Alright, I'm in an absolute shit mood. So, let's s

https://youtu.be/rT8GV01Etw0

>Trying to kill myself in senior year of highschool by taking a bunch of pills, then waking up in a pool of my own vomit at 5 in the morning and having to clean up and go to school without anyone even knowing something was wrong

bumping for a good thread

>>69049318
Oh my, the entire B side to my war has been the soundtrack to so many breakdowns for me

>>69049318
>>69049421
whenever i start thinking too much about killing myself i consider getting a black flag tattoo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qyYzdSSGi0

>reminds me of being 16 and having ten 20-something guys fighting to see who would make out with drugged out me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peAhUcAsbyY
Reminds me of the time two gay industrial musicians tried to molest me as a child.

>>69050145
this looks like the same anon who's been posting on those two coil threads

>>69050166
yep, and those are two threads too many

Radiohead - Videotape

>>69050184
i find them disgusting

>>69050221
care to elaborate on that buddy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-ScqXkw9Tw

>dropping out of college
>full-tilt eating disorder
>realizing that I cannot be fixed

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUOsyBPFfAo

>14 years old
>constantly doing nf for three days straight
>weighing 127 pounds 5"9
>babysitting drunk suicidal girlfriend

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>Catatonic depression back in 2012

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQr-U410JOw

Driving home from work one night planning on hanging myself with an extension chord because I thought my bitch of a fuckbuddy was pregnant. I was 17

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3M_Gg1xAHE4
>came home to find my mom trying to kill herself in our garage
>found out I was moving in with my dad, 2000 miles away
>listened to this song in my room for hours
>had never cried so much in my fucking life

>>69048996

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uByDhQvLLT4

Listened to this directly after a breakup because apparently I'm an emotionless robot, kek

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>severe depression
>hadn't talked to another human being in almost three weeks
>was going to attempt suicide but passed out first
>decided against it in the morning

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>Family member goes missing
>7 years later it's still unknown what happened to them