried to get close to her but she puked just when I wanted to take it a step closer. Now she ignores me most of the time and I feel anxious about trying to rekindle whatever the relationship we have right now is. It's gotten so bad I can literally not stop thinking of her.

>still in love with my ex, still get flashbacks from the good days, even tho she's not the same person, wanna talk to her so bad, but I'm afraid that she'll use that against me
>nobody to lean on, feel very lonely, almost never getting out of my house, and when I do, it feels worse
>will never amount to anything, fucking failure
>thinking about committing suicide, just wanna make an EP before I finally do it
>overall mess of a person, can't do anything right

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I'm fiending for some marajuana but I don't know any dealers.

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boy i like keeps friendzoning me even though he's shown that he loves me multiple times
all i do is eat, sleep, and listen to music
im trans and hate my body
people bother me just by being around me
everytime i try to better myself i fail
life's getting better slowly but i dont feel great yet

baby wants to fuck

>>73063385
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FehDvM6NCzw

>>73063394
Skin On Skin - Queens Of The Stone Age

>>73063431
isn't this the album with the song about traps

>>73053453
I'm feeling more and more distant from my closest friend group and I don't have another group to fall back on. I never feel happy around them anymore.

I'm absolutely bored alone in my room out of school for the summer and not being productive despite wanting to.

>>73063502
No his boyfriend transitioned.

>>73062019
You sir, are indeed my nigger.

The girl I'm with is cheating on her boyfriend with me, they're together right now, and she told me she won't leave him for me, so essentially I'm nothing, not good enough for her to be willing to choose me, I'm just the idiot on the side.

I'm currently massing all our chatlogs and pics of us together, I'm gonna send it all to him and burn the whole thing down.

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>>73053453
My ex got a new BF. I really like her and wanted to be friends with her but this situation is killing me, because I never felted that our relationship has ended. Can't listen to love songs anymore.

>>73053453
I have a minor physical disability. While I can still have a decent quality of life, I feel as if any potential partners will not look past it, and I will die alone as a result.

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>>73061947
yo :)

>>73061981
the only time I ever had to get over a girl was a oneitis I had for about 5 years. the way I dealt with it was by attacking the problem head on; I finally got over my fears one day and asked her out. She said yes at first, but it was one of those "yes-means-no" type deals and she actually changed her mind at the last minute. She knew I liked her from the start, so it came as no surprise when I realised that she was just leading me on the whole time. I stopped trying at that point. It felt great to date her friend a few years later, who was actually interested in me.

The point is, you need to either realise that you can't do anything about the situation, or, if you can't, do something drastic and attack the problem head on, (like asking them out and getting rejected HARD) - it'll will shock you into realising how futile it is to stay hung up on a girl that doesn't feel the same way about you.

Koan Sound & Asa - Sanctuary

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>>73062070
Thalab - A Good Swim

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>>73062083
Hazard - Wood + Field / Bridge

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>>73062286
Anohni - Paradise

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>>73062388
GoldLink - The God Complex

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>>73062624
no worries man. Just reccing what I think would best suit each situation innit.

Jadu Heart - Ezra's Garden

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>tfw reconnected with a girl from my past after months of not talking, she has a boyfriend now, but she told me she doesn't love him (they don't even have sex anymore) and she all but told me she still loves me
>tfw we're thousands of miles apart but I think I love her

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>>73062779
The Tallest Man On Earth - Dark Bird Is Home

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>>73062856
Nosaj Thing - Fated

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>>73062970
Seelenluft - Out Of The Woods

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>>73063022
Jamie Isaac - Loose Grip Mixtape

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>>73063105
Zammuto - Anchor

>>73064166
Thanks OP. Heard time of the blue a while ago but didn't get around to check out his other stuff. Gonna do so now.

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>>73053453
Kinda cuddly at the moment, feel like giving anons headpats and other gay shit for no reason despite the fact that I hate larpers and the like. Got out of a hot bath and made a latte before getting some projects sorted out. Got Comus on, pretty fun night.

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>>73063185
Jerney - Kush So Mean

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>>73063385
Laurel Halo - Quarantine

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>>73063394
Tinashe - Nightride

There is this girl I had a huge crush on about a year ago and despite the fact she rejected me we're still great friends. Like we go to concerts together regularly and we talk openly about that little snippet of history.

I've had a couple of flings the past year and so has she and it was never a problem, but now that I have no one else to focus myself on I find myself developing feelings for her again. This really sucks because I don't think anything will be different than a year ago and I don't want to make things awkward or potentially ruin a great friendship

>>73064406
whoops that was meant to be Zammuto - S/T

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>>73063516
Silk Road Assassins - Reflection Spaces

>>73063566
Just let it be bro, it's just worthless sex at that point. Think about it, if you were with her would you even trust her? It doesn't sound healthy and it sounds like you're too cool of a guy to play second fiddle to a dumb, confused broad who doesn't care about you like that

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>>73063527
SumoChief - SumoTreats

>>73064754
Y'know what, I never looked at it that way. Thanks friend, maybe you're right, a fresh start might be better.

I'm in a permanent state of depressing and anxiety, OD'd a few months ago on purpose, woke up at hospital, still not sure how I got there.

I feel like i should stop listening to depressing suicidal music, but happy music always feels forced and non genuine.

friend convinced me to get a bj from his gf and so i did that

>>73064874
No problem man. Best of luck, karma's gonna hit the bitch either way

>>73064968
Ever listened to celtic folk or celtic punk stuff like Flogging Molly, The Dubliners or Ferocious Dog?
They have lots of upbeat songs with quite dark lyrical themes, keeps me going.

Twenty One Pilots has some of that too, for that matter

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>>73064667

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>>73064968
don't blame sad music: it helps you somehow

>>73064968
Music imo is such a huge tool to healing, so maybe don't listen to something that plays a victim mindset(?), and has more of a theme of overcoming the depression or something. Radiohead - In Rainbows and A Moon Shaped Pool are albums that help me every time I'm sitting with a depressive state of heart.

>>73064968
>>73065095
Also I'm glad you acknowledge that listening to music that is disingenuine for yourself is kinda against the beauty of music, which is healing

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>>73063566
Commodo, Gantz & Kahn - Volume 1

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>>73063591
Skalpel - S/T

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>>73063630
Flying Lotus - Until The Quiet Comes

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>>73063999
NxxxxxS - Remember Last Summer

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>>73065157
Confused about my feelings about a girl,
Who's also a the crush of one of my best friends.

Also in conflict with the feeling that I don't need another person to be happy
I don't know if I can express an honest feeling anymore

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>>73064534
This Heat - Deceit

>tfw they are crawling out the walls at night

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>>73064667
are you me?

Ivan Ave - Low Jams

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>>73064968
Katharsys - Loudroom

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>>73065000
Dr. Dre - 2001

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>>73065344
Rumpistol & Red Baron - Floating

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>>73065445
Zoat-Aon - Star Autopsy