what albums with these sort of crushing but strangely triumphant and hopeful feels
thats my favorite feel
House of Balloons
Giles Corey takes you to the darkest feels and then strangely gives you hope on the last two tracks.
hello it is i, the resident judee sill shill
Thing with BLA is I love the music and I love the vocal performances but I've always thought the lyrics were too much of a cluster fuck
Example
You're not listening, I said "stop," because it's come to be too much. I can't just pile aesthetic-perceptive dilemma, over-analytic demeanors, feelings of loneliness, worthlessness and unproductivity atop the other, allowing each to bleed through their fabricated boundaries and become one more thing to notice me before it's too late and too far away from when I dreamt of explaining to you that you are an everywhere that caused these words I'd somehow type, my fingers, feet and diaphragm all screaming. And as things grew more complicated, conscious expansion cultivated, the books' ideas, songs' polyphony, texture, content danced around me. Unlike all the events staged (the puppeteer'd façade I'd made) this was naturally extraordinary and grabbed me from the ordinary, now perceived reduction theory of where we are.
From afar it made less sense and appeared beauty-less, which I guess is its defense, not that any simple allegory transcends my inability to relate. It's this ability to relate that provides the socially obligatory things that I want to re-learn why we're friends again? I thought you knew.
I can pile one atop the other, it just feels bad. It just feels bad to realize you might hear something in the quietest of nights and that there are two of me and one of them will say "Hannah" way before now.
>I could not get through September without a battle
>I faced death
>I went in with my arms swinging
>But I heard my own breath
>And I had to face that I'm still living
>I'm still flesh
>I hold on to awful feelings
this makes me sad
>>68614472
Huh, I've always loved how unique and word-soupy Adam's lyrics are.
>>68612126
>deleted from bandcamp
but why?
>>68614517
this
>>68614451
do Your thing anon, she is great.
>>68614882
I have some tasty details about BLA that you might find interesting. Because of recent events I can now reveal them to the world.
A band that I'm in (will go unnamed) was on a small time label (will go unnamed) that contacted Adam directly and struck up conversation to reissue all of the band's LPs. It was definitely going to happen, like it was a done deal. Nothing ever went into production but plans were being made.
As all of this was developing a few other artists on the label knew about the possible BLA reissues, though it was supposed to be on the down low. Now get THIS. Adam said that he had been contacted Jeff Rosenstock of Bomb the Music Industry! about BLA reissues but that fell through because of various things.
So some time passes and one of the artists on the label (will go unnamed) went to an event that Jeff was at and TOLD HIM ABOUT BLA POSSIBLY DOING REISSUES ON OUR LABEL. Jeff was completely unaware of this at the time.
More time passes and Adam just straight up stopped replying our label's messages and phone calls.
One can only assume that Adam is going to reissue the albums on Jeff's label. To make matters even more hilarious the label I was called it quits recently.
Gotta' love the business aspect of music, eh?