ITT we post our current feels and have anons suggest relevant albums etc.
>hold a house party at home with classmates, drunkenly have sex with a classmate, feel dumb and empty in the morning just kind of awkwardly avoiding each other, although I wish this could be more than just a one night stand.
Now my friends have left and I'm here at home, slowly cleaning up, eating leftover pizza and feeling hungover.
I've already listened to Ian Curtis Wishlist 10x times on repeat, thanks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qK82JvRY5s
>I was dressed for success...but success it never comes
>>68622858
Spot on. Thx anon
>>68622916
no prob
and its actually a plantain in case you didnt know
>dropped out due to anxiety
>no friends at home
>too anxious to get a job even though I tried
>too anxious to message girl since I feel like I'm bothering her
>I can feel the disappointment my parents have for me
I hate to blame all my problems on anxiety and depression, since I'm probably just lazy. But some days I can't even get out of bed due to fear and sadness.
>>68622836
Maybe try messaging the girl. If she was willing to hook up with you, she probably has some sort of feelings for you. Good luck and enjoy the pizza.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAJ_74tDZzU
>>68622969
Thanks man. I somehow feel like There Is A Light That Never Goes Out is more relatable. Fuck it felt so nice. Why does it have to always end like this?
>>68622969
You're suffering from depression. Consider visiting a doctor.
>Feeling lazy and jaded, disappointed with my life
>Feeling guilty that it's all my fault
>All my old high school friends from years ago think i'm a piece of shit
>No current friends
>Broke as fuck
>Missing that one qt
I mean, yeah it's my fault - but that's what I'm feeling atm
>>68622969
>I hate to blame all my problems on anxiety and depression, since I'm probably just lazy. But some days I can't even get out of bed due to fear and sadness.
Sounds very familiar anon. I've lost all my friends due to being too anxious to do anything, when really i just need to man the fuck up. Now I just sit around feeling like shit for being a nowhere nothin' fuck up, but I'm too lazy to really do anything about it.
I'm still at university, but not doing terribly well and yes I need to get a job too.
Let's start now anon. I'm going to apply for practically whatever i can right now. You should do the same.
song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIitQNXVgb8
Y'all need some crust punk
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WIOsw2wK4os
500 channels of a day-dream stimulation
helps me to resent my life and raise my expectations.
Locked into re-runs, your memories repeating,
and all your ideals seem so self defeating.
For you and yours, the pepsi generation,
and when you're discontent, you change the T.V. station,
And when you hate your life, no qualtities redeeming,
a million brainwashed zombies will always be heard screaming...
And when there is no hope,
"I'll smoke some crack, I'll shoot some dope!"
When theres no enemies,
"I sit and stare at my T.V.
and in my ignorance,
I'll be a slave and sycophant!"
>>68622836
https://youtu.be/pb8BiQR9RTI