>booze and opiates music for this feeling? I'm burnt

>>72297809
When I feel low I frequently find that serious music makes life seem less infantile, and I get less absorbed in my childish self pity and such and get motivated to go do something.

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>>72297850
i'm motivated to start work on monday but waiting really gets my anxiety up
i fucking hate waiting
i wish i could drink myself into a coma and wake up on sunday

Anonymous 2017-04-20 05:40:36 Post No.72298036
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>>72297909
Yeah, anxiety's a bitch. I dealt with it when I was younger. I'm not sure what happened that made it go away. I started listening to dharma talks, spent a while doing hallucinogens. But I'm pretty sure it was just getting older and more experienced.

Anonymous 2017-04-20 05:42:18 Post No.72298066
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>>72298036
>spent a while doing hallucinogens
I want to do psychedelics but I'm not in a good place to do them just yet
hopefully this contract job turns into a full time job... it's with a company that could stay with for life and retire with

maybe I'll be in a place to do psychs this year. I hope so, it's supposed to help immensely for ptsd and such

Anonymous 2017-04-20 05:51:11 Post No.72298217
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>>72298066
Yeah, worth a try. I'd probably start slow. Do a half dose a few hours before bed, and have some emergency vodka on hand to help you sleep if you need to.

I remember one time after a big LSA trip I was going down the high way, speeding (which was unusual for me), feeling great, barking captain beefheart lyrics at the top of my lungs. I realized I was completely happy with who I was. Like everything was gonna be alright, and it was the first time in years I'd felt like that. And I was pretty much right, I've been a lot better ever since.

But then there were a couple horrifying trips where I kinda wished I was dead. Notebooks filled with working things out, terrified and speaking in tongues in the kitchen.

I'm a weird guy, and I was even weirder at the time. So they affected me differently. But there's no manual for being human, just gotta try to be smart and do your best.

And also good luck on Monday!

Anonymous 2017-04-20 05:57:35 Post No.72298287
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDWEz1mia1I&list=PL31H2Mw-YyX4IA-dNp0HK0jb6Jyvveyy4&index=7&t=434s

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>>72297709
opiates and booze dont make you black out they make you die because you're mixing two depressants

alcohol and benzos make you black out

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>>72298287
this shit sucks!

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>>72297709
Ayyy, just popped some oxy myself, hoping for a decent nod. Not in a depressed way though, so I don't know what to recommend. Ive always found pic related to be a good /opi/ album though

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